Bai Haonan got up slowly and put his hands on the table with a cold smile in his eyes.
"Jiang Mo ran, it's useless for you to be stubborn with me here."
He snapped his fingers, and the servant came in and took away the plate. He glanced at the servant's clothes, raised his chin and said, "take her to change."
Xiaorou is in his hands. I can only obey him unconditionally, but I don't know that he is so abnormal.
I stared at the maid's dress, threw it aside and said angrily, "I don't wear it!"
The servant laughed, "Miss Jiang, why are you angry with Mr. Bai? He hasn't been so nice to a woman for many years. We can all see that he likes you. "
I stare at the clothes on the ground and swallow my anger. OK, I'll see what tricks he wants to play!
After picking up the clothes and putting them on, the servant took me to xiaorou's room and gently asked, "Mr. Bai loves miss xiaorou very much, but miss xiaorou often doesn't go to bed on time. Your job tonight is to coax her to sleep."
Remembering that I haven't taken care of xiaorou for a long time, but today I want to coax her to sleep, my heart suddenly becomes soft. I quietly open the door, only to find xiaorou sitting in front of the computer, concentrating on watching cartoons.
It's already ten o'clock in the evening, but she hasn't slept yet? I quickly walked over and wanted to observe quietly what had happened to her preferences during my absence.
But then, my face suddenly became ugly. On the screen, a child of seven or eight years old was standing under a tree with a slingshot, beating a young bird on the tree.
A tender yellow bird waiting for feeding falls down from the tree and dies. Xiaorou stares at the computer with an excited expression on her face.
How can she be influenced by this kind of cartoon when she is so young? When I turned off the computer, she looked back at me in amazement, with an impatient look on her face.
"Who let you into my room? Get out of here
I patiently chuckled: "I'm your mommy, why can't I come into your room? Xiaorou, will Mommy show you better cartoons in the future? This kind of film is not good-looking. Let's not watch it any more. "
Xiaorou stares at me, jumps down from the chair and mumbles, "mind your own business! I hate you the most
I feel a little pain in my heart, is, I left her for a long time, failed to fulfill the responsibility of a mother, but now I want to make up for all this, I don't want her to hate me in the end.
Seeing her little figure sitting there, with her back to me, I went over, squatted down and said softly, "Mommy is wrong. Mommy promises to take good care of you in the future, OK?"
Her pink apple face flashed a trace of disdain, "you have said many times, then you can always stay with me, do my mommy?"
I stare at her childish face, a burst of pain in my heart, she is still small, far from knowing what death is, let alone that no one can always be with a person.
Seeing that I didn't answer, xiaorou pushed me away and yelled angrily, "I don't want a mother like you! You are a great liar
The door closed in front of me, and there came the sound of xiaorou smashing things. I bit my lip and asked the servant, "how long has xiaorou been professional and willful?"
"Miss Jiang, Mr. Bai connives at miss xiaorou. As servants, we can't say anything." As she spoke, she put down her sleeve in silence.
I caught a glimpse of the scar on her wrist, frowned and asked, "what's that?"
Her eyes were red and she whispered, "I told Miss xiaorou to get up yesterday. I didn't expect to make her unhappy. I was bitten by her."
I never know that a child's willfulness is just like a devil. I take a deep breath and suddenly feel that the job arranged by Bai Haonan is also good. I want to take the opportunity to educate xiaorou.
The next day, at dawn, I lifted the quilt. Xiaorou rubbed her eyes and got up from the bed. When she saw that it was me, she lay down again and wrapped herself in the quilt. "I want to sleep! If you quarrel with me again, I'll let uncle Bai throw you out! "
As soon as my face sank, I picked her up again and said coldly, "from now on, Bai Haonan is not qualified to manage you. I will teach you well."
"What are you doing?" She opened her eyes again and began to shout.
I shook my head, such a child, it is not able to inherit the half of my childhood cute.
"Take out your painting homework. I'll teach you." I turned and opened the curtain. The light came in. Now, she couldn't sleep at all.
At the foot of the mountain, the sun is just right, and the unknown bird is flapping its wings in the shade. Although the economic level of H city is backward, it is surrounded by mountains in the South and by the sea in the back.
I insist on getting along with xiaorou alone to repair the relationship between mother and daughter. I specially take her to Nanshan for sketching. Nearby are the thugs sent by Bai Haonan. They stand in a row and stare at xiaorou and me.
Xiaorou is impatient. She sits on the high chair and shakes her feet. There is a red dragonfly half painted on the canvas.
See her small face tight wrinkly, I ask softly: "why not draw?"
She pursed her lips and snorted, "if I don't draw, you will be angry. I want to see you angry!"
What a naughty boy.
I couldn't help laughing, squatting down slowly and looking at her gently, "xiaorou, mom apologizes to you. I didn't take care of you before. But you have to understand that everyone has their own helpless things. When you grow up, you will gradually understand that there will only be more and more helpless things in the world. Mom apologizes to you and you forgive me, OK? "
She blinked. Although she still had a small expression of arrogance, her hand slowly picked up the brush.
"Uncle Bai said," you don't want me. You left me beside him The moment I turned around, I heard xiaorou's low murmur.
My heart a pain, white Hao Nan this son of a bitch! No wonder xiaorou looks so hostile to me.
"Miss Jiang, you can't go in! Miss Jiang... "The bodyguard outside didn't stop me. I rushed into the room regardless. Seeing the men and women entangled on the sofa, I turned my head and said angrily:" Bai Haonan! Put on your clothes! I have something to tell you
"Get out!" I heard Bai Haonan's displeased voice.
Strange. What's the matter with him? It's clear that I've seen something dirty. I almost want to have a needle hole, OK?
"I'm not going out! I ask you, are you talking nonsense to xiaorou? Are you still a man? " I turned my back to him and heard the sound of a woman wearing clothes in a hurry. After a while, when the woman hurriedly passed me with her high heels, I was stunned. Then I realized that what he just said "go out" was not to me.
The woman who passed by, with her face similar to mine, her hairstyle similar to mine, and even her dress similar to mine, if I didn't see her face clearly, I would really think that it was another me.
A lot of words that had been blocked in my throat suddenly sank at this moment.
In the awkward silence, I heard Bai Haonan's unnatural voice, "why don't you knock when you come in?"
I estimated that he should put on his clothes now, so I turned my head and looked at him quietly, "you hate me, you can come to me, but Xiaorong is just a child, she needs to grow up healthily like all ordinary children."
Bai Haonan, wearing a bathrobe, walked slowly to the table, poured a glass of red wine and sipped it. Without looking back, he said faintly: "but the world tells me that if I don't learn to protect myself from childhood, one day, I will be injured. I'm teaching her how to protect herself. You should thank me. "
I rushed to it angrily, gritting my teeth and saying, "she doesn't need it! She is still a child
His body exudes a faint aroma of wine, which makes me a little intoxicated. I step back and suddenly see the wolf tooth pendant on Lei Heng's neck on the table behind him.
I remember very clearly that there was the initials of Lei Heng's name on the pendant. When I came closer, I found that the two letters were engraved on it.
"How is Lei Heng?" There was a flicker of uneasiness in my heart.
Bai Haonan answered softly: "dead."
I couldn't believe I looked at him and felt shocked, "but he was your friend..."
"He betrayed me," Bai Haonan laughed casually. "The most important thing is that someone spent a lot of money to buy his life with me. I don't have to refuse."
Maybe my face is too ugly. Bai Haonan comes near and wants to touch my long hair. I quickly turn around. The fragmentary and mottled sunlight outside the window passes behind me. Scenes of meeting Lei Heng flash through my mind.
"You can call me Xiao Lei..."
"I have a girl I like..."
"What if the person I like is you?"
I ran desperately under a big tree and my heart beat wildly. If it wasn't for me, he would never have come back to H city to die.
I red eyes, all of a sudden, do not know who to go very much, can only open mouth, quietly moving, crying, do not know whether to cry for him, or for myself.
"You left me just to be with him?" A familiar voice sounded coldly.
I slowly raised my body, turned around and saw the tall and straight man under a big tree. His shoulders were covered with fallen leaves. I don't know how long he stood there.
"Jiang Mo ran, you didn't even leave a goodbye. When you came here with that guy, you thought I couldn't help you?" The more indifferent his tone was, the more hatred I could hear from his words.
"Tianqi, why are you here?" I murmured.
He raised his head indifferently, and his beautiful chin was tight, "in order to make a deal with Bai Haonan. In order to let you know that even if you escape to the ends of the earth, I will try my best to find you, so that you can live in the pain of being abandoned like me. " His eyes were gradually covered by shadows. He stood in front of me and showed Satan's smile.