The moment the idea came into my mind, I was startled by myself.
Are you crazy?
From beginning to end, aunt song was just a victim. Why do you feel guilty about Su Jingbai?
Even if you hold the wrong child as a child, it is ultimately the fault of the orphanage.
It has nothing to do with aunt song.
Thinking carelessly, aunt song has picked up the microphone.
At the moment of talking with aunt song, Su Jingbai's mouth couldn't help rising.
This time, the sound insulation of the microphone is very poor, or maybe Su Jingbai spoke very loudly.
I sat next to Aunt song and could hear all the conversations clearly.
Su Jingbai's voice was a little tired.
"You know, I've imagined countless times. If I hadn't been mistaken, how good my life would be. Would I always be a princess? Grow up loved by everyone, marry a man who loves me and I love very much, have one or two children, then take care of them to grow up, and then watch them get married and have children. "
"Su Jingbai..." aunt Song said slowly with a dry voice.
Su Jingbai interrupted aunt song, "will you wait until I finish? Maybe there will be no chance in the future. "
She continued, "I really resent you, and even the world began to resent, but on the boat back to Nancheng, I figured out that maybe this is life.
It was God who asked me to bear all this pain for Su Jingmei, because if it were me, I could still live strong until now. If it were her, she might have died long ago, wouldn't she?
Everything has been arranged. I admit my fate and I admit defeat. "
"No." Aunt song shook her head, tears in her eyes.
Su Jingbai still said, "now I have only one wish. I entrust the child to you and Su Jingmei. Please let her grow up well and don't have such a miserable life like me."
"What child?" Aunt song was stunned.
Su Jingbai shook her head. "I can't explain clearly to you for a while. In short, this child is very important to me. Please take care of her. It's also what I gave back to Su Jingmei. I robbed Su Xiangyang at the beginning, and now I always have to return one back, right?"
Although I haven't figured out what the situation is, aunt song nodded very readily.
She promised Su Jingbai, "I will take care of that child. Don't worry."
Seeing Su Jingbai relieved, he said again, "but there's one thing I still want to tell you. Before you die, maybe it's unfair, but I don't want you to leave with regret."
"I've seen all the unfair things in this world. Tell me." Su Jingbai said frankly.
Aunt song slowly opened the bag she had brought with her.
She took out a yellowed document from it and pasted it on the glass so that the shorthand draft could be seen clearly.
"Isn't this the record of the orphanage before? It's the information when Su Jingmei was adopted. My name was crossed out." Su Jingbai asked puzzled.
"It's not that your name was crossed out. You added a name yourself, and then it was crossed out." Aunt song explained.
As soon as she said this, Su Jingbai's face suddenly changed.
It's hard for me to describe the change of expression.
From the beginning of light clouds, to unbelievable, to hysterical ferocity.
Su Jingbai spent a whole minute.
Then her hand hit the glass hard, as if she wanted to see the truth of the information in person.
"You're lying, you're lying, aren't you? I'm dying, and you're lying to me?" Su Jingbai roared.
Aunt song's eyes darkened a little, "I know it may be difficult for you to accept, but I still said, because Su Jingmei's suffering over the years is an innocent disaster."
There's nothing wrong with the adoptee.
From the beginning, aunt song chose Su Jingmei.
She took Su Jingmei, but as a twin sister, Su Jingbai was taken away by such a family.
The mixture of pain and resentment confused Su Jingbai's mind.
She secretly went to the orphanage once, wrote her name on it, and then crossed it out with a pen.
It seems that in this way, she is the wrong child to be adopted.
"I asked someone to compare your previous handwriting. I even brought the handwriting identification certificate. You can have a look." Aunt Song said and pulled out another document from her bag.
Su Jingbai doesn't want to see it.
She smashed the microphone angrily.
Behind the glass, she kept talking loudly, just because there was no microphone, we couldn't hear anything.
All I could see was that she was so excited that the veins on her neck burst out.
The elegance and decency just now are gone.
There's nothing left.
"Let's go and see the child." Aunt song stood up and said softly.
I followed aunt song out of the visiting room.
After returning to the car, the man came back to his senses.
"So aunt song, you don't want to see Su Jingbai because you're worried that you'll tell the truth?" I asked.
To tell you the truth, my brain hasn't reacted yet.
It feels like a dream.
Su Jingbai has pestered Su Jingmei for so many years and even retaliated against us so many times.
In the end, it was just her own imagined hatred?
"Yes," aunt song nodded and answered frankly, "although Xiaomei is not my own child, I raised her in the end. She is a piece of meat in my heart. Watching him suffer so many wrongs, I really can't help but want to stand out for her."
After a pause, she sighed again, "but when I think of Su Jingbai, I feel pathetic. In fact, what's wrong with her?"
It's just a child complaining about God's Unfair Arrangement in his own way.
"She is about to die, but I have to tell her the truth and tell her that all this is just a play directed and acted by her."
It's really hard to accept.
Even if it were me, I would collapse like Su Jingbai.
"Now the only thing I can do is take good care of the child for her. If God is so unfair, I hope it will end here in Su Jingbai."
In the future, everyone will be treated fairly, and there will be no such miserable past and dark childhood.
That's enough.
"Did you tell Su Jingmei about it?" I was silent for a long time before I asked softly.
Aunt song shook her head and smiled bitterly, "how can you tell her that the child can't hear any news about Su Jingbai now? I don't dare to say, and I don't know what to say."