Faced with my decision, the prison guard was really stunned.
Look up at me. "Will you send it for inspection now?"
My attitude is very firm, "yes, it's crazy anyway. I always want to know whether it's pretended or not?"
"But..." the prison guard hesitated. "Don't you have to go up and talk alone?"
There's no need to talk alone.
Without that bulletproof glass, no one knows what hysterical things Su Jingbai will do.
For the sake of safety, I certainly want to stay as far away from her as possible.
However, when the car from the mental hospital arrives and under the control of the medical staff, I can consider having a good chat with Su Jingbai!
Seeing my attitude, the prison guard had to turn around and find someone to contact the staff of the mental hospital.
And I always stood at the door of the infirmary, not far or near, not cold and not light looking at her.
Su Jingbai didn't seem to know my arrival at all. She was just fighting with those prison guards. The more she struggled, the more terrible she looked.
I really want to call Huo Tinggui.
Even if Huo Tinggui can't do anything, as long as I can hear his voice, I can feel full of security.
But I can't.
It's still uncertain whether Su Jingbai is really crazy. Now I tell you, just let everyone follow Fang Cun and make a mess.
Besides, before going to prison, my mobile phone was kept temporarily. Even if I could take it in, there was no signal in this place.
So you don't have to think about calling or anything.
After standing by and waiting for a while, the prison guard came back and told me, "the mental hospital is free today, so it will come in two hours. Do you want to wait outside? Or turn around or something. It's... Depressing here. "
"Is there any place in prison that is not depressed?" I asked.
The prison guard scratched his head. "There are still some. There are flowers in the prisoners' gardens. Now it's not a time for the wind. No one goes. You can stay there for a while."
I think watching Su Jingbai's hysterical simplicity here really affected my mood. I simply nodded and agreed to the prison guard's proposal.
After going to the so-called garden, I found that it was just a fence surrounded by iron wire in an abandoned corner of the prison, which was planted with ordinary little daisies.
Plastic film was used to make a greenhouse, and a little broken cotton quilt was used to keep warm, so that the little daisies didn't feel that it was winter and grew flowers recklessly.
In the bare prisons everywhere, there are so many bright colors with such a little daisy.
"It's a very healing place." I whispered.
The prison guard handed me a bottle of mineral water, "yes, no matter where people are, as long as they still have a little hope in their heart, they can bloom brilliant flowers again."
"Do they raise these flowers to keep the hope in their heart forever?" I asked.
The prison guard thought carefully and nodded at me, "it's true, otherwise there's nothing in this place. It's too dark."
I can't understand.
If a daisy can restore hope in your heart, why didn't you cherish the colorful flowers in the world when you were outside?
Any flower outside is much more beautiful than a daisy.
"Not everyone came to this place voluntarily." The prison guard sighed softly, "there are also unfair in order to resist the world."
"I don't quite understand." I shook my head.
The prison guard sighed softly and pointed to a daisy in the corner. It looked like it was about to wither.
She said, "this is the Little Daisy of 9527. She once had a daughter who was occupied by her second married husband. Her daughter swallowed her anger and wanted to go to college and leave the house, but her husband used this to threaten her daughter and let her go to college near her home to facilitate more occupation. Later, her daughter committed suicide. She learned about it and killed her husband directly, He was sentenced to twenty years. "
I was stunned, "why?"
It's clearly the husband's fault. Why should he be sentenced to 20 years!
"The law is like this. The man was wrong, but it was not her turn to declare justice, but twenty years was short. After she came here, she committed suicide many times because she had no hope. Later, it was this flower that rekindled her hope and felt like her own daughter."
Listening to the prison guard, I didn't mean to ease up at all.
On the contrary, he picked up a heart more and more.
After all, the little daisy is about to wither.
If it withers, will the woman called 9527 think of suicide again?
"You see, it's obviously a little daisy, but for the people inside, it's all. Do you still think it's worse than the colorful flowers outside?" The C.O. asked me.
I was silent for a long time before slowly shaking my head, "it's very meaningful."
After thinking again, he told the prison guard, "sorry, I may have spoken with a little prejudice before. After all, I have the impression that all the people living in the prison are ferocious people, and my mind is narrow."
The prison guard waved at me, "it's not your fault. Whoever thought of these two words would think of bad places, but this place also has warm."
Probably because of these words, I have a very good impression of the prison guard.
Even asked her curiously, "why did you tell me so much?"
"I feel that you have experienced a lot in Su Jingbai, so you don't hesitate to ask for spiritual appraisal. I'm worried that the little daisy in your heart will wither." The prison guard explained carefully.
I nodded and smiled. "Indeed, I have experienced a lot here in Su Jingbai, and it is very dark. You may not imagine, but there is more than Su Jingbai in my life, so the Little Daisy will always be in full bloom."
Just as he was talking, a colleague of the prison guard came to inform him that the staff of the mental hospital had come. Now he was ready to take Su Jingbai away and let the prison guard write the handover procedures.
I followed outside and told the prison guard, "then I'll send some other flowers. If you can, help me pick the most robust Little Daisy for 9527."
"OK, I'll do it." The guard nodded and smiled.
I turned back to the infirmary.
It happened that the staff wanted to take Su Jingbai out.
When I passed by, I raised my hand and said hello to Su Jingbai, "I'm going to the mental hospital. Are you familiar with it? It's a place where you once imprisoned Su Xiangyang. Now it's your turn. "
Su Jingbai stared at me for a second and suddenly began to laugh wildly, "monster, big monster!"