Chapter 1002

I stared at Su Xiangyang's head, "you... You are..."

"I'm a monk." Su Xiangyang whispered, "in the temple on the top of the mountain near the city."

The atmosphere suddenly became silent.

Even the sound of the light bulb on my head suddenly magnified countless times in my mind.

"Shen An, I want to die alone in the temple. I hope you can make it." Perhaps he didn't wait for my answer, Su Xiangyang took the initiative to say.

I pulled out a smile, "well, it doesn't matter if you die alone, but why do you lie to us?"

Tell us it's the Maldives.

When we find a lie, we look around like crazy.

I stepped forward and grabbed Su Xiangyang's collar. "Do you know how worried I am about you these days? I thought Su Jingbai and someone were dealing with you in private!"

Just like last time, Su Xiangyang's patella was removed, making him lie on the bed of the mental hospital like a psychosis.

I can even dream of that scene!

"Would you agree if I told you directly?" Su Xiangyang asked me softly.

Of course not.

Don't say I disagree, just say aunt Qian and dad Huo will oppose with both hands and feet.

"We all care about you. Why do you want to die alone?" I asked, my voice trembling. "Is it because you think you are a disaster star?"

Being with Yi Zhinan makes Yi Zhinan die.

With Jiang Lai, Jiang Lai will die.

Even if he just made an agreement with Ruan Tang, Ruan Tang died of severe illness.

That's right, isn't it?

Su Xiangyang raised his head. His eyes, which were originally bright and eye-catching, were too dim to see any look, "isn't it?"

Of course not!

I roared angrily, "if so, didn't you say you liked me? Why didn't I have anything?"

"Don't you have anything?" Su Xiangyang smiled more bitterly, "how many times have you been made difficult by Su Jingbai, escaped from death, and even lost a child, Shen An, have you forgotten?"

When these scars were uncovered by Su Xiangyang, I was not sad at all.

Once for the child who died in the fire, I was depressed and wanted to die directly with him.

But after so many things, I was relieved.

"God has arrangements. If he doesn't really appear in my life, it shows that our fate is less than. In the next life, I will be a mother and son with him." I said.

"Yes," Su Xiangyang nodded with great emotion, "so why do you force me to go back? It's also destiny. Shen An, you can't let all passers-by in your life accompany you to the end?"

Unexpectedly, Su Xiangyang blocked my mouth with my words.

Let me be speechless for a while.

"Are you iron hearted?" I asked him, "go to become a monk and never come back?"

"Every few years, I'll go back. It's safe." Su Xiangyang replied, "maybe it will be shorter, a few months."

Keeping peace means that Su Xiangyang doesn't want us to worry.

In that case, why lie about going to Maldives and even losing contact?

When asked this question, Su Xiangyang's eyes flashed a little confused, "because I'm afraid, too."

"What are you afraid of?" I asked him.

Su Xiangyang replied, "I'm afraid I can only remember these three dead people in my life. I also want to have my own new life, but I don't think I should harm others anymore. Shen An, I'm afraid. I'm afraid I'm really a disaster star."

It sounds illogical, but it hurts me.

I went forward and held Su Xiangyang in my arms. "Come back, as long as you look at the Buddha in your heart, there are temples everywhere."

If you don't want to live in Li residence, just go outside to rent a house and come back whenever you want.

As long as he is still in Nancheng and can be found by us, that's enough.

"No," Su Xiangyang said flatly, "I may come back, but not now."

"Iron heart?" I asked him.

Su Xiangyang nodded firmly, "yes, iron heart."

I didn't persuade you any more.

He raised his hand and wiped his tears. He patted Su Xiangyang on the shoulder. "Are you driving here? Where's the car key?"

Maybe my topic jumped too fast. Su Xiangyang didn't react for a while and looked at me blankly.

I reached out and urged, "give me the car key."

Su Xiangyang took out the car key from his pocket and handed it to me.

I was not in a hurry to drive, but turned back to the easily known tombstone and bowed solemnly.

"It's funny, isn't it? I only came to find Yi Zhinan. Jiang Lai and Ruan Tang were so kind to me that I seem to have completely forgotten." Su Xiangyang's sarcastic opening.

I shook my head and looked especially firm, "because it's easy to know and difficult, only you can remember."

It's easy to know but hard to know. No relatives, no friends.

Yes, it's just Su Xiangyang, who used to like.

"I heard that people die three times in their life. The first time is when they die physically, the second time is when everyone remembers him at the funeral, and the third time is when the last person who remembers him forgets him. At that time, this person is really dead." I whispered.

What Su Xiangyang is doing now is to make it easier to know than to live longer?

But

I looked at Su Xiangyang bitterly, "not only do you remember, it's easy to know, but I also remember. Don't worry, even if you forget, I'll remember it for you."

"I know you still remember him," Su Xiangyang chuckled, "otherwise how could you come here to find me?"

After saying this, Su Xiangyang sighed again, "it's good. It's good to be remembered."

He hugged me in turn, "Shen An, thank you for remembering me and willing to come to me."

This is perhaps the world's most secure lonely old age.

Because when you make this decision, you can go back at any time.

Turning around, you can see those people behind you raise their smiling faces, open their arms towards themselves and welcome their return.

"Let's go," I stood up straight. "Although I can't persuade you, I can at least go and see where you live. If the conditions are not very good, I can donate you an air conditioner or a bed."

Su Xiangyang nodded and bargained with me, "then you won't tell Huo ting to belong to them, will you?"

"I will." I answered very simply, "I'll tell him and Lawyer Liu about everything tonight. Every word is the same."

Su Xiangyang stared, "how can you do this?"