Ruan Xiaoxi is trapped in such a dream, cycle after cycle, crazy collapse time after time.
Qiao Yisen stroked Ruan Xiaoxi's forehead. He suddenly remembered that he had known Ruan Xiaoxi unconsciously for so many years.
Over the years, there have been misunderstandings and separations between them, but most of the time, they are in love.
Ben's affairs let Qiao Yisen know the value of time. He looked at Ruan Xiaoxi's closed eyes and gently stroked her eyelashes.
Qiao Yisen gently kisses Ruan Xiaoxi on the cheek: "wake up quickly. I think I can spend the rest of my life with you. Life is short. If you sleep one more day, we will have one less day."
Ruan Xiaoxi ran away in the dark. She suddenly felt a warm breath on her cheek. For a moment, she was stunned and stopped running.
She heard what Johnson said.
Men's tenderness is like warm water ironing into the bottom of my heart, even the surrounding scene began to blur.
Her brain suddenly surged from the first two people met to now bit by bit. She felt a wet flush on her face.
"Eason, Eason..."
Ruan Xiaoxi handed over the name of Qiao Yisen in his dream.
Ruan Xiaoxi chose to escape, largely because she felt sorry for Qiao Yisen.
Ben is Qiao Yisen's best friend, but now because of him, he died in the hands of song Zhouhong. She still remembers Qiao Yisen's tears that day.
At first, Ruan Xiaoxi was still thinking about why Qiao Yisen was so sad. Later, after she appeared that morning, she knew that Qiao Yisen was because of Ben.
Ben's death in their hearts are across a huge ditch, not so easy to cross the past.
Qiao Yisen didn't notice Ruan Xiaoxi's lashes. He looked at the watch on his wrist. It's been four hours. He still has a lot of things to deal with.
"Stream, I'm going." Qiao Yisen helped Ruan Xiaoxi cover his quilt tightly: "I'll come back to see you tomorrow."
When he got up, Qiao Yisen felt the pain in his stomach. The pain hit him. Qiao Yisen could hardly stand still. He bit his teeth and endured the sudden pain. He looked back at Ruan Xiaoxi and finally straightened up.
Qiao Yisen didn't know. When he came out of the room, Ruan Xiaoxi opened his eyes.
She looked at Qiao Yisen's back, her heart is unable to suppress the remorse.
Ruan Xiaoxi had just woken up when Qiao Yisen kissed her. She did not dare to open her eyes. She was afraid that she would see the face of friendship and even more afraid of Qiao Yisen's accusation.
Ruan stream subconsciously touched his belly and found that it was flat.
"Boom -"
in Ruan Xiaoxi's heart.
My child? Where are my children?
Ruan Xiaoxi was stunned in bed. It took her a long time to digest the fact that the child was originally a gift from heaven. Now she has done such a thing. She has killed Ben.
In order to punish her, God took the gift back.
"I'm sorry, son."
Ruan Xiaoxi was on the bed with his eyes open. From dark to dawn, he knew that in the early morning, someone pushed the door open and came in. The chirping nurse came in to feed Ruan Xiaoxi.
Ruan Xiaoxi doesn't want to receive the eyes of outsiders yet.
The death of Ben and her child planted the seeds of inferiority in Ruan Xiaoxi's heart. She began to subconsciously think that she was like a sinner. Now she did not dare to face anyone's eyes. He even felt that any look at her would be a complaint.
They would tell her, "you murderer."
The little nurse didn't feel Ruan Xiaoxi's abnormality at all. She hastily fed Ruan Xiaoxi and hurried out of the door, because there were still three or four or five patients waiting for her to take care of.
Ruan Xiaoxi opened her eyes and spent the whole day in a muddle. As long as someone appeared, she would subconsciously close her eyes. I know that Johnson's coming.
As soon as Johnson stepped into the ward, he thought there was something wrong today.
He didn't know why he had such an idea, but he felt that way. He looked at Ruan Xiaoxi on the bed, and she still closed her eyes tightly. There was no sign of waking up.
Qiao Yisen went to the bed. He took Ruan Xiaoxi's hand. Today, Ruan Xiaoxi's hand is different from usual. Her hand is even colder than usual, and almost no one's temperature.
Qiao Yisen hesitated and looked at Ruan Xiaoxi's face. He held Ruan Xiaoxi's hand tightly and tried to warm her cold.
Ruan Xiaoxi feels the hot palm of Qiao Yisen's hand. No one can give her the sense of security that men give him.
For a moment, Ruan Xiaoxi really wanted to rush into the man's arms. She wanted to cry in his arms. She wanted to expose her vulnerability to Qiao Yisen.
During this period of time, Ruan Xiaoxi has too many things to bear. She can't keep her original stubbornness.She even began to think, if she didn't go her own way at first, if she could listen to the explanation of Qiao Yisen, wouldn't there be such an accident?
Ben would not die and their children would be taken good care of.
When Qiao Yisen was warming Ruan Xiaoxi's palm, he saw a long scar on Ruan Xiaoxi's wrist, which has now healed. But according to his shape, he can also know how desperate Ruan Xiaoxi was when he rowed on his wrist.
Song Zhouhong's words are often played back in Qiao Yisen's mind recently. He still remembers song Zhouhong's saying that Ruan Xiaoxi rolled under his body.
Qiao Yisen's mood is very delicate. He knows that he shouldn't believe song Zhouhong's words, but his spirit will constantly think of the scene of that day. He even has specific scenes of song Zhouhong's words in his brain.
People all say that caring is chaos, and so is Qiao Yisen.
Song Zhouhong took advantage of Qiao Yisen's excessive love for Ruan Xiaoxi to set up such a trap before he died. He wanted Qiao Yisen to spend a long time in his jealousy and suspicion.
Moreover, Ruan Xiaoxi's child is dead now. Qiao Yisen has no way to verify song Zhouhong's words.
Ruan Xiaoxi's hand finally began to warm up slowly.
Qiao Yisen said with a smile, "Xiaoxi, open your eyes. I miss you."
A sentence that I miss you touched the warmest part of Ruan Xiaoxi's heart.
She almost wanted to hold Johnson back at once.