Manna quickly recovered and became the original hot pepper.
She sat beside Gan's father's bed, peeling apples, talking about some things Gan's father should pay attention to.
I chatted with aunt Qian and looked at the liquid in the hanging bottle from time to time.
Life is so quiet.
In my opinion, we should accompany Gan's father in the hospital every day until the day he died, but Gan's father vomited blood again.
This time, the blood was black.
This means that the blood oxidizes before spitting out, and it is likely that it does not come out of the stomach.
The doctor's answer to us is that the cancer cells have spread.
From the stomach to the large intestine.
If Mr. Gan is a machine, there are many rusty places now. It can even be said that the whole machine has reached the level of scrapping.
Even now chemotherapy, there is no way to save Gump's father.
"What else can we do? Can we make him more comfortable and go to pain tablets, pain sticks and so on?" Manna asked angrily.
The doctor's expression is very helpless, "Miss Gan, I understand your mood now, but I'm a doctor, not an immortal, and there's no way to make him better. In the next time, I'll drive some pain tablets and take him home. I may feel better in my familiar place."
This is giving up treatment.
Manna's body swayed for a while. She couldn't believe it.
Because Dad Gan's condition worsened much faster than we thought.
I coaxed manna outside as much as possible for a long time, which allowed her mood to stabilize temporarily.
When I returned to the ward and saw the old man with pale cheeks lying on the hospital bed, I couldn't help but shed my tears.
Dad Gan's cheeks are very white, but his lips are abnormally red. He looks a little scary.
He waved hard to me and manna, "come here, let's talk."
When manna and I walked over, he said, "I want to go home and see your mother."
In a word, it completely broke my mood.
"OK, let's go home. Let's go home now."
That afternoon, we went through the discharge formalities for Gan's father and went back to the villa with an amazing number of pain tablets and other drugs.
Father Gan was already very weak, but with our help, he went to his mother's cemetery.
And asked to be alone.
Manna and I watched from a distance. He sat down against the tombstone with his mouth open and closed. He didn't know what he was talking about.
He said it for a long time until he exhausted all his strength.
That night, father Gan vomited blood again, still black.
I was in a hurry to take him to the hospital, but Gan's father refused to go.
As if nothing had happened, he shook his hands, wiped the blood from the corners of his mouth, and forced out a smile at me, "no, don't we come back just to have a good time in the last days? The hospital is so cold that I don't want to live for a long time. "
The next manna clapped, "then we won't go. Come on, I'll help you have a rest."
When Gan's father was sent back to his room to sleep, Gan Lu came out to find me.
At this time, I was planning to go back to the moon center.
I've been outside all day. I don't know if little leaves are crying and shouting for me.
But manna looked at me with a serious cheek, "just a moment, it won't take you too long."
"What's the matter?" I stopped.
Manna organized a language, and then looked up at me, "do you think Dad is in pain now?"
I was stunned when I heard the speech.
I don't know how to answer manna.
After thinking for a long time, he said, "of course it's painful. To be honest, I want to pain for him now. I don't have much time, but I have to experience such torture. It must be very painful."
"I have a way to keep him from suffering." Manna raised her head and looked at me with burning eyes.
I was very surprised, "really, have you found any special medicine? It doesn't matter if you don't let him suffer so much."
To be honest, let me take out all the property that my father gave me now and replace it with his medicine. I'm also willing.
It's not that I pretend to be indifferent and great, but after so many things, it makes me deeply understand that only relatives can't buy it back with how much money.
So between money and relatives, I choose relatives.
When I was thinking about these in my heart, I heard manna slowly say, "when Lao Liu and I spent our honeymoon abroad, we met three sisters. They were very old, and the youngest sister had frostbite."
I know that frostbite is a disease of muscle stiffness. Gradually, it will lose the ability to move and all movements, as if it were frozen.
Patients like this usually die of respiratory failure because their breathing can't be maintained.
But what does this have to do with dad Gan?
I don't understand.
Ganlu continued, "the youngest sister lived in pain. She wanted to die, but she didn't want to choose a too painful way. Therefore, her two sisters went abroad and took her to euthanasia."
As euthanasia entered my ears, every muscle in my body began to tremble violently.
The whole person stepped back uncontrollably, full of unbelievable, "manna, do you know what you're talking about?"
"I know," manna said pointlessly to my eyes, "I want him to be less painful. I want him to die more easily. I want him to say goodbye to us decently before he is swallowed up by the pain, instead of saying nothing in the end. He can only shed tears at us."
Manna told me a lot, almost hysterical, and even the green veins on her forehead appeared.
I noticed that her hand had been clenched into a fist, and blood beads trickled slowly down her fingers.
It hit the white glazed marble floor and became a strange pattern.
Full of distortion.
I broke her hand forcibly, and her nails had been embedded in the meat, but she couldn't feel the pain.
"Shen An," Gan Lu's voice trembled, "he worked hard for many years, endured for many years, and hurt for many years. At least let him go comfortably."
I sighed, "I can't make decisions for you. This is something dad has the final say."
Even if euthanasia will make it easier for Gan's father to die, none of us can force him if he doesn't want to.
Even those who are dying cannot be deprived of the right to live before they leave.