Manna was a little confused by me.
"It's not what he thinks. Don't you blame Su Jingbai, Shen An? Are you confused?"
I was still very angry. "I didn't. I was angry Su Xiangyang. Do you know why he fell to the ground just now?"
"Why?" Manna was puzzled.
"He did it on purpose. He wanted to die. Am I right, Su Xiangyang?" I said, turning to see Su Xiangyang on the stretcher bed.
But Su Xiangyang slowly closed his eyes, as if he hadn't heard what I said.
Ganlu recalled it carefully and thought I made sense.
"I said how to lie well, and suddenly fell to me. No, why, Su Xiangyang, you live well. Why do you want to die? Didn't we come to save you?"
Facing the questions from manna and me, Su Xiangyang continued to lie down dressed in corpses as if he hadn't heard them.
Fortunately, except for loading the body, he didn't want to die again.
We sent him to a private hospital, so we couldn't find any check-in information. Even if Su Jingbai suspected US, he wouldn't find it for a while.
While waiting outside the operating room, I was still thinking about Su Xiangyang's intention to commit suicide.
Manna came and hugged my shoulder and comforted me. "He must have been holding it for too long, but he couldn't kill himself, so he felt ashamed when he saw us with daggers and us again. That's why he's like this. Just go back and find a psychologist to comfort him."
"This is not su Xiangyang I know." I still shook my head in pain.
Manna sighed, "who said no, it's not su Xiangyang I know, but there's no way. Everything has happened. We should look at the good side."
"You say, can he still be well?" I asked manna.
Manna can't say anything about this problem.
Finally, we were silent and looked in the direction of the operating room.
The operation lasted three hours. Manna and I stood outside for three hours, never leaving, lest we miss any information.
When the lights in the operating room went out, we hurried up and asked the doctor about it.
The doctor wearily took off his mask and looked at us, "there's nothing to do for the time being. His life is saved, but..."
In the past, when learning Chinese, the teacher always said, but it was a turning point, which I didn't think of.
But now, I understand the importance of this word.
Life was saved, but there were serious situations.
Even if Su Xiangyang and I are just friends and have no blood relationship, at the moment, I am still shaking all over my body, and my limbs are cold. I try my best to force myself to calm down, "you say, doctor, I can still resist."
"His legs are broken and he can't stand up anymore." The doctor told me with regret.
Su Xiangyang's Achilles tendon was cut off, and the patella at his knee was taken out. In other words, he can't stand up in the future, and his legs can't be bent any more.
This means that Su Xiangyang lost his walking ability and couldn't even bend his legs and sit in a wheelchair.
I can only lie in bed until death comes.
Suddenly, I understood why Su Xiangyang jumped at the dagger in manna's hand.
He doesn't want to live like this, because it's better to live than to die.