When it comes to virtuous degree, yeweiya is definitely above me.

Yeweiya spoke softly and never got angry. She always wore light colored clothes, which gave full play to her femininity. She also made good dishes. Every time she appeared at home, she would volunteer to take over the kitchen work.

By contrast, I don't look like a qualified wife.

When I looked back, I found that yeweiya was in the kitchen, talking and laughing with the chef to prepare dinner. The light of the house seemed to be very warm and soft because of her.

I went over to help. I almost overturned the chicken. The chef and yeweiya were in a hurry to save the chicken. I turned around and left. Don't help me.

In the garden, I sat on the bench in a daze and saw Uncle Zhang pruning the flowers and plants alone. I looked around and didn't see Xiao Lei.

"Uncle Zhang, is Xiao Lei on holiday?"

Uncle Zhang shook his head. "He has a cold and a fever. Now he is lying in the room."

I vaguely remember that he sent me home last night. As for what happened, I don't remember at all.

In the spirit of humanitarianism, I took some cold medicine, went to Xiaolei's residence, knocked on the door, and then found that the door was open.

"Ray? Did you sleep? I'll come in and take some cold medicine, and thank you for taking me home last night. " I cautiously foretold at the door before I pushed in.

Xiao Lei lay on the bed with his back to me, curled up like a child.

His graceful and smooth back is full of the breath of young hormones. Cicadas are singing outside the window. The dry heat of early summer is in front of me. As soon as I look up, I can see the pink skirt hanging on one side, shaking with the wind in the sun.

Really good-looking, I subconsciously approached, staring at the skirt in a daze, behind the man came a low voice, "like it?"

I suddenly turn my head, on Xiaolei Qingming's eyes, where does he look like a fever?

"But... This is your gift to the woman you like..." although I just had a hangover, I still remember clearly the scene of accompanying him to choose clothes.

He approached me step by step, raised his hand and propped me between him and the wall, his eyes staring at me deeply, "did you forget what you said last night?"

I open my eyes blankly, "Xiaolei, you... You seem to have changed..." I don't know him any more.

Xiaolei slowly took off his clothes and handed them to me. His eyes were complicated. "This gift was meant for you."

"Hua", the summer rain, said under.

The cool rain came in from the window, soaked my face all wet, I stare at him, step by step back, what is his nonsense?

"You don't think I'm just a gardener?" He approached slowly, with a sense of oppression in his eyes.

"I'm married. Tang Tianqi is the only man I like from the beginning to the end." I found my reason and looked at him firmly.

He said with a self mocking smile, "what if you get married? I like you, have the right to pursue you, from the first sight to see you, I vowed to let you be my woman, I don't want to call your wife, I want to call your name... "He said more and more too much, even close to want to kiss me, I panic, escape also like to open the door and rush out.

Panting all the way back to the hall, yeweiya had already set out the dinner on the table, full of color and fragrance. At the table stood Tang Tianqi, who had just come back, with a coat between his arms and a white shirt. She was tall and graceful. She stood with yeweiya, who was affectionate, and seemed to be a special match.

"Brother Tianqi, let me help you with your coat." Yeweiya came forward to help.

I looked at them in the candlelight, and I couldn't help feeling sad.

"You did all this?" Tang Tianqi glanced at the dishes on the table and asked faintly.

Yeweiya nodded, shy and timid.

Tang Tianqi frowned, "take these all down and pack them up for Tianzhi."

Yeweiya's face changed and she looked ugly for a moment. "Brother Tianqi, what do you mean?"

He pulled me, light side eyes to see her, "Tianzhi is my cousin, after all, he is devoted to you, but you are here as a cook, how to say are sorry, later, the family meal these small things, or let my wife come in person."

"But I'm not good at cooking..." I whispered.

He raised his hand to touch my head, eyes soft, "it doesn't matter, slowly practice, can always do delicious."

With tears in her big eyes, yeweiya trembled with anger. "Jiang morran, you deliberately let me stay, just to seize this opportunity to humiliate me?" She turned hard and went upstairs crying.

I lowered my head and whispered, "you shouldn't do this to her. She really likes you."

He sighed and held me in his arms. "What can I do? You're the only one in my heart. I can't hold any other women. "

I tried to squeeze out a smile. "I'll go to the kitchen and prepare dinner for you again." Without waiting for his response, I hurried in and put my hands on the Ryukyu platform, tears streaming down.

No, it can't be done like this. What's said is to let him forget me and have a good life?

I dried my tears, and hurriedly put down a bowl of noodles. When I took them out, I found that he was lying on the sofa asleep, with the office computer beside him, and the page was still on the design page.

When the new company was just established, there must be a lot of things for him to deal with personally. I slowly closed the computer, found a blanket and covered it gently. When I looked back, I saw yeweiya standing on the stairs.

"Let's talk about it." I said.

On the balcony, there was silence. Yeweiya swept the little white rabbit's appearance before. She had red lips, her hands around her chest, and a cigarette between her fingers. She looked at me with a sneer, "what else to talk about? You're just insulting me because he likes you. "

I turned around and lit a cigarette. After lighting it, I took two puffs. My fingers trembled slightly. "I didn't leave you to humiliate you, but to confirm something. Do you really love Tang Tianqi?"

"Of course!" Yeweiya replied without hesitation, "I love him no less than you, but you are the only one in his eyes."

"If I am no longer, do you promise that I will take good care of him?" I looked back at her with a smile.

She shrugged. "Unless you die, how can you not be here?"

I slowly spit out a smoke ring, light smile: "remember your promise today."

Yeweiya looked at me in a daze, and her face was full of consternation. For a long time, she looked at the night sky in a trance, and said in a low voice, "I'm not yeweiya before. Now I even feel dirty. How can he like me?"

"Tianqi is a man who is easy to be satisfied. One day, he will see you well." I said softly.

At night, back in the bedroom, Tang Tianqi encircled me from behind me, bowed his head and kissed my face. He seemed to smell something, bowed his head and confirmed it again, and immediately frowned.

"Did you smoke?"

I turned back and blinked, pursed my mouth and smirked, "I just took a sip, I promise, just a little bit."

I don't know why. I always feel that there is something else in his eyes when he looks at me, so that he is not angry abnormally.

"No more smoking in the future, and these days, I'm at home with you, you're not allowed to go anywhere." He reached for my nose and said softly.

I panicked. "Don't you have to go to the company? I don't need company. "

"That's settled. You go to the bathroom first. I'm tired tonight and want to have an early rest." He returned to the sofa, picked up his work and put it back in.

I quickly went into the bathroom, locked the door and picked up a small bottle of medicine hidden in the drawer. It was packed with vitamins outside and painkillers inside.

Fast to swallow two, I turned to pick up a towel to block the bleeding in my nostrils, staring at the towel in the mirror quickly soaked with blood, I found for the first time that there was so much blood in a person's body, I closed my eyes, slowly raised my head, and let myself fall into the void of life gradually passing like an hourglass.

When I packed everything up and went out, I found Tang Tianqi sitting at the bar, holding a glass of red wine in his hand, with his straight back facing me, as if he were a sculpture.

I am a little surprised that he has excellent self-control, especially after the company is busy recently, he hardly drinks.

"Tianqi, why don't you call me after drinking?" I turned around with a smile and unexpectedly saw his red eyes. I was stunned for a moment, "what's the matter with you?"

He raised his hand to cover his face and gave a low smile, but he just hugged me heavily, bowed his head to kiss me on the face and murmured, "how long do you want to hide from me?"

My heart sank. What did he mean?

"Today is xiaorou's birthday. You bought her a birthday cake, didn't you?" He whispered.

It turned out that he was talking about this matter. I was relieved and a little dejected. "I'm afraid you're sad, so I didn't ask you in advance."

"Xiaorou has been missing for so long. I've searched all the places I can find, but it's fruitless. As a father, what I've done is really a failure." Tang Tianqi's tone was dumb, his thin lips rose slightly, and his face was full of self mockery.

I know he is full of guilt, can't bear to see him fall into sadness, so I hold his face, smile brightly stand on tiptoe to kiss him, "believe me, xiaorou will live safely in a corner of the world, one day, we will be able to find her."

He leans on me and holds me like a child. I gently coax him to sleep. In the dark, I stare at his beautiful face. It's really not reconciled to give up such a beautiful man to other women.

What really made me make up my mind was that the next day, sitting in front of the dressing mirror, I found that my hair was covered with a surprising amount of long hair.

Shaking, I raised my hand and pulled it out from my long hair.

The old wall clock hung on the wall made a heavy sound, as if counting down my life.

I think it's time for me to go.