But just when my feelings were about to burst out, the bodyguard who followed me seemed to cough inadvertently.
The cough was like a basin of cold water, pouring down directly on my head, which made me feel some strange emotions and instantly restore to the original state.
I always tell myself in my heart, don't be impulsive, don't be impulsive. If I show my true emotions, then Tang Tianqi's life will be ruined because of me.
At the thought of this, the expression on my face became indifferent.
Tang Tianqi seems to be aware of my anomaly, but in order not to let him find more, I said before he reacted.
"Tang Tianqi, from then on, our relationship is over."
Hearing my indifferent and heartless words, Tang Tianqi was stunned for a moment. His head couldn't react. He looked at me blankly.
"Weiran, what are you talking about?"
"Don't call my name!" I suddenly screamed, very emotional: "you know, you don't deserve to call my name!"
Just like fate in general, the emotion that should have been suppressed by me was half true and half false at this time.
"You know, in fact, from the beginning, your father wanted to sell me to save your life. I knew that for a long time. At that time, I was just like a little girl thinking that love can conquer everything, but in the end, I found that I was wrong."
"I find that I can't adapt to this kind of fear at all. Every day I have to worry about whether someone will jump out from the corner to kill me. Even for a period of time, when there is movement around, I will be like a frightened bird. My heart is full of fear. But have you found these things? No, no, you only have yourself in your heart."
The more I talk, the more excited I am.
"As a husband, you can't even give me the most basic sense of security, so I think, we should be able to end, I'm just fed up with the life that needs to see people's eyes!"
Said, my eyes slightly microstrip on a little disgust, of course, it is false.
"I hate your cowardice. I'm the president of one party, but I'm submissive at home. Tian Xingjian is different. He's more responsible than you!"
Said, in order not to let Tang Tianqi find me more strange, I quickly ended the meeting, I will be a ticket to Tang Tianqi.
"This is the ticket to return home. I've made a reservation for you. It's for you alone. You don't have to think about me any more. Just go back, just as if I never showed up. Everything I've experienced with you is just a wonderful dream."
After leaving this sentence, I turned around and raised my feet to go. At this time, Tang Tianqi, who had been listening to all my words in silence, suddenly opened his mouth.
"Did they threaten you with something?"
Hearing Tang Tianqi's words, I stepped at my feet and trembled slightly. I don't know if Tang Tianqi saw these details, but my voice is still as cold as iron.
"No, I volunteered."
With that, I don't stay any longer. I stride out, because at this time, I can't stay any longer.
Tang Tianqi can't see my face, already covered with tears, I'm afraid, really afraid, afraid that I can't help it, I can't control my emotions, so I ruined Tang Tianqi.
Until I got back to the car, I was repressing my emotions. It was like a torrent of breakwater.
"Woo woo"
I opened my mouth and cried. It was very loud and heartrending, but Tang Tianqi in the hospital couldn't hear it. That's why I dare to cry.
......
At last, under my indulgence, Tang Tianqi naturally is OK, but my situation is not so good.
After returning to Feilong tavern again, I was ordered by Tian Yixu not to see Tang Tianqi again. Of course, I didn't dare to resist, so I had to listen to him obediently and avoided Tang Tianqi all the time.
Until that day, when the time for me to book the ticket for him finally came, Tang Tianqi's voice sounded from the door again.
I'm impulsive. I want to meet him, lean in his arms and tell him the truth. But I know I can't do it.
"Before that, I'm leaving. I know you're inside. Well, since you don't speak, just listen to me."
"These days, I think a lot. You're right. I'm a waste. I always think I'm a character. In the end, I can't even protect my wife."
"Therefore, whether you are forced to stay or not, it doesn't matter to me any more. I even agree that you should stay here and wait for Tang Tianqi to pick you up."
When it comes to this, Tang Tianqi's tone pauses.
"I don't know if you've heard the saying that your lover is a hero. One day, he will step on the colorful clouds to marry you. Yes, your lover is not a hero now, but soon! It will be soon
After that, Tang Tianqi's voice was silent again. For a long time, he slowly said the last words before leaving.
"I'm gone, but my heart is still with you, because Jiang Weiran, I love you."
When I heard these words, my face was already full of tears, but I still bite my lips and don't let myself cry out. I know that once I cry out, not only Tang Tianqi, but also my own life will be ruined.
As a result, I can only resist the infinite love and attachment to Tang Tianqi in my heart at this time. I can't bear to give up. I am obsessed with looking at Tang Tianqi who may have left after the door panel. My mouth opens slightly, with the sound similar to the vibration of mosquito wings, lingering in the tunnel.
"Tang Tianqi, I love you too..."
I can't tell what kind of emotion I am at this time. I just know that when Tang Tianqi's voice no longer appears, my chest and heart suddenly feel empty.
......
After Tang Tianqi left, Tian Yixu didn't restrict my freedom any more. Of course, this is only relative. If he wants me to go out alone and roam around for a long time, he absolutely doesn't agree.
And Tian Xingjian often came to comfort me, but after Tang Tianqi's confession, I couldn't hear anything.
My appearance fell into Tian Xingjian's eyes, which made him mistakenly think that I was dissatisfied with Tian Yixu's threatening conditions. Although the real situation was similar to this, my impression of Tian Xingjian was very good. All the bad things were only aimed at Tian Yixu.
I don't know what Tian Yixu thought. It seems that he wanted to be their daughter-in-law. That night, he came to see me in person.
"The day after tomorrow, the day after tomorrow, I'll help you with your wedding." As soon as Tian Yixu entered the door, he said in such a commanding tone.
Maybe Tang Tianqi's words before he left left left a little hope for my fragile heart. When I heard Tian Yixu's words, I recovered a little and retorted.
"I don't want to be that fast."
Hearing what I said, Tian Yixu sneered twice.
"In my opinion, it's not that I don't want to be so fast, but that I still think about that man in my heart?" Then Tian Yixu used his usual threatening tone: "since you miss him so much, do you need me to bring his body over and accompany you well?"
Tian Yixu is very accurate in catching people. He knows that my weakness is Tang Tianqi.
Finally, I can only agree to Tian Yixu's conditions and marry Tian Xingjian the day after tomorrow.
......
When I don't expect it, time goes by quickly. In the blink of an eye, it's time for Tian Xingjian and I to get married.
On this day, Feilong tavern was decorated with lanterns, and the guests were bustling. But it was such a festive appearance that I couldn't feel happy at all.
Think about it, I don't like things. I have to give them to me. It's strange to be happy.
It seems that I was aware of this kind of resistance. On this day, while everyone was talking, Tian Xingjian finally found a gap and quietly pushed to my side.
"Don't worry. I won't force you to do anything you don't want to do!" When he said these words, Tian Xingjian's tone was very firm. Listening to the tone, he should have considered the result for a long time. After a pause, Tian Xingjian went on.
"But I believe in my ability. I'm no worse than Tang Tianqi. So I think I still have the chance to pursue you. I won't give up!"
Seeing that I didn't mean to speak, Tian Xingjian took a sip of the wine from the glass, looked at me a few times, sighed, and went back into the crowd to deal with the relatives and friends Tian Yixu had recruited.
In the whole banquet, I had a wooden face and didn't say a word. It was like the existence of transparency. In my way, Tian Yixu certainly saw it. Naturally, before the banquet was coming to an end and Tian Xingjian and I were about to get married, Tian Yixu found me again.
"Tonight, you should listen to ah Jian's words. You can serve him as he asks you to. If you are slighted, hum, you must know the consequences." After that, Tian Yixu returned to the crowd.
With the gradual scarcity of the crowd, I was led to his room by Tian Xingjian.
I thought he would force me to do something, but in fact he didn't. as he said, he couldn't touch me before I fell in love with him.
After putting me to bed, in order not to let Tian Yixu find anything unusual, Tian Xingjian held the quilt and went to bed beside me.