I didn't say a word about Ruan Tang's funeral.
When Huo Ting went to work for them, I stayed in Li residence.
"Shen An, don't be too sad. In fact, it's a good thing for Ruan Tang. She can at least relax, can't she?" Aunt Qian came over with milk and comforted me softly.
I squeezed out a smile and nodded to Aunt Qian, "I know aunt Qian, it's okay, but I still can't react."
Suddenly, a familiar person is missing. Anyone would be sad for a while.
"Do you want to go out for a walk? The flowers in the nearby park are in bloom. I'll go with you. Maybe I'll be in a much better mood." Aunt Qian suggested.
"I'll go myself and be quiet." I got up.
Aunt Qian was still a little worried about me, but she opened her mouth and didn't say anything. She nodded and agreed.
Just repeatedly told me, "if you need me, call me and I'll come and see you right away, you know?"
"OK." I promised with a smile.
After putting on my coat, I walked straight towards the park.
Then at the corner where Aunt Qian couldn't see, she called an online taxi.
Crisp, I went to prison.
After completing the formalities, I met Su Jingbai.
Su Jingbai was a little surprised when I appeared again so soon, but she was more haggard.
In just two days, Su Jingbai seems to have changed.
Her eyes lost their luster and looked like a walking corpse without any anger.
Seeing me, he just asked weakly, "what's the matter, Shen An, do you have any bad news about me?"
"Ruan Tang is dead," I whispered gently. "Because of your imaginary hatred, she was involved and died."
"Dead?" Su Jingbai's expression could not see whether she was crying or laughing. It was wrinkled and looked very uncomfortable. "It's ok if she left, at least she doesn't have to suffer any more."
He paused and looked at me again. "You want me to atone, don't you?"
I shook my head, "you don't need to atone. In the future, you will suffer because of your mistakes, and the people around you will hate you all your life."
"What does it matter?" Su Jingbai curled her lips and smiled softly, "anyway, I'm dying. As long as I die, I don't know anything. At that time, I'll still be su Jingbai."
It was su Jingbai who was robbed of the place for adoption by her sister.
She would rather live in her own imagination than wake up.
I was silent for a long time.
Until the prison guard came over and reminded me that there were three minutes left for the visit, I slowly said, "Su Jingbai, kowtow to Ruan Tang and head east."
She promised very simply and said a good word.
Then he really put down the microphone, knelt on the ground and knocked his head seriously.
Although I couldn't hear the sound across the glass, judging from the red seal on Su Jingbai's forehead, it was really hard just now.
I smiled comfortably, "well, Ruan Tang will not regret in the sky."
"Shen An, I have something else to ask you, can you?" Su Jingbai said immediately when she saw that I got up to go.
I turned around and said, "I'll take care of each other. Don't worry."
I'm not the kind of person who will deal with innocent people because of personal resentment.
"It's not this. It's my own business. I want to beg you, and I can only beg you." Su Jingbai said.