Chapter 308

indeed!

When I heard that sentence coming out of Chu San's mouth, I couldn't help thinking of the emails Gu Fengyan sent me.

Coupled with that sense of familiarity, I guessed vaguely in my heart that this person should be him.

But when the answer came out of Chu San's mouth, the shock in my heart was hard to calm.

The first thing I thought about was why Gu Fengyan wanted to commit suicide, and whether his suicide had anything to do with me. As for the words he kept whispering before he was in a coma, what did he want to explain!

Although I planned to meet Gu Fengyan a while ago and have a good talk with him, I didn't have time to make time because these things came so fast.

However, at this time, I knew that Gu Fengyan really wanted to tell me something important. However, due to my misunderstanding of him, I never gave him this opportunity.

I began to regret it.

I regret that I didn't listen to what Gu Fengyan wanted to say at that time.

I'm not a fool, so it's not hard for me to see that Gu Fengyan's shortsightedness this time is probably related to me!

At this point, I couldn't help asking.

"How is he now?"

Seeing the changing look on my face, Chu San understood that this man must have something to do with me. When he heard me ask, he didn't answer immediately, but pondered for a while, then hesitated to answer.

"Rescue is to rescue, but the doctor said, the situation is not optimistic, he took a little more sleeping pills, and drank wine, can wake up, it depends on his fortune."

When I heard Chu San's words, my heart seemed to sink into the bottom of the valley in an instant. Although Chu San had expressed it to me quietly and implicitly, I could still hear it. What he meant was

Gu Fengyan may become a vegetable and live in bed for the rest of his life.

It's all because of me

A little remorse welled up in my heart.

Seems to see my mood in general, Chu three comforted me and said: "you don't have to think about it any more, how his ending will be, this is not a bottom."

"Maybe, maybe he'll wake up tomorrow!"

With a sigh, I knew that it was just Chu San comforting me. He didn't say anything more. I endured the sharp pain on my head and struggled to sit up.

"Can you take me to see him?"

"But your body..."

At the beginning, Chu San kept rejecting me, but at last he couldn't bear my stubbornness, so he gave in to me.

"Well, I'll ask the doctor to take those pipes down and take you to see him."

Soon, I was supported by Chu San and came to Gu Fengyan's ward.

Because of my body's protection, Gu Fengyan now has almost no scars on his body. He lies there with a trace of pain on his face. Even he is in a coma, and his eyebrows are locked, as if he is worried about something.

See Gu Fengyan this appearance, the self blame in my heart is more and more thick, if have regret medicine, I certainly will not hesitate to take it.

Because of my willfulness, I didn't listen to Gu Fengyan speak well, which directly led to his present appearance. When I think about it, I feel bad.

If only, if only I had calmed down and listened to what he wanted to say!

But it's a pity that if there is no such thing in the world, what has happened has happened. I wronged Gu Fengyan.

See I gradually low state, one side of Chu three anxious mouth.

"Well, you have to cheer up! Now we are facing the enemy Fu nianshen. If you are still in this state, something will happen sooner or later

Hearing Chu San's words, I suddenly woke up in my heart and patted my face.

Although I'm sorry about Gu Fengyan, I can't decadent completely because of it, because I have more important things to do now!

If I fall down here, then Fu nianshen, the beast, will jump on me without hesitation and tear me to pieces!

After cheering up a little, I began to change the subject.

"Have you paid for the medicine?"

Hearing this, Chu San's face rarely showed a smile.

"I knew you would ask. Don't worry. I've solved all the medical expenses for you. Within three years, he can be entrusted to this hospital and receive the best treatment."

Hearing Chu San's words, I was moved. I just wanted to say something, but I was stopped by him.

"If you want to say something to thank me, or give me money back, please don't say it, because the reason why I will help you is because I know your character and I know you as a friend."

"If you have to show affection to me, I'll be angry."

Chu San said, his eyes with wisps of smile, see this, my heart seems to be touched by something in general, filled with strange feeling.

I took a deep look at him and didn't say much, because I know that the real move is not to say it in my mouth.

I will prove it with practical actions!

……

After staying for about two days, I guess I went to find out Fu nianshen's basic knowledge. After finding that he could cope with it, Webers called me.

"Miss Jiang, what should I do?"

When I heard Webster's words, I laughed in my heart. At this time, he didn't know it. There was some urgency in his tone, which exposed his heart.

"Don't worry, don't worry, fishing? We have an old Chinese saying that we should pay attention to the long term. First of all, you have to use the identity we specially designed for you, pretend to be a foreign tycoon, and swagger here to find a partner."

"Yes, as you wish."

After receiving my instructions, Webers hung up in a hurry, thinking that he should have done as I said.

I shook my head with a smile, it seems that he finally believed me, not to pit him.

After leaving this matter entirely to Webers, I put all my spirit on Gu Fengyan.

I am eager to know what he has been trying to tell me!

Now it's almost impossible to know the news from Gu Fengyan's mouth, so I can only find clues by myself, so the first thing I think of is Gu Fengyan's home.

When I came to Gu Fengyan's house, I opened the door and saw the scene inside. I was silent for a while.

Then, I sighed and shook my head with remorse. At this time, Gu Fengyan's home fell into my eyes. It was a mess, just like being robbed.

Things fall everywhere. Many ornaments are broken on the ground. You can see that they were smashed by Gu Fengyan.

I can even imagine Gu Fengyan's self abandonment when he was misunderstood, but he could not prove his innocence, and finally he could only spread his anger on himself.

"It's all my fault..."

I was a little distressed to sweep away the garbage on the ground, and then help Gu Fengyan tidy up the room, this, maybe can express my apology a little bit.

However, when I was helping Gu Fengyan clean up his bedroom, I accidentally knocked over a book on the shelf, fell to the ground and opened it naturally, only to find that it was a diary.

Diaries can be regarded as other people's privacy. If I respect Gu Fengyan, I should put him back together again, and I intended to do the same.

But when I inadvertently saw the above line of words, my hand was stunned. Instead of putting it back to its original position, I reached out and turned it.

Because I saw a line on it - am I such an unbelievable person?

When I saw the title, I knew that what was recorded here should be something Gu Fengyan wanted to tell me all the time.

So without his permission, I read it.

At the beginning, what was recorded above was Gu Fengyan's words of abandoning himself and belittling himself. But then, it was as if he knew someone was reading this diary.

"If you see this diary by accident, it means that I am probably no longer in the world. In the face of a deceased person, I beg you to help me. Please find a lady named Jiang Weiran. Please apologize to her for me first, and then tell her a good news."

The handwriting has been scribbled, even scratched out a lot of things. Seeing this, I can even imagine Gu Fengyan's extremely complicated mood at that time.

I skimmed over these and turned the page of my diary, eager to know what the so-called good news is!

But when I saw the so-called good news, the note in my hand fell to the ground unsteadily. I couldn't help raising my hands and covering my mouth.

My eyes began to dim up, the tears in my eyes could not be caught, could not stop falling down, bit by bit on Gu Fengyan's notes.

At this moment, my inner emotion is indescribable, can not be described in a few words, and my head, is spinning, almost one did not resist, directly fell unconscious in the past.

Because this time, I not only wronged Gu Fengyan, but also twisted his kindness into malice. Finally, I made him have the idea of suicide.

I blame myself.

Because, on this whole page, only one rural place name and one sentence are recorded.

And this sentence is

Xiaorou... Still alive!!!

The disfigured corpse was only transported from the mortuary by Gu Fengyan!