Cheng Lin looked at the helpless man in front of her. After a while, she said, "I think I still love you, but there are so many things between us that I can't catch each other's hands. It's useless for me to love you. You never love me."
Some words are not said by Cheng Lin in order to cajole Qiao Yiming, but Cheng Lin really thinks so. Up to now, she has no way to do it completely and is indifferent to Qiao Yiming.
What he can do is to become indifferent, and then indifferent, so that he does not have some ridiculous expectations, so that he will not be sad.
But if he really doesn't have any feelings for Qiao Yiming, why does he think it's better to die around him?
If you stay out of the trouble completely, you will be able to keep the old well calm.
Cheng Lin had thought about it before, as long as he idled by Qiao Yiming, he would be bored sooner or later.
But he felt more and more that life was not like death. Why? Cheng Lin thought about it, maybe because some things are not reconciled.
Just today, Zheng Feilin asked if he had depression? It's not that Cheng Lin has never doubted himself. He also feels that he is not normal in some places, but Qiao Yiming always thinks that he is normal, so he can only say that he is normal.
Cheng Lin wanted to die in the past, but she really didn't want to commit suicide, not only because he promised Qiao Yiming, but also because he was responsible for his own life.
He lived all his life by himself from childhood to adulthood. His life was hard and not easy. She lived with all her strength.
She also knew the beauty of life and longed for life, but if life really made him feel unable to continue, he was not afraid to choose death.
Only he himself, will not take the initiative to choose, unless forced helpless.
He suddenly remembered what he said to Zheng Feilin today, and looked at Qiao Yiming in front of him. By the way, I may not stay with this person in two months.
Originally, the feeling of depression in her heart disappears in an instant. With a time limit, it seems that life will not be so hard. Cheng Lin can even talk to Qiao Yiming well. No longer mean to express their love for her.
After all, they don't have much time, he doesn't have much time to kill, and he doesn't have much time to waste.
It's only less than two months. Even if it's painful, how painful can it be?
Anyway, now Qiao Yiming can do well to her.
In the past, that kind of indifference has disappeared completely from him. Whether it is hypocritical or not, Qiao Yiming has improved a lot.
Cheng Lin said: "Qiao Yiming, do you know what you did wrong? You shouldn't force me. You should figure out what you want and then tell me
"In fact, you don't understand what you want now. You tie me to your side and think we are unbreakable. But if there is no emotional binding, it will only make both of us unhappy. Fortunately, I still love you. I will always make you happy. "
But what you want, my wholehearted love, I can't give it any more.
This sentence Cheng Lin did not say, she just a faint smile.
With Cheng Lin's promise, Qiao Yiming suddenly calms down.
As long as Cheng Lin still loves him, nothing is impossible. As long as two people can go on shoulder to shoulder, sooner or later, looking back on everything now is just the twists and turns of their youth.
Cheng Lin arranges her clothes. She looks at the bulge under Qiao Yiming's body. She presses Qiao Yiming's body and puts her lips on Qiao Yiming's cheek. She smiles like a poisonous poppy: "why, do you want me to help you with my hand?"
Qiao Yiming nodded.
Cheng Lin opens Qiao Yiming's belt and reaches out to touch his things. Qiao Yiming's face suddenly turns red. He hasn't seen Cheng Lin like this for a long time.
In the past, Cheng Lin still wanted to be with him. Such Cheng Lin seems to be back to the past, that wholeheartedly love him.
Cheng Lin's hand has already grasped Qiao Yiming's body. He deeply looks at the woman in front of him. When she moves, he suddenly holds Cheng Lin's hand.
He couldn't help but kiss Cheng Lin's eyebrows: "no need."
Cheng Lin was slightly surprised: "no? Really not? "
Men are creatures of desire, no one would like to stop in this case. Cheng Lin frowned and looked at the man in front of her suspiciously: "what's the matter with you?"
Qiao Yiming buried his head on the shoulder of Lin. he kisses the woman's neck and says, "no, that's enough. Let me give you a good hug."
Qiao Yiming really hasn't seen Cheng Lin like this for a long time. The man who stayed by his side like a dead man finally had a bright light in his eyes.
Qiao Yiming carefully dallied with Cheng Lin's clothes and said, "at the beginning, I just wanted you to stay with me. But once I really got you, I wanted you to change back to the original.""You don't know that you almost drive me crazy during this period of time. Although I can be gentle as if I don't care about anything, I don't know how long I can pretend."
Qiao Yiming finally said what he wanted to say. He said: "I always said I would try to fall in love with you before, but I may have fallen in love with you long ago, but I haven't found it yet."
"I don't care too much about your life, which is my fault, because I always think that you can take good care of yourself. I will remember your birthday in the future, and I will remember every birthday from now on."
"I won't restrict your movement any more. If you want to go out, just go out at will. Don't think you owe me about Zhuo Xuan. I was really mad that I asked you to say those words at that time."
Cheng Lin looks at Qiao Yiming, and she suddenly doubts whether the man she is in front of is the Qiao Yiming she knows?
Will Qiao Yiming really say all the thoughts in his heart like this?
After listening to him, did you just ask him
Qiao Yiming nodded and gave a kiss on Cheng Lin's cheek: "I love you."