Although we are separated by a bustling crowd, but I still recognize him at a glance, this man, is my doom.
Tang Tianqi!
Yes, I didn't expect that I could meet him in such a place by chance. Even at the first time I met him, the idea in my mind was to hide from him!
Even I don't know what's going on with this evasive mentality. There are probably enough recent events. I don't want to offend him!
I want to go, but my body can't help but want to stay, so finally, I hide in the corner and look at the place where Tang Tianqi is.
Jiang Weiran, you are a fool, an idiot! He has hurt you so much. Why can't you hate him at all?
Just when I was in a complicated state of mind, I suddenly noticed from the corner of my eye that Tang Tianqi, with a wine bottle in his hand, went to a girl kneeling on the edge of the overpass and squatted down.
This kind of thing is very common in China. Although I can't see what is written on the paper in front of her, I know one thing. To put it bluntly, I want money.
At this moment, however, Tang Tianqi came up to the girl, waving a wine bottle in his hand, looking drunk, giggling and shouting.
Seeing him like this, I feel a little sad. I know that he may encounter something again. Maybe Tian Xingjian guided the public opinion to him and made him feel great pressure. That's why he came out to drink.
I really want to comfort him, but I know I can't, let alone Yang Qing's deliberate indoctrination. Now Tang Tianqi's attitude towards me is just to let Yang Qing know that if I get close to Tang Tianqi a little, then I will attract her crazy revenge.
Now I am like a swing grass in a storm. As long as there is more rain and wind, I may fall down because I can't bear the pressure.
I can't afford any more blows.
I just looked at Tang Tianqi from a distance, with obsession and sorrow. I don't know how long I stayed because of Tang Tianqi's appearance. After a long time, I reflected that the main thing I came here was to find Tian Xingjian.
I patted my head twice and shook my head. After I threw out some of my thoughts, I wanted to leave and continue to look for Tian Xingjian.
But just when I had the idea of leaving, Tang Tianqi stood up as if he had lost money on the paper. Then he continued to carry the wine bottle and walked down the overpass step by step.
The way he walked really worried me that he would be killed. I stood on the overpass and watched him. It was only after I saw him get into a taxi with my own eyes that I was relieved. Fortunately, he didn't drive himself. Otherwise, if he was drunk, something would really happen.
After seeing Tang Tianqi leave, suddenly, I felt a little curious. I was curious about what Tang Tianqi was saying to the girl just now.
Thinking of this, after hesitating for a while, I couldn't restrain my curiosity. Finally, I squeezed in front of the girl, squatted down like Tang Tianqi, and asked her.
"What did that man tell you just now?"
As soon as I opened my mouth, the girl seemed to find out my existence. She raised her head, looked at me timidly, and faltered.
"I can't understand what he's saying..."
When I heard the girl's words, I was stunned. It's not that I think she is lying. It's very likely that Tang Tianqi is drunk and speaks Chinese. Few people here can understand Chinese, which is normal.
Hearing this, I was slightly disappointed. After shaking my head, I stood up and wanted to leave.
But when I stood up, in front of this girl is low head, voice is thin, seems to be a little afraid to say.
"But, but I seem to remember the three words he repeated the most times..."
Hearing that, I quickly turned back, eyes with light, eyes burning to see her.
I guess I was scared by my eyes. The girl shrank a little. Then I realized my gaffe. After adjusting my look, I coughed twice and asked in the most gentle tone I thought.
"What are the three words?"
Hearing what I said, the girl bit her lips and seemed to be thinking hard. After a long time, she said three words in her Chinese accent.
"... Jiang Weiran."
......
I drive the car on the road aimlessly wandering, have to say is, Jiang Weiran three words to my impact is really quite big.
It never occurred to me that Tang Tianqi was drunk and the person he thought of was actually me, and I was very happy to see him dancing just now
Thinking of this, I am not only a little happy, but also a little lost.
"If you really love me, what's the need for the things that we don't have..."
When I came to another overpass and got off to look for Tian Xingjian, suddenly, my mobile phone rang. As soon as I heard the ring, I quickly took out my mobile phone. When I saw the caller number displayed above, my face was filled with surprise.
Because it was Tian Xingjian who called!
As soon as I saw the big three words Tian Xingjian written on the caller ID, I couldn't wait to press the answer button. As soon as I got through, I didn't wait for Tian Xingjian to speak, so I roared at my mobile phone.
"Where the hell are you dead! Do you know how worried I am about you? "
All the worries in my heart are merged into one sentence. When I roared out this sentence in a roaring tone, I found that after I roared out this sentence, all the strength of my whole body seemed to be taken off.
His lips were trembling, and all the suppressed emotions broke out like mountain torrents after receiving the phone call from Tian Xingjian.
After hearing my roar, Tian Xingjian was silent for a long time. For a long time, he apologized in a low voice.
"I'm sorry to worry you."
"You know it worries me!" After I really determined that it was Tian Xingjian's voice, I was relieved. However, when a string that I had been tensing relaxed, I felt a sense of weakness and fatigue pouring into my body.
I am powerless to lie on the side of the car window, holding a mobile phone posture, voice control can not help showing a weak cry.
"Ah Jian, I'm so tired. I'm very tired. Can you come and take me home?"
"Where are you?"
......
When Tian Xingjian opened my car door and came to me, he just showed an apologetic face and opened his mouth. He just wanted to say something, but I didn't let him say it.
Without considering anything, I rushed directly to Tian Xingjian's arms, buried my head deeply in his chest and muttered in an almost supplicative tone.
"Don't leave me in silence, will you?"
I could feel that Tian Xingjian's body was shaking slightly. For a long time, it seemed that he had courage. Tian Xingjian put his hand around me, held me in his arms and patted me on the shoulder.
"No, no, no more..."
Lying in Tian Xingjian's arms, I didn't see his face, but I could feel the strange emotion in his words, which seemed to be excited and sad.
I can even feel a drop of warm liquid dripping on my hair, penetrating my scalp, making me feel it clearly.
I didn't ask Tian Xingjian what was wrong with him, because he had the right to hide from me, and I had no reason to ask him what was on his mind.
At this moment, I don't know that these words and this seemingly insignificant move made Tian Xingjian's original wavering heart gradually stabilize and take strength.
I don't know at this time, and I won't know in the future until Tian Xingjian told me the truth with a smile before he died.
It turns out that the time when Tian Xingjian disappeared was not a false alarm to me, but that he really wanted to die.
Even in fact, he saw me, but he was hiding all the time. That's why he came soon after I called.
What made him change his mind was my persistence, two or three words, and a hug, that's all.
All these things, I only knew when Tian Xingjian left
......
It was a deep night, and we were on our way home. Along the way, both of us were silent. We didn't speak to each other. After a long time, Tian Xingjian took the lead in breaking the silence.
"Sister, in fact, I cheated you when I was in the hospital. On the list..."
When Tian Xingjian said this, I put a finger on his lips and didn't let him continue to speak.
I know that it's a blessing for me to make Tian Xingjian believe me so much and want to tell me the truth. But I don't want to hear Tian Xingjian say it personally, even if I already know it.
After all, that would hurt his self-esteem anyway.
In order to leave Tian Xingjian a buffer to save face, I shook my head twice and gave Tian Xingjian a smile.
"Don't tell me. It's your secret. It's actually my fault to be too persistent in prying into other people's hearts. Therefore, I think you'd better keep it from me."
Hearing this, Tian Xingjian's face changed. He didn't know if he was aware of anything. After a long silence, he didn't look at me. His eyes were straight ahead, but I could vaguely see the twinkling tears in the corner of his eyes.
"Thank you, Weiran."