Chapter 828

After hesitating for a long time, I squeezed out a smile towards Ruan Tang.

"How can you be in the mood to go back? Don't you need to make efforts to host your birthday party?"

This reason is the most appropriate and easily accepted by Ruan Tang.

As I thought, the expression on Ruan Tang's face immediately relaxed, with some guilt, "I would have told you later if I knew earlier, and I wouldn't let you stay up late to help me think creatively."

"It's the same," I waved. "Stay up late either last night or tonight. You always have to stay up late anyway."

"Then I can't escape self blame?" Said Ruan Tang.

If you can joke with me, you're in a good mood.

I just changed the topic and asked Ruan Tang, "ask Su Xiangyang for me. I really don't understand if he wants to hide in the marginal mountainous area to support something."

"Probably not?" Ruan Tang was a little stunned. "I remember Su Xiangyang's leg injury needs to be checked every year, and we usually need to pay special attention. When we go to the remote mountain area, we don't say anything else. It's very worn just walking every day?"

I shrugged and looked a little helpless. "If I really want to go to that place, it means Su Xiangyang doesn't care about anything."

Life doesn't care. Do you still care about your legs?

Hearing the speech, Ruan Tang was silent.

He looked up at me again. "Don't worry, sister Shen An. I'll just ask about it. It's just that I don't need chemotherapy tomorrow. I'll go back to see Su Xiangyang."

Just after saying this, the nurse came in with a trolley, "you can't leave the hospital tomorrow. You should stay in the hospital and have a good rest."

"Why?" Ruan Tang didn't understand, "but when I didn't receive chemotherapy before, I could go out. If I'm good, I'm going to rest?"

"Probably because you have improved, I'm afraid you'll lose the improvement again." I cut in quickly for fear that the nurse would tell some shocking secret.

If I really let Ruan Tang know the real condition, I'm really worried that she will disappear in front of us immediately and quietly wait to die.

Or, die

I dare not think of such a scene.

"Can my illness improve?" Ruan Tang was a little curious, "is it getting better?"

The nurse was robbed by me and didn't know what to say.

I don't know. I have to ask the doctor again, but it's really good to look at these two weather colors

"Why don't I think?" Ruan Tang took out his mobile phone suspiciously and wanted to use the reflection to observe his cheek.

I stepped forward quickly, pressed her hand, with a firm smile on my face, "can you see that you face yourself every day? Come on, don't stink. "

With that, he went out with the nurse by asking the reason why the doctor was ill.

Far away from the ward, I asked the nurse, "don't mention the real condition in front of Ruan Tang, please. Ruan Tang is very fragile. The stability of her condition is the only reason for her to live now. If she knows that the uterus has also been spread, I don't know what will happen."

The nurse was so frightened that her face turned pale and nodded hurriedly, "OK, OK, I remember. I was really sorry just now. I took over this afternoon. I just heard from the previous class that my condition was not very good and I had to rest. I didn't know that."

As the saying goes, those who do not know are not guilty.

I was not in the mood to make trouble for a little nurse. I said two words and went my separate ways.

But the little nurse's words woke me up.

The nurses who took care of Ruan Tang more than once. I should ask each one, or let the doctor tell them not to leak their condition.

When I went to the doctor's office, I said this the first thing.

The doctor promised very simply, "it was my mistake. It was really sudden last night. I was busy going to surgery in the morning, so I didn't care to explain. Don't worry, I'll hold a department meeting later and explain it carefully."

"Please." I said sincerely.

After a pause, he asked the doctor, "is there any way to make her last period of time less painful?"

"Without chemotherapy, you can actually suffer a lot less, but you said that if this will let her know the truth, she will blame herself and leave." The doctor also has a headache.

After thinking for a long time, I told me, "then I can only prescribe drugs such as analgesia, because it has the effect of paralyzing nerves, which will make people look more excited and better in a sense."

"Did it hurt her much?" I asked again.

The doctor shook his head and told me honestly, "in fact, in this late stage, we also recommend using analgesic drugs, because it can make the patient feel better, but because you still insist on chemotherapy, I didn't consider it."

"Then use it. In addition, reduce the dose of chemotherapy and reduce the pain as much as possible. Please, doctor." I said.

When I came out of the doctor's office, my mind was a little erratic.

More than once, I made up my mind. Otherwise, I would just tell Ruan Tang directly. Maybe I can get rid of it now.

But I can't bear it.

I know she is very painful and uncomfortable. Even if she receives chemotherapy here with faith and hope, I can't imagine and share the pain.

Ruan Tang lived in pain.

But if she really left, there would be no Ruan Tang in the world.

There are too many people who have left us. I can't afford the bad news that no one else will leave.

Even if there must be such a day, I hope to be late, at least until Ruan Tang's birthday.

At least then, she can have one less regret.

I don't know if there is a soul after people die, so when people are still around, do everything possible.

Thinking carelessly, I walked to the door of the hospital.

Then I found that the red sedan car at home actually stopped in front of me and sounded the horn at me very arrogantly.

The noise was so loud that all the patients and nurses around looked sideways.

I hurried to open the door, only to find that the person sitting inside was actually the fallen wild goose.

"Why are you here?" I asked suspiciously and looked into the car again.

The falling wild goose seemed to have guessed who I was looking for and directly replied, "I came alone and went out to buy something. I just remembered that you were in the hospital and came to pick you up."

Then he winked at me, "how about being gentle and considerate to the friends around you, like Jiang Lai?"

I rolled my eyes in disgust. "You'd better not be heard by manna, or she will beat you."

"Of course I'm not that stupid," replied Luo Yanzhi, nuzui to the co pilot, "get in the car, we should go home."