I couldn't help feeling guilty when Ruan Tang said this.
"Sorry, if it weren't for me, you wouldn't have to hide like Fang Ruchi." I whispered.
Ruan Tang squeezed out a smile and shook his head at me. "It has nothing to do with you, sister Shen An. Don't blame yourself. I just don't want to see Fang Ruchi. If it were you, a biological brother suddenly appeared. You haven't tested the truth and false, and you won't accept it?"
My mind is in a mess and I can't answer Ruan Tang's question.
He honestly told her, "I don't know what will happen to me."
Ruan Tang took a long breath, lay on the pillow, and the corners of his mouth rose slightly. "Anyway, I can't accept it for a while here. It's none of my business, sister Shen An. I just don't want to accept such a brother. Do you think I'm very selfish?"
"What does this have to do with selfishness?" I frowned in bewilderment.
"Because it's too much. If Fang Ruchi is really my brother, it took him a long time to find me, but I want not to have anything to do with him before I die, so as not to feel guilty and feel that I haven't found him in recent years."
I suddenly understood what Ruan Tang meant.
Although she told me that she had not accepted Fang Ruchi's brother.
But inside, Fang Ruchi has long been regarded as a relative.
That's why she felt remorse.
Why did Fang Ruchi spend more than ten or twenty years trying to find her, but she can't remember anything and live her own life long ago.
Even finally met, still at this time.
Soon, Ruan Tang will die, and Fang Ruchi's relatives, who took so long to find, will leave again and never find them back.
From beginning to end, Fang Ruchi worked hard alone, but there was no return.
So Ruan Tang feels very selfish.
"I've never been a worry free sister, have I?" Ruan Tang smiled sadly and asked, "even if I'm around you, I'm always in trouble, making you worry about me."
I picked up a burst of severe pain in my heart and hugged Ruan Tang fiercely, "there's no such thing. Don't talk nonsense. You're very relieved. Ruan Tang, you're the best sister in the world!"
"Sister Shen, you hurt me." Ruan Tang gently reminded.
I quickly released her and wiped the tears on my face. I was very guilty, "sorry, I didn't mean to."
"I want to have a rest, sister Shen An, or you go out first?" Ruan Tang yawned.
I guess the seasickness medicine began to work, so I hurried out and didn't dare to disturb Ruan Tang's rest.
After leaving the guest room, I went to the cockpit to find Huo Tinggui.
He is using satellite phone to get in touch with Nancheng. He is probably the person in charge of the port. He speaks English and is very fluent and standard. There are a lot of proper nouns in it, which I can't understand.
I stood by and waited for Huo Tinggui to call me.
Then he hooked his little finger at me, his voice was low and hoarse, rich and female, "come here."
When I walked over, he pulled me directly to my lap and sat down.
I was so scared that I wanted to stand up and was held down by him, "don't do this. I'll be seen in a moment."
"Who saw it?" Huo Ting rubbed my hair, "Su Xiangyang, Ruan Tang or Fang Ruchi, which of them can't see, we are a legal couple."
Then he kissed me on the cheek, loud and crisp, proudly raised the corners of his mouth, "I dare not say if I kiss them."
"Be serious." I pushed Huo Ting back. "I'm here to talk to you about business."
Huo stopped and said, his expression returned to serious, but he still circled me on his legs and didn't loosen it. "You say it, I'll listen."
Like a guilty conscience, I looked at the closed cabin door and asked Huo Tinggui, "how many days will we get home?"
"Are you anxious to see the little star and the little leaf?" Huo Tinggui asked me, "it's the fastest speed now. We have to consider emergencies. We can't be faster. It will take about three days."
Three days
I thought carefully in my mind and nodded heavily, "it should be time, three days."
He also told Huo Tinggui, "you should contact the best doctor team, preferably the hospital where Ruan Tang used to live. They have Ruan Tang's case files, which should be more convenient for treatment."
"Ruan Tang can't hold on?" Huo Tinggui frowned tightly.
I shook my head, "I can't say, but her current situation is not optimistic. She was scalded by me last night and refused to tell you. She must go ashore for treatment quickly."
Smelling the speech, Huo stopped and closed his thin lips, "why didn't you say it earlier?"
I was startled, "Ruan Tang wouldn't let me say, but I think her situation is obviously more serious today, so I still want to tell you."
"I'll show her." Huo stopped and went to get the first-aid kit in the cabinet.
I just remembered that when I was in college, Huo Ting returned to study surgery for some time.
Like a scald, he will certainly deal with it.
I didn't trust Su Jing's wound, so I immediately took Huo Ting home to see Ruan Tang.
At the door, he stopped Huo Ting again.
"The little girl is stubborn now. If you go in directly, she may not agree. I'll talk first." I said.
Huo Tinggui didn't agree with me, "when is it? How can she play a miss's temper? Go straight in, or I'll tell Su Xiangyang."
If Su Xiangyang also knows, maybe he will burn himself directly in order to persuade Ruan Tang to treat him. Then Ruan Tang won't treat him.
There is no doubt that Su Xiangyang can really do such a thing.
After hesitation, I opened the door and went in with Huo Tinggui.
Ruan Tang was leaning against his pillow playing with his mobile phone. He saw us coming in with a smile on his face.
But when his eyes moved to Huo Ting's first aid kit, he immediately changed his face and smashed his mobile phone at us angrily, "what do you want to do?"
"Help you look at the wound again, Ruan Tang. It's all right. Huo Tinggui studied surgery in college. You know, he's half a surgeon. He's very professional."
But Ruan Tang didn't want to say anything, and even began to throw all the things around us that could be thrown at us.
Huo Tinggui and I were shocked by the ferocity.
It's just to show her the scalded wound. Does it need such a big reaction?