In the night, the typhoon was very strong, which confused my hair and blurred my sight.
Everything in front of me was like a layer of water vapor.
"Yes, Huo Shao is right. Lawyer Su, you don't have to pay attention to me. That's it. I have to accompany Xiaoxing. Let's go first."
With these words, I quickly turned and left.
Because I'm afraid that the next second Huo's mouth will say more deadly words.
He may not know that every word just turned into a sharp blade, cut my flesh and blood, and exposed me to the full view of the public.
It hurts. It's almost unbearable.
But Su Xiangyang wouldn't let me go. He grabbed my arm and looked at Huo Tinggui angrily. "Why do you say that, Shen An? Now you have your own new life, can't she?"
"She just can't!" Huo Tinggui's voice was louder than his, shaking my eardrum to crack.
His eyes were full of anger and swept my cheek. "How did she treat me five years ago? Why can she forget everything now, and then turn around and throw into your arms and start a new life."
Then he looked straight at me, "Shen An, you don't deserve it!"
My tears finally fell down. I covered my mouth to stop crying.
After that, Su Xiangyang wanted to stop me again, but I ran too fast for him to stop.
In one breath, I rushed back to the ward, locked the door, slid against the door and sat on the ground with tears streaming down my face.
The extremely depressed cries turned into grief and wrapped my heart tightly.
I don't know how long it took. Su Xiangyang returned to the door of the ward and knocked gently, "Shen An, open the door and let's talk?"
"You go, I want to be alone." I said.
"Shen An, be obedient and open the door. I won't say anything. I'll accompany you." Su Xiangyang lowered his requirements again.
But no matter what he said, I just cried silently with my knees in my arms.
Even I think I'm a little cheap.
Even if Huo Ting GUI said that about me on the roof, when footsteps appeared outside the ward door, I still hoped it was him.
I don't know how long I cried, but I fell asleep.
When I woke up again, I felt someone covering me.
I opened my eyes in confusion and saw Xiaoxing squatting in front of me, holding her little quilt in my hand.
"Mommy, do you want to go to bed? It's uncomfortable here." Xiaoxing asked softly.
And my eyes fell on her feet.
The little guy probably saw me sitting on the ground as soon as he opened his eyes. He slipped down from the bed and didn't even wear his shoes, so he ran to care about me.
It's autumn in Nancheng, and the floor is cold in the morning.
I don't know how long Xiaoxing stood on the ground. His toes were a little red with cold.
"Cold or not, why don't you wear shoes?" I asked painfully.
Xiaoxing smiled at me. "Xiaoxing is not cold. Mom, go to bed with me. Xiaoxing's bed is warm."
"Mom doesn't sleep." I shook my head and took her back to bed. "Stay here, mom. Let's go through the discharge formalities, and then we'll go home, okay?"
"Well," Xiao Xing was very clever and lay motionless in the quilt.
Thinking of those scenes on the roof last night, I really can't stay in the hospital for a moment.
But when I was ready to go out to go through the discharge formalities, I found that Su Xiangyang was still outside the door.
He must have stayed out all night. His clothes were the same as yesterday. The corners of his mouth bruised by Huo Tinggui were a little swollen, and the fundus of his eyes was deeply silted and worried.
Seeing me coming out, he quickly greeted me, "Shen An, we..."
I interrupted him, "lawyer Su, I'm not in the mood to say these things now. I'm going to go through the discharge formalities for Xiaoxing. Please don't hinder me?"
Even without Huo Tinggui's obstruction, I wouldn't be with Su Xiangyang.
After all, our identities are too different and we have no emotional foundation.
Now it seems that I have a deep love for me. Who knows if other emotions will ferment in a few years.
Even if nothing happens, I can't give Su Xiangyang my heart.
Marrying him is just delaying his life.
People can't be too selfish.
After what happened last night, it made me understand that if I married Su Xiangyang, it would be a mistake.
I think I know how much Huo Tinggui hates me.
If I still insist on entering the Huo family as my eldest sister-in-law, I will suffer much more humiliation than last night.
I'm scared.
Su Xiangyang also saw my attitude and helplessly raised his hands. "OK, let's not talk about last night. I'll help you go through the discharge formalities. Can you go back and help Xiao Xing pack up?"
I stepped back when he was about to take the medical record folder from my hand.
My attitude has been explained by the recent step.
"Sorry, I think you'd better go first." I said.
It's like running. I entered the elevator.
When I finished the discharge formalities and returned to the ward, Su Xiangyang had disappeared.
I was relieved.
Now facing Su Xiangyang, my heart is very confused.
He helped me a lot. He is a great benefactor to me and Xiaoxing.
But I couldn't accept the public kiss last night, the proposal in the lounge and the actions on the roof.
The two moods make me very contradictory.
"Mommy, what happened to Uncle Su? Why are the corners of the mouth blue? " Xiaoxing asked me suspiciously.
"Has uncle Su come in?" I asked quickly.
Xiao Xing nodded. "Uncle Su just told me that mommy, you are in a bad mood. Let me not make you angry and go home obediently."
Why didn't he understand what he said?
But now it's not the point whether he understands it or not. I cut off the topic and went to the hospital bed to pack up my things. "I'll leave the hospital later. Shall I take you to eat small steamed buns?"
"How about pure beef filling!" Xiaoxing asked me excitedly.
I nodded, stretched out my hand and stroked her head, "OK, you can eat whatever stuffing. Xiaoxing performed very well in the hospital this time and didn't cry, so you should be rewarded."
A small cage bag successfully diverted Xiaoxing's attention.
After breakfast, I took a taxi and took Xiaoxing back to the community.
When waiting for the elevator downstairs, the neighbor's aunt happened to walk back. When she saw me, she asked, "Shen An, who's coming at your door? It looks so rich."
"Is there anyone at my door?" I was nervous for a moment and subconsciously clenched Xiaoxing's hand.
The neighbor's aunt nodded again, "yes, a middle-aged woman. She looks very young, well maintained and well dressed. I took a closer look. It's silk and the bag is also a famous brand!"
As soon as she described it, I vaguely guessed who it was.