It's autumn in Nancheng. It's often windy.
The not so sharp wind blew across my cheek, making my eyes a little dry and painful.
It becomes very difficult to keep a straight face and pretend to be calm.
But before I could make it, Su Xiangyang lost the battle first.
His eyes began to relax and looked at me, almost begging, "Shen An, if you are willing to help me clarify, I can do anything."
"Including giving up Huo's and everything now?" I asked sharply.
Su Xiangyang was silent.
Obviously, he can't.
Since we can't do it, there's no need to continue talking.
"Everyone has their own choice. What Su Xiangyang and Shen Yan do is her business. I have no right to interfere. Now it's done. If you really want to clarify, find evidence." I said.
With that, he took Doudou and was ready to turn around and leave.
But I underestimated Su Xiangyang's anger. He grabbed me and pressed me directly on the wall. His eyes were congested and looked particularly ferocious.
"Shen An, I've endured it since I was a child. I don't care about those things, because I want to tell you that I can do it myself. I'm not rare, but like me, people still don't like me. They think I'm just cowardly and just pretending.
Now, when I stretch out my pawns, they begin to change their attitude. I have been waiting for such an attitude for more than 20 years. I can't give up. Do you understand? "
"So you've made a choice, haven't you?" I looked at him very calmly and said softly.
Life is a multiple choice question. You choose what you want, you decide what to abandon.
What's the best of both worlds story?
It's all a lie!
"I can't help you, because like you, I have things I insist on. I'm sorry."
"Why?" He continued to question me, "why do you have to stand over Huo Ting GUI and look back at me? I love you too, Shen An. I'm not worse than Huo Ting GUI, am I not?"
Look at Su Xiangyang in front of you.
I feel sad, ridiculous, pathetic.
Maybe I think he hasn't lived for himself all his life. He just keeps proving himself and wants others to have a better impression of himself.
Living like this, I have already lost myself.
"You're not very calm now. You'd better go back first and wait until you calm down." I frowned.
As soon as he tried to push Su Xiangyang away, he was pushed back to the wall.
My back touched the hard and rough wall, which made me show my teeth.
Doudou on the side was also angry and barked at Su Xiangyang.
"Shen An, if you can't be with me, don't you agree to such a small request now?" Su Xiangyang almost begged.
The next second, he got a punch in the face and fell to the ground.
I was taken and my center of gravity shifted towards the ground.
Fortunately, Huo Ting returned quickly and brought me back to my warm arms.
Smelling the familiar crisp smell on him, my heart settled down in an instant.
"Are you okay?" Huo Tinggui asked me with concern.
I shook my head and looked at Su Xiangyang on the ground. "Go quickly and don't come again."
After saying these words, he planned to let Huo Tinggui take me into the house.
Don't want to entangle with Su Xiangyang is on the one hand, don't want Huo Tinggui to hear that cruel fact, on the other hand.
But Su Xiangyang had guessed my idea and laughed on the ground. "You're afraid, aren't you? You're afraid Huo Tinggui will know, right?"
"Know what?" Huo Ting frowned and asked.
I quickly interrupted, "nothing. Let's go in and ignore him."
But before entering the house, Su Xiangyang opened his mouth, "Huo stopped and returned. Your mother committed suicide!"
……
The atmosphere has entered a white hot stage.
Standing between two men, I could clearly smell the gunpowder in the air.
Shen Yan died, became the scale of Huo stop. Anyone who talks bad things will be unhappy and maintain it desperately.
What's more, Su Xiangyang said that Shen Yan committed suicide.
"If you can't speak, go back and study hard." Huo Tinggui angrily scolded.
Su Xiangyang sneered, "you don't have to pretend you don't know here. If you weren't checking, I wouldn't know so much."
Hearing the speech, I couldn't help being stunned.
Huo Ting is looking into it himself?
"If you come to beg me today, then this attitude is wrong." Huo stopped and calmed down again and took back the initiative.
In a word, he choked Su Xiangyang's lifeline.
Just now, the pride and arrogance on his face disappeared in an instant. He looked at Huo ting and returned, "if I beg you well, will you promise to let my mother go?"
"No." Huo Tinggui was resolute and snuffed out Su Xiangyang's last hope.
Then he hugged me into the house and even gave Su Xiangyang a look.
My back hurt so much that I opened my clothes and found that several places were bruised.
Huo Tinggui took Yunnan Baiyao to wipe my wound.
In order to divert attention, I asked him, "if you refuse Su Xiangyang so neatly, are you not afraid that he will hate you to death and retaliate against you?"
"If I helped him, he would retaliate." Huo Tinggui said.
The frozen snake is also a snake. It tries to melt it with warmth in exchange for a vicious bite.
After a pause, Huo Ting returned and said, "he didn't have any evidence to prove that my mother's suicide had nothing to do with Su Jingbai, so he came to beg me, but when he thought about it in turn, we didn't have any evidence to prove that there was a relationship between the two."
I understand, "everyone's situation is the same."
"Well," Huo Tinggui nodded, "so I don't need my help at all."
The thing without evidence is to catch the wind, and it will dissipate itself after a period of time. There is no need for anyone to stand up and clarify.
On the contrary, it seems that there is no silver here.
Just looking at Huo Tinggui's lonely eyes, I couldn't help but say, "when did you know?"
"What?" He asked me.
"Your mother committed suicide, this thing."
Huo stopped and returned to Leng for a moment, and then smiled bitterly. "I began to doubt it a long time ago, but I didn't dare to check it. I felt too guilty. In order to leave me more things, I'd rather sacrifice myself. It's too difficult for me to accept."
Therefore, in the past, they deceived themselves and others in order to reduce the sense of burden in their hearts.
Shen Yan did leave Huo Tinggui a lot of things.
But it also left deep guilt and regret.
I couldn't say anything comforting, so I had to go forward and hug Huo Tinggui, trying to give him some of my temperature.