Shen Yan is such a person.
She stayed in a circle of intrigues and intrigues. It was really easy to deal with a powerless little civilian like me.
It was, and it is now.
I didn't even have room to refute. I could only bite my lips and almost shed blood. "Thank you for your kindness, Mrs. Shen. I don't think I need it for the time being. If there's nothing wrong, I'll go first and don't bother you."
"OK, but remember to come to me when you are in trouble." Shen Yan still smiles.
After saying goodbye to her, I turned my eyes to Huo Tinggui and hesitated, "goodbye, Mr. Huo."
"Get out." Huo stopped and roared.
I dare not stay one more second for fear that tears will burst into my eyes, so my strength will collapse.
When I ran out of Li residence, I didn't dare to stop and continued to run forward.
Until Shen Yan caught up with me.
She invited me to have a cup of coffee.
When I sat in the cafe, I looked a little trance.
To be honest, when I got involved with Huo Tinggui again, I had expected such a day.
I didn't expect it to be so fast.
It's almost taken by surprise.
Shen Yan sat opposite me, stirring the cappuccino in the mug gracefully. She could hardly see the trace of years on her properly maintained face. What she could see was her calculation and disgust.
"I don't think you've forgotten what we agreed to. It's only five years. You shouldn't have such a bad memory." Shen Yan said.
I nodded. "It was an accident, but I can't leave Huo Tinggui now. We have a deal."
But I also promised, "I will only be his servant for three months. After three months, I will leave automatically."
Then he couldn't help laughing like a self mockery, "maybe it won't take three months. Huo stopped and returned just because he wanted to torture me. I don't think this idea will last long."
As far as possible, I told Shen Yan about my current relationship, so as to reassure her.
In fact, I really don't expect Huo Tinggui to love me again.
His desperation in those years and his humiliation and practice to me these days have made me understand that everything can't be turned back.
Injury is injury. It can't make up for the crack at all.
But when I said this, Shen Yan looked at me with a very strange look, "do you think Huo Ting GUI left you around just to torture you for the things of that year?"
I asked a little strangely, "isn't it?"
"How can I guess the mind of stopping to return?" Shen Yan has returned to normal and her tone is impatient. "In short, you and stopping to return are not suitable. Please leave as soon as possible."
"I see." I said.
Shen Yan nodded with satisfaction, took out a check from her bag and wrote 200000 to me.
I don't want to. I want to push it back to her.
"Take it. It's your business to use it or not," Shen Yan stuffed it back into my chest. "Since you promised me that you would leave, stop and return, at least the play should be done really. Then you who are greedy for money should not change."
The bitter feeling rushed to my heart in an instant.
Yes, five years ago, I would have left Huo ting for a million. Five years later, why didn't I bow down for 200000?
Now that you have played the play, you must play it to the end.
Put away the check. I stuffed it into my bag and didn't want to see it again for a second.
After talking with Shen Yan, I went to a nearby hotel with a heavy heart and opened a room.
I can't help it. Now I'm homeless.
A person curled up in the cold quilt, and the scene of Li residence tonight flashed in my mind.
Huo Tinggui must be very angry to hear what I said?
It must be. After all, he told me to get out in the end.
But I still took out my cell phone and sent him a text message.
——I can't come to Li residence tomorrow. I have some private affairs to deal with.
After sending it, I waited for Huo Tinggui's reply.
For a moment, I even hoped that he would be the same as before, saying that I had no right to decide these. I was just a servant and had to be on call, so I had to find him tomorrow.
At least it proves that he still wants to see me.
But this message was sent out, but it sank into the sea. Until the next morning, there was no reply.
I fell asleep and woke up with my cell phone, and my mood was depressed to the bottom of the valley.
But no matter how uncomfortable it is, we still have to cheer up and go out after a simple wash.
Today is the first seven of Xiaoqi. I'm going to accompany her and finish the last journey.
Because I contacted the person in charge of the cemetery in advance, they had prepared everything for me when I arrived at the cemetery.
I have never been superstitious, but I only pursue the theory of ghosts and gods in the matter of Xiao Qi.
I even believe that as long as I give her 99 lights of death, burn more paper money and read more Buddhist scriptures, she can live better in another world.
This is the only thing I can do for her.
Kneeling on the futon, I looked at the picture of Xiaoxing in front of me with tearful eyes and assured her that I would not let go of anyone who hurt her.
It's a pity that Xiaoxing will never answer me again. Only the fixed smiling face is facing me, as always, to warm my heart.
From kneeling in the morning to noon, I stood up under the persuasion of the staff.
In order to distract me, the staff asked me to go around.
In addition to the white tombstones standing all over the mountain, many flowers are also planted on both sides of the sidewalk at the foot of the mountain.
I was in a trance. My eyes kept looking at the flowers. I accidentally bumped into a person.
My strength was not very strong, but I cried so much that I stumbled two steps and fell down.
"Are you okay?" The man asked me and held out his hand towards me.
I shook my head and said nothing. I looked down and wanted to pick up my bag and left.
But it was so trance that I took my bag upside down, the zipper was not closed, and all the things in it fell out.
The man helped me pick it up. Finally, he handed me a thin piece of paper. "This thing needs to be put away. It's very valuable."
I looked down and found that the piece of paper was a check given to me by Shen Yan.
It's really valuable. After all, the amount on it is 200000.
He couldn't help laughing bitterly. Then he tore it up and threw it into the trash can on the side, "for me, it's worthless."
Probably I've never seen anyone tear a check without blinking. That person can't help looking at me more.
Then, he said to me, "your palm just rubbed and bled. I have a first-aid kit in my car to help you deal with it."
Even before I refused, he grabbed my arm and walked straight ahead.