This is not the first time I saw Su Xiangyang cry.
But this time, I can feel boundless pain from his eyes.
After all, the mistakes made before may be able to make up for, but death is absolutely impossible.
"Take these letters with you. Take your time. We've turned the page on the easy to know and difficult thing between us." I said.
Su Xiangyang took the letters with trembling hands and turned to look at the tombstone next to him.
Suddenly he did a move that none of us expected.
He knelt on one knee in front of the tombstone, shed tears and kissed the easy to know and difficult photos.
I think, about this kiss, easy to know difficult should have been waiting for many years.
At least now.
After su Xiangyang left, manna rushed over and dragged me around. She was very nervous, "aren't you angry? What did Su Xiangyang tell you? You just gave him the letter. Did he threaten you? "
"He regretted it." I whispered.
Manna sniffed, "do you know how to regret now? What have you done long ago? Are people always like this? You have to wait until life and death to know that you were confused before. It's really... "
Speaking of the back, Ganlu suddenly couldn't go on.
It's estimated that I thought of the thing that Gan's father was ill, so I don't think I'm qualified to talk about Su Xiangyang?
I stretched out my hand and held manna's wrist tightly, trying to send her more warmth and care. "As long as you know regret, it's not too late."
Then he turned and looked at the old Dean.
"I'll take you back." I said.
The old Dean waved to me, "no, I have an old man card. I can take the bus later. While it's still early, I talk to Zhinan more. Otherwise, I don't know if I can come to this place in the future."
When people are old, they live by breaking their fingers.
Maybe tomorrow, it will turn into smoke.
Listening to the old Dean's words, I was in a low mood and wanted to say something comforting, but somehow I couldn't open my mouth.
The old Dean himself was very open-minded.
He smiled at me, "I haven't done anything big in my life, but I still have a sense of achievement after raising these children. I believe I will be protected by them when I really go to another world in the future. I'm not so afraid."
"Take care." I sobbed.
The old Dean nodded again and looked at the tombstone again.
On the tombstone, the easy to know and difficult photos are the ID photos taken in senior three.
The handsome young man faced the young man with shyness, revealing two sharp little tiger teeth, and his eyes were full of expectations for the world.
Now the world holds him in its arms.
This may be the best ending.
But although I kept telling myself in my heart, on the way back, tears still couldn't help falling down.
The silent one became beads of continuous thread and wet my skirt.
When Huo Tinggui, who was driving next to me, saw it, he stretched out his hand, took my left hand and threw a comforting smile.
Although we didn't speak, we already knew the comfort and encouragement between us.
……
Easy to know but hard to die, completely put an end to this matter.
Huo ting and I came forward and lost a sum of money to Nannan's family, which is not only a comfort, but also a dependence for the rest of our life.
But looking at the white haired couple in just half a month, I know very well that this money can only be regarded as a drop in the bucket in their future hardships.
After all, a poor daughter can laugh.
But in the face of a table full of money, not necessarily.
Unfortunately, there is only so much I can do.
After giving them the money, I booked their tickets home and took them to the airport in person.
At the airport, the woman hugged me and a warm liquid wet my shoulder.
She whispered in my ear, "manager Shen, you are a good man. You have lost children. You understand the pain of losing children, but you are luckier than me. You will have other children and a new life. Don't worry. You will have a wonderful life in the future."
"You should do the same." I said.
She smiled and shook her head slowly at me. "It's impossible. This life is like this. Maybe in the next life, I can be a mother who can protect my children."
With full sadness, the mother left.
And I can't calm down for a long time.
Standing in the airport hall, watching the laughter of families with children around me, my mood suddenly became urgent.
He raised his head and asked Huo to stop and return. "Let's go and see Xiaoxing. I miss her."
"Then buy a ticket." Huo Ting's return is crisp.
After so many things, Huo Tinggui and I have an unspeakable tacit understanding. We don't need to be too clear to know what the other party is thinking.
Well, it's really good.
Huo Tinggui and I bought the latest flight and flew directly to Beijing to meet Xiaoxing.
Because it was a temporary decision, he looked very surprised when he arrived at the hospital where Gan's father lived.
"Why did you come all of a sudden? Why didn't manna come back? You... Manna... "Asked father Gan, but his voice began to stutter.
I knew what he was thinking and quickly opened my mouth to explain, "no, no, Manna is fine. Now I've solved the matter in the hotel. I'm probably dating Lawyer Liu. I suddenly decided to stop and come back to see Xiaoxing."
Gan's father was relieved, "that's good. It's okay to date. Go on more dates, get married quickly, and have a baby. I'm relieved."
"Things like feelings still have to go with the flow, but I think these two people are hot and get married sooner or later." I said.
After a while, I went to see father Gan's look again.
Compared with the last time I saw him in Beijing, Gan's father's face was much ruddy. Although his hair fell out after chemotherapy, he was refreshed.
I've heard from Ganlu before that Gan's father's condition has improved. The doctor said that he may live another year and a half. If he's lucky enough, it's possible to recover.
Don't believe it, cancer really has a cure.
The energy of the human body is infinite, but we don't know how to dig it.
"I hope it's earlier. She's not young. I'm really worried." Gan's father smiled again and then changed the subject, "didn't you come to see Xiaoxing? In my villa, you come to deliver dinner with the nanny every night. Do you think you'll wait until the evening or go now?"
"Go now and make a surprise check on your homework." I smiled.