Chapter 1874

On the roof in the distance, someone was holding a pot of wine. A pair of dark eyes were staring at the couple who bent down. The picture of husband and wife worshiping each other hurt his eyes deeply.

He seemed to have nothing in his eyes, only gazing at the delicate figure. His eyes were affectionate and sentimental.

"Husband and wife worship each other..." He was so hoarse that his voice seemed to come out of his throat.

He also fantasized about worshiping her husband and wife.

"Ha ha ha..." He looked down at the bustling laughter of Xi Tang, and his eyes were full of madness.

All of a sudden, his face itched. He wiped his face and found a water stain on his hand. He was a man and didn't know why to cry. How could he have tears

In his eyes, the prince's mansion with different surnames was full of happiness. It was covered with scarlet satins and red happy words everywhere. It was a sharp contrast to him who was sitting on the roof drinking alone, and it was also a strong irony.

All this is his own fault.

He watched the girl, put on the wedding dress for others, smile with others, carried by others on the sedan chair, and worshipped others.

He can't blame anyone, he can blame himself.

He remembered last night.

When Chu Lian's bell was broken, those memories came back to his mind, but it was better to kill him with a knife.

He remembered who was the girl who often chased him in his dream. It was not a dream at all. It was reality. The protagonist was him and her.

He remembered that he had been injured when he was still the prince, and one of her daughters would move to his palace to take care of him regardless of rumors, because she liked him.

He remembered why he was willing to go to Penglai Island to collect fairy grass alone, regardless of the danger of his life, because he wanted to save her who was dying. He really loved this girl, and he really loved her to the core.

But it's all gone

He forgot when he began to play down her, as if he saw her and Tuoba Liuyun go very close, he was angry, he was jealous, he began to make trouble with her without reason, but she was calm, like no trouble, let him hold back.

Later, they even went out to play and study new things together, and he was more like a speechless outsider.

He was in pain, confused, and began to drink.

It was at that time that a woman named Chu Lian began to contact him. Later, things gradually changed. His lover in his memory gradually changed, and Shen Xiaohua in his mind gradually became an unimportant guest in his family.

It's his fault.

He didn't believe her love for him. Before she married him, she was willing to live in his palace and take care of him day and night. But he still doubted her sincerity. What do you think he did?

He lost his beloved girl himself.

He really wanted to save the relationship, but now she is pregnant with other people's children and becomes other people's wife. Her life seems much happier than when she was with him.

He wanted her to be happy, more than anyone else.

And she is really happy now. The only thing he can do is to add to the cake. The best blessing for her is not to disturb her any more.

He sat on the roof of the bridal chamber, lost his soul, just like a piece of colored paper, suddenly lost all the colors and became gray.