Huo Tinggui saw through all my hesitations and considerations.
Hold my hand tightly, and the warmth will spread to my heart along my arm.
"Shall we check it first and then discuss it?" He asked me softly.
For now, that's the only way.
But to do a detailed prenatal examination, you need to wait until the doctor goes to work tomorrow.
Huo Tinggui was afraid of me tossing back and forth. He simply let me stay in the hospital at night.
He stayed here waiting for me, while Gan Lu and Ruan Tang went back.
After all, there are not so many places to live in the hospital.
But Ganlu refused. "I have to accompany Shen An for an examination tomorrow morning. How can I not be present for such a big thing? It takes an hour to come from Li residence. It's too troublesome. I'd better go to the hotel outside the hospital with Ruan Tang for a night."
"Then go to the hotel, too." I pushed Huo Tinggui.
He shook his head at me, "it's all right. I'll stay here with you. If someone is with you, you can be more secure in your heart."
Finally, Huo Tinggui stayed with me.
There is a sofa in this VIP ward, which is not very long. When Huo Tinggui lies on it, his legs must be suspended. It looks very uncomfortable.
I wanted him to come up and sleep with me, but Huo Ting refused, worried that it would affect me.
After turning off the light, only the faint moonlight came in from the window and fell on my face.
I couldn't sleep and whispered to Huo Tinggui.
"Stop, do you want this child to be born?" I asked.
I remember very clearly. Many times, Huo Tinggui told me that he regretted that he missed Xiaoxing's growth and didn't give Xiaoxing enough father love. If he can have a child or turn back time, he must be a good father.
Of course, it is impossible to turn back time, but it is possible to have another child.
Right now, that's the opportunity.
But this time, Huo Tinggui changed his mind and told me in a very firm tone, "if I choose one between the child and you, I will choose you, Shen An. I thought about it. Of course, children are a gift from heaven, but if we can't wait, we can only give up. As for you, it's the warmth and dependence I can hold tightly in the palm of my hand."
Listening to this, my tears suddenly fell silently.
He quickly turned sideways and let his tears fall into the pillow. He fainted and dyed a large transparent pattern, which was not seen by Huo ting.
In his heart, I am the most important.
But in our hearts, children can not be ignored.
"It's late. Go to bed." Afraid of going on, Huo Tinggui would find me crying. I quickly stopped the topic and closed my eyes tightly.
But in my heart, I can't sleep.
I don't know how long I lay down. Suddenly I heard the sound of Huo Ting GUI turning over, and the sound of footsteps gradually approached me.
Then he tucked in the quilt for me, leaned over and kissed me on the forehead.
In the silent ward, every word he said was very clear.
He said, "Shen An, I'm lucky to get my child and lose my life. If there is any accident, it must be that I'm not strong enough to protect you. Don't be afraid. Even if I'm not strong enough, I will stand in front of you until I swallow my last breath."
With these words, he went back to the sofa and lay down.
And the tears I held back finally flowed down.
The next morning, manna specially went to buy me a small cage bag and soybean milk. She carried it in her hand and urged me, "I've registered you. You hurry to take a blood test, and then you can eat."
She is much more nervous than me.
After a whole set of inspection, I sat on the bench outside eating steamed stuffed buns, feeling very uneasy.
At this time, I was still thinking, what if I really have this child, or if I don't have this child, how should I comfort myself.
But when the nurse called my name, I stood up and thought of everything in my mind.
Go in and get the report and then come out. It's much calmer.
Manna and Ruan Tang all came together to grab the report, "how about it? What did the doctor say, pregnant or not, boy and girl, how old are you?"
I didn't answer, just nodded slightly towards Huo Tinggui.
All in silence
Ganlu has heard about my last abortion, so she is particularly nervous this time. After leaving the hospital, she will take me home. "I think I'd better let aunt Qian come back. I'll find a nanny to take care of Xiaoxing in Beijing. Aunt Qian has experience and will certainly give you a good baby."
"Xiao Xing is afraid of strangers. If you go to a new nanny, although you don't say it on the face, you will hide and cry quietly at night. You'd better leave aunt Qian in Beijing." I refused.
"Didn't I go back to Beijing soon? Let Xiao Xing sleep with me at night. "
"That's not necessary. I have to go to work. I'll have two meals sooner or later. Huo Tinggui can make it for me."
As soon as I finished, manna crunched and stopped the car.
Turn around and look at me. Your eyes are full of surprise and scolding. "You're pregnant. What else do you have to do now is to take good care of your body, you know?"
Ruan Tang also helped, "sister an, are you still worried about the hotel? Don't worry, sister Ganlu and I are here. If you really don't feel at ease, call me and I'll report the progress to you at any time."
The nervous attitude of the two made me feel like a national treasure.
After a moved smile, he waved to them, "I'm not so exaggerated. As long as I pay good attention, there will be no danger. The doctor said, there's no big problem. Besides, how can I be willing to let you two worry about such a big thing?"
Since we are good sisters, we should face them together.
Manna tilted her mouth and was about to continue to refute me when her mobile phone rang.
She connected and looked at the other end of the phone for a while. Her eyebrows gradually relaxed and turned into a surprise light.
"Thank you so much. OK, OK, we'll go there now. OK, see you in half an hour." Ganlu happily hung up the phone.
Without my asking, she already put her hand on my stomach and stroked, "Shen An, are you pregnant with a little lucky star?"
"What do you mean?" I'm a little confused.
Ganlu raised her mobile phone. "Just now officer Zheng of the police station called me and said that the man who saw the handrail of the stairs had been caught. After the review, he also explained that he did it deliberately, just to let the dead fall unexpectedly. Shen An, the case is closed!"
After saying that, she planned to press and hold my shoulder and shake it violently. She probably felt it was wrong. She forced the brake, pressed and held Ruan Tang on the side and began to shake.
He shouted excitedly, "great, this thing is finally over!"
I'm happy, too.
I don't know why, in this happiness, it is vaguely mixed with untrue anxiety.