When Su Xiangyang was sent to the hospital, it was still sunny outside.
But now the sky was so gray that people could hardly breathe.
I stood in front of Su Xiangyang's hospital bed, feeling mixed.
About the possibility that the doctor told me, I had to start thinking about what I should do when Su Xiangyang woke up.
What if he is really paralyzed?
It happened because of me. I can't calm myself out of it.
But what can I compensate Su Xiangyang?
Compared with Su Xiangyang, what I want is nothing, and it is impossible to say exchange, paralyzing me and changing him to walk normally.
While hesitating and confused, Su Xiangyang woke up slowly.
In order to prevent vomit from blocking the trachea after anesthesia, Su Xiangyang did not pad a pillow.
Now I open my eyes and subconsciously want to look up.
I quickly padded him a pillow, shook up the hospital bed and left him half sitting.
"How do you feel? What's wrong? " I asked quickly
Su Xiangyang's eyes were confused for a long time, and then focused on my face. "I thought I was dead."
"No, you live well and will be discharged soon." I shook my head.
He gave a sound, probably because he just woke up from anesthesia, and the whole person was still a little tired. "It's good if he didn't die, otherwise how to protect you in the future?"
For a moment, I didn't know how to answer this sentence.
It can only be a diversion, "you haven't told your family about your hospitalization. Call them."
It's not that I don't want to call. There's only Huo Tinggui's phone in my cell phone.
Huo Tinggui's attitude towards me last night was obvious enough, and he was incompatible with Su Xiangyang.
If I learned that Huo Tinggui was in hospital to save my injury, I'm afraid I would hang up without hesitation for a moment.
Why block your heart?
So I waited until Su Xiangyang woke up and asked him to call his family.
Who he wants to see him is up to him.
The Huo family has a complicated network. I still don't understand. If the invited one is to block Su Xiangyang, it's a good intention to do a bad thing.
But Su Xiangyang pushed his cell phone back to me, "no, just help me find a nurse."
"But... Really not?" I'm not sure.
Su Xiangyang's attitude is very firm, "really don't use it. No one cares anyway, ha ha."
At last, he laughed softly.
Just because the cheek is too pale, it seems that the smile is too sad, as if it has long been used to being ignored.
"Let me be your nurse." I felt sorry and volunteered.
"No, you have to take care of Xiaoxing. It's not enough for you to toss around. If you're free, just come and see me. Besides, the nurse is also more professional." Su Xiangyang refused.
I insisted, "in the final analysis, it's my fault. Would you do this if you didn't want to save me?"
"Really not," Su Xiangyang insisted more than I did. "Besides, it's not convenient for you to take care of me, a big man."
I was stunned, and then I reflected what it meant.
Su Xiangyang hurt his waist. When he goes to the bathroom, he needs help. It's really inconvenient for me.
"Well, I'll find you the best nurse." I'm the second best.
I went to the nurse station for consultation, and finally found a senior male nurse. The nurses said that this man was very careful and did things quickly.
As for the price, it's a little expensive.
But it's not on my mind.
Su Xiangyang almost lost his life. It's nothing to spend some money.
When I took the nurse back to the ward, Su Xiangyang just wanted to go to the bathroom.
The nurse immediately entered the working state and went forward to hold Su Xiangyang so that most of his weight rested on himself.
God knows, such a simple action made me hold my breath.
When Su Xiangyang's feet could move normally on the ground, I was relieved.
Fortunately, the possibility that the doctor said did not happen.
Su Xiangyang noticed my action and asked with a smile, "what's the matter? You seem very lucky?"
"Wait until you come out." I said.
He stopped asking and went down to the toilet with the help of the nurse.
When he came back, he sat on the edge of the bed panting and smiled helplessly. "It seems that people really can't get hurt. It hurts a little when they stretch their wounds."
"That's because the anesthetic has passed. If you really can't stand the pain, I'll go to the doctor to prescribe painkillers for you." I said quickly.
"It's all right. You can make it." Su Xiangyang refused. "Besides, the pain is worth remembering. Heroes have to suffer to save the United States. Fortunately, the United States has succeeded."
The nurse began to wonder, "what hero saved the beauty? Did you save people?"
"Secret." Su Xiangyang didn't say anything.
After sitting for a while, he lay flat with the help of the nurse.
Then, the nurse went out to buy a patient meal for him.
There were only two of us left in the ward. Su Xiangyang continued his topic, "Why were you so nervous just now."
I didn't want to hide it. I told the truth, "when you were sent out of the operating room, the doctor came to me and said that your wound hurt the caudal nerve a little and might be paralyzed. I'm afraid you can't stand up."
"It's not that easy," Su Xiangyang laughed. "God hasn't treated me very well these years, so you have to take care of me in such a big event, otherwise it's too unfair."
I don't understand what he means by saying that these years are not good, and it's not easy to ask.
We can only turn the topic back to the previous track, "fortunately, you are all right now. After a period of time, you can get out of bed and participate in rehabilitation. As for the wound on your waist, the doctor said it was a beauty line, which won't leave too many scars."
"There's nothing wrong with scars," Su Xiangyang said happily. "Men don't have scars. Are they still called men?"
After a pause, he asked me, "so, were you worried about my paralysis just now?"
I nodded, and there was still the previous worry and tension between my eyebrows and eyes. "After all, this thing started because of me. If you are really paralyzed, your future life will be affected."
Say nothing else about Su Xiangyang's lawyer career. A lawyer in a wheelchair will miss a lot of opportunities.
And the honor he had worked hard to earn back will be burned.
"I'm really afraid of your paralysis, because I don't know how to compensate you." I said.
Su Xiangyang took my words, but he didn't want to. He looked at me with burning eyes, "it's very simple. Don't you marry me, promise me by example and take care of me all my life?"