Chapter 108

In the face of song Zhouhong's problem, Ruan Xiaoxi hesitated. Because she didn't know how to answer this question, or she was not very clear.

She doesn't love Qiao Yisen, which is her consistent cognition, but does he still love song Zhouhong?

Time has changed, things are different, in the face of first love, she is more of a feeling, and that kind of heart beating feeling, seems to have gone.

"I don't know. Now you are both familiar and strange." Ruan Xiaoxi shook his head. There was no outline of his youth in Song Zhouhong.

"As long as you like, can we go back to the past?" Song Zhouhong pleaded.

Ruan Xiaoxi didn't say anything. She weighed it in her heart. If she could go back, of course she would, but could she really go back?

"Come on, I'll take you to a place." Song Zhouhong said, holding Ruan Xiaoxi's hand and going out.

Ruan Xiaoxi was pulled by song Zhouhong, but he followed him dully. In such a scene, the editor in chief holds the hand of the deputy editor in chief, handsome and beautiful, passing through other departments, and being seen by colleagues.

After they left. There was another uproar in the office.

"See? See? I would say that the relationship between the deputy chief editor and the chief editor is unusual. It's all hand in hand in public. "

There are so many people with so many words. Some people just like to follow suit.

"If it doesn't matter, how can I become deputy editor in chief? We have also squeezed our former deputy editor in chief

"It's really foxy. It's up to men."

"It's said that the chief editor has left our newspaper office to her. No wonder the chief editor is often absent."

"To see how proud she can be, the editor in chief is just playing with her."

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There are all kinds of slanders against Ruan Xiaoxi, as ugly as they should be. Coupled with Bai Jing's fanning the flames, almost everyone has identified Ruan Xiaoxi's improper relationship with song Zhouhong.

There are also those who regard song Zhouhong as their dream lover. They don't like to see Ruan Xiaoxi take over their male gods as soon as he comes.

"Don't talk nonsense. It's not like that. The editor in chief just likes streams." My best friend is my best friend, or song Xuan fighting for Ruan Xiaoxi.

"Well, maybe the chief editor is married. It's Xiao San er."

Bai Jing said scornfully.

Song Zhouhong's background is a mystery to many people. As for whether he is married or not, no one knows. In our understanding, such a handsome and talented man should have been someone else's husband for a long time.

Song Xuan wanted to wash bairuan stream, but she didn't know what strong evidence to prove. Even if song Zhouhong is not married, Ruan Xiaoxi is a married woman. One is a third party, and the other is an infidelity.

Song Zhouhong put Ruan Xiaoxi into his car and drove to the east of the city. This road is familiar and strange. For so many years, Ruan Xiaoxi has avoided this road.

Because this road leads to her home, yes, her home, but the home is long gone, and the family doesn't know where to go.

After years of renovation, the Eastern District of the city is quite different from its original appearance. The original loft units no longer exist, replaced by commercial housing.

Only the old locust tree in front of the door still stands here, like a road sign, telling her that her home is here.

When her family was still there, her mother told her that the old locust tree was 50 years old, and now it is almost 60 years old. It is precisely because there are not many such old trees in the city that they were preserved during the transformation.

"Go down and have a look." See Ruan Creek Leng in the car, said to remind her.

Ruan Xiaoxi pushed the car door open and went directly to the old locust tree. She stretched out her arms, like hugging her mother, holding the trunk of the old locust tree.

It's too thick. She can't hold half of it, but she just likes the feeling of holding the old locust tree. Once my mother took her to play under the old locust tree. She also held the old locust tree like this, but she couldn't hold it at that time.

Ruan Xiaoxi holds the tree, and song Zhouhong holds her from behind, just like that. Once they had finished school together, song Zhouhong sent Ruan Xiaoxi back.

At parting, song Zhouhong wanted to say goodbye with a hug, but naughty Ruan Xiaoxi would immediately embrace the tree and refuse to give it to song Zhouhong. In this way, two people can play and stay for a while.

Song Zhouhong is the same, holding Ruan Xiaoxi from behind, even if she is not facing herself. At this time, Ruan Xiaoxi will suddenly release the old locust tree, turn around, hold song Zhouhong tightly, and promise to see you at school tomorrow.

For a long time, Ruan Xiaoxi didn't turn around. She didn't want to turn around, but she was afraid of getting used to such a turn around, such a hug, and suddenly disappeared one day.

"Why disappeared all of a sudden?" Ruan Xiaoxi asked in a low voice, still did not turn around, just like asking the old locust tree.

"What?"

I don't know if song Zhouhong didn't hear it, but he was still surprised.

"Why did you leave without saying goodbye?" Ruan Xiaoxi asked again.Although song Zhouhong has explained the reason for leaving that year, Ruan Xiaoxi still has a knot in his heart. That is, even if you want to leave, you should tell her or take her with you.

Song Zhouhong knew that those objective reasons forced him to leave, but he was not brave enough and did not insist on staying.

"I'm sorry, Xiaoxi. I'm really sorry. I shouldn't have left you and let you suffer so much alone." Ruan Xiaoxi in Song Zhouhong's arms followed closely, as if expressing his determination.

If you say sorry, you can let everything go back to the origin. Ruan Xiaoxi will immediately turn around and throw himself into song Zhouhong's arms again to have a good love together.

But it's too late. She has too much burden. A tear suddenly fell on song Zhouhong's arm.

Song Zhouhong was surprised. Ruan Xiaoxi, a strong man, never shed tears easily. If she cries, it means that she is really sad.

"I said I wanted to make you laugh, but I made you cry. It's all my fault. It's my fault..." Song Zhouhong said, suddenly released Ruan Xiaoxi and slapped him in the face.

The clear and crisp voice made the listeners feel very frightened.

Ruan Xiaoxi also jumped and turned around to stop song Zhouhong, but song Zhouhong's action never stopped.

Finally, Ruan Xiaoxi pours on song Zhouhong and hugs him tightly. She knew that only in this way could song Zhouhong stop abusing herself.

Song Zhouhong was very excited. He held Ruan Xiaoxi tightly in his arms and asked, "Xiaoxi, do you forgive me?"

Ruan Xiaoxi nodded with tears in her eyes, or in her heart, she just wanted to hear an explanation and a promise from Song Zhouhong, just like before.

"Can you give me another chance? Let me make up for you, let's go back to the original, and give yourself a chance. " Song Zhouhong knew that it was very important to get Ruan Xiaoxi's affirmation at this time.

If we can go back to the original, why don't Ruan Xiaoxi want to? If song Zhouhong is willing to accept Ruan Dian, why not? If they can go back, it's really an opportunity for them.

Ruan Xiaoxi nodded. She never wanted to give herself a chance before, but this time, she wanted to try and put herself into it.