Manna is a resolute woman.
He went angrily and came back angrily.
But when I came back, I had a baseball bat in my hand.
As she said, she really smashed Su Xiangyang's car.
When sitting in the co pilot, manna also learned to blow a baseball bat like a muzzle of a gun, "get it done and drive."
At this time, my mood eased a lot. I looked at her and said seriously, "if only I could be as free and easy as you."
"I am as like as two peas." "I am more serious than I am." everyone is different. You are exactly like me. How can you be able to join with Huo Ting? God has already arranged these things. Don't envy others. You are the best yourself. "
I am the best myself.
After reciting this sentence several times in my heart, my thoughts seem to be much smoother.
After thanking manna, I drove home.
I didn't tell Huo Tinggui about my meeting with Su Xiangyang.
Because I think Manna is right. Everyone's character and way of thinking are different. If Manna is me, she will choose to tell Huo Tinggui, but I won't.
There are secrets between husband and wife to share for each other.
Speaking now will only make Huo Tinggui more uncomfortable.
I think I'll tell him when everything is over. Maybe we can all face it calmly at that time.
The next day was Shen Yan's funeral.
I put on a black coat for Xiaoxing. Her small cheeks were hidden in her clothes, which seemed more pitiful. It almost caught the bitterness at the tip of my nose.
"Mommy, aunt manna said, we're going to bury grandma, just like planting pumpkins in kindergarten, right?" Xiao Xing raised his head and asked me.
I nodded, "almost."
"Well... When autumn comes, will there be many grandmothers growing from the ground? That's what pumpkins do. " Xiaoxing asked me again.
Those grape like eyes are full of expectation, waiting for my answer.
But I can only disappoint her.
People are not plants. They will disappear when they die. They will not grow new ones or change many.
"Will you die, too?" Xiao Xing's voice suddenly began to tremble.
I opened my mouth and didn't know how to answer.
It's too heavy to discuss such a topic on such a day.
Before my answer, Xiaoxing hugged my leg tightly, and his voice choked, "Mommy, I don't want you to die, I think you can always be with me."
"I will. I will grow up with you. Then, others will accompany you. Don't worry, you won't be alone." I coaxed.
This conversation was just heard by the manna who came in, and she looked at me speechless.
"Why tell so much truth to a child? Isn't it good to let her live in the fairy tale world? The world is so dark that it has to face decades, so we should seize the joy of innocence and ignorance when we were young."
Then she picked up Xiaoxing and sat down on the sofa. While combing Xiaoxing's hair, she said, "you know, people actually reincarnate. Your grandmother is buried now. In fact, she is going to reincarnate. Maybe it's who around you. You can still meet, you know?"
"Can I still recognize her?" Xiao Xing askew his neck.
Manna nodded heavily, "of course, as long as you see her, you will recognize it at a glance."
I have to admit that manna's way is to work. Xiaoxing is in a much better mood. Tie her hair and go downstairs to find Huo Tinggui.
Manna looked at me again with worry in her eyes, "are you okay, or I'll tell you a fairy tale?"
I forced out a smile and shook my head slowly towards her, "I'm fine, but I haven't accepted Shen Yan's sudden death."
"Always accept it." Manna patted me on the shoulder.
More comforting words, she didn't mention a word, so she went downstairs.
At the funeral, we all put on black clothes.
When the car arrived at the cemetery, there was a light rain in the sky, as if mourning Shen Yan's departure.
Holding an umbrella, we walked slowly to the tombstone and looked at the black-and-white photo. Shen Yan's smile was always fixed, and the priest's low and slow voice was in our ears.
"I forgot that she smiled so well." Huo Tinggui looked at the picture and whispered.
His memories spread in the cemetery, and as the raindrops infiltrated into the soil, "after su Jingbai appeared, she never smiled so happily. She always stretched her face, very sad and angry. She likes to take care of my affairs, which makes me hate her."
I didn't understand why Shen Yan was so dictatorial and overbearing.
But I see now.
This is not dictatorship and hegemony.
But a little woman is trying to grasp her happiness and family with her little stubbornness.
She has lost her father, so she doesn't want to lose her only son.
But in the end, she had nothing.
"Xiao Xing, go and say goodbye to grandma." I took back my thoughts, gently touched Xiaoxing's head and pushed her forward a little.
Xiao Xing is very clever. He walks forward, stands in front of the tombstone and bows, and then waves, "grandma, goodbye. If you are reincarnated in the future, remember to come to me, and I will always wait for you."
Huo stopped and stood still. He didn't know what he was thinking.
Seeing that the rain was getting heavier and heavier and the priest's prayer was almost over, I wanted to persuade Huo Tinggui to leave.
Just as I was about to open my mouth, I saw several black figures approaching this way in the rain curtain not far away.
Manna moved to my side and whispered, "it's su Xiangyang and Su Jingbai. I'll go. Why are they coming? Do you want me to stop them?"
"I'll go with you." I said.
Today is Shen Yan's burial day, but Huo Tinggui didn't inform anyone, just to be alone and quietly accompany Shen Yan again.
It's not enough to be disturbed by others, not to mention Su Jingbai and Su Xiangyang?
Do they still have the word "purity" when they come to the tombstone?
After exchanging eyes with manna, we ran directly in small steps.
"Sorry, we don't welcome you very much. Please go back." I said with a straight face.
Su Xiangyang looked at me, "Shen An, last night..."
I interrupted directly, "please go back. You are not welcome here today. In addition, the previous things have passed. Don't mention it again. It will only make people sick."
"Of course I don't want to come," Su Jingbai said with disgust. "If Huo's father didn't let me come to Zhuxiang, could I come here? You don't have to think about it at all! "