Chapter 316

People's mood changes with each age.

Many times when I recall the past, I always find that I have done a lot of things that people regret.

Every time he su'e thought of leaving the book at the foot of her 8-year-old child and hurting him with cold and sharp words, her heart began to ache. A kind of emotion called regret was breeding and fermenting in her heart, day after day.

Fifteen years ago, the scene when she stabbed jingboyuan with a knife was also her eternal pain.

The number on the LED dot matrix screen of the elevator keeps falling.

When the number jumps to "1"——

"I'm sorry." He su'e said, "I'm really sorry."

For the first time, she apologized to her son.

Jingboyuan put one hand in his trouser pocket, the other hand was hanging on the side of his leg, and his well-defined finger was holding the car key.

Smell speech, his expression did not change a bit, wait for the elevator door to open, straight out of the elevator, toward the parking lot, walking calmly and steadily.

He su'e stared at his generous and mature figure for a moment, then raised her feet to follow him.

More than 30 minutes later.

White Land Rover stops outside the gate of the he family villa.

He su'e unfastened her seat belt and turned to invite jingboyuan, "it's hot. Go in and have a cup of tea and go back."

Jingbo Yuan Yu Guang looked over, tone is very light, "help me with a good grandmother."

I didn't plan to enter he's house.

He su'e said with a smile, "drive safely."

Standing beside the gate, he su'e was slightly absent-minded as she watched the white Land Rover drive away.

Nowadays, this successful man in the business world can no longer be associated with the little boy who looked at her with a pair of pure longing eyes.

He is no longer the little boy who recites the whole collection of Shakespeare in order to get her green eyes.

He su'e later heard that in order to recite the English version of the book, jingboyuan only slept four or five hours a day for half a year. It was not easy for an eight year old child. It was hard for her to imagine what kind of strength supported him for half a year.

Just to make her like him?

But as a result, she mercilessly hurt his sincere heart.

"Auntie? What are you doing here? " A sapphire blue Lamborghini slowly stopped in front of he su'e, and the window came down, revealing he Jifan's beautiful face.

"I just met Boyuan's car. He sent you back?"

He su'e revived and moved her sour eyes. She laughed at he Jifan and asked, "how can you come back at this point?"

"Something's falling. Come and get it." He Jifan said, took out a cigarette box from his trouser pocket, knocked it lightly in the palm of his hand, took out one and put it into his mouth, then took out a lighter to light it.

They went into the villa together.

In the living room, a child of seven or eight months old was playing on the baby climbing mat, with all kinds of dolls scattered nearby.

"Stop smoking in front of children." Old Mrs. he looked after the child and saw that he Jifan came in with a cigarette in her hand. She scolded him unhappily.

He Jifan twists out the remaining smoke in the ashtray, squats down, scratches the child's chin, teases him twice, and gets up to go upstairs.

"Have you met the new child of a yuan's family?" Old Mrs. he asked her.

He su'e put her bag on the sofa and sat down wearily. "Well, the three little guys are lovely."

"Xiao'e..." old lady he suddenly began to speak seriously. He su'e frowned coldly and knew what the old lady wanted to say.

Sure enough, Mrs. he said, "you're in your fifties. Mom shouldn't interfere in your business any more. But it's not a matter for you to live alone all the time. After so many years, if you can forget something, just forget it. Ah Zong of Lao Jing's family has been waiting for you. Do you want to try to accept him again?"

He su'e didn't answer.

Old lady he opened her mouth and wanted to persuade her again. There was a sound of footsteps upstairs.

He Jifan, holding a folder in his hand, came to touch his son's small face and said to the two elders, "grandma, aunt, I have something to go first."

Old lady he: "go, go."

He su'e: "drive carefully."

When he Ji took her to the door, Mrs. he continued her previous topic: "besides, don't you want to be close to your three little grandchildren? When people get old, they always envy other people's children. Before you get there, you'll understand what I'm saying in a few years. "

He su'e bent down to pick up the child who was crawling on the mat. Her soft little body exuded a faint smell of milk and sweat.

"Although ah Zong is wrong, he has nothing to say to you. If you were to follow Su Muchen in those years, you might not be happy now, maybe worse than now. That young man is very strong, sensitive and fragile. There is something that my mother never told you..."

He su'e looked up.

Mrs. he continued: "when your father was in love with you, he wanted to help you and Su Muchen, but he didn't want you to marry such a poor family. So he secretly asked Su Muchen to come out and put forward two requirements to him. One is that your father bought you a villa as a wedding house. After you get married, you will live in the villa. Your father will help you with the servants, cooks, drivers, etc The gardeners are all equipped. "

"Second, your father asked Su Muchen to join the company and asked him to climb to the leadership level with his personal skills within three years."

She never knew that her father had done this for her.

"Who knows, Su Mu Chen refused without even thinking about it. He even flew into a rage and said that your father was deliberately humiliating him. He also said that if you really marry him, you should accept everything from him and follow him to suffer. If you can't even suffer, you should talk about loving him."

He su'e's heart moved slightly. It was like a pool of stagnant water that had been silent for a long time. She was thrown into a small stone and waved a circle of shallow waves.

When Mrs. he said this, her voice became a little blunt. "Because of these words, your father completely gave up the idea of completing you, put aside the family benefits that marriage can bring. The purpose of marriage is to make the two sides of the union live a happier life, rather than one side dragging the other side into the dungeon. You are the princess that your father and I grew up holding in the palm of our hands. The road of life is sunny and open, Why do you walk well on the smooth road, but you have to be dragged down the muddy ditch by another person in the name of "love"

"Does he love you? If he really loves you, he should love you and try his best to create an environment suitable for your life instead of blindly asking you to accommodate his world. Instead of loving you, he should love himself more. He is afraid that others will say that he is superior to a woman, and that he is afraid that others will say that he is just a white face. In the final analysis, it is still a matter of face. "

If he su'e is allowed to be 30 years younger, she will definitely declare war on her parents: "I will marry him. I am not afraid of hardship. As long as I can be with him, I am not afraid of any hardship."

But at this time, he su'e is over the age of youth. Looking back, there are many problems between her and Su Mu Chen. Even if they were united in those years, the happiness and sweetness brought by love will not last long.

What I didn't understand in those days is now understood.

"When I tell you this, I hope you can understand that ah Zong is the most suitable man for you. He has been accommodating you and catering to your life for so many years, and has never asked you to accommodate his world. You don't eat fish, he follows you and doesn't eat fish. You like mushrooms, but he doesn't like mushrooms, but he eats with you. These are small things, but some emotions, It's often reflected in small things. "

After Mrs. he finished talking, he su'e put the little guy in her arms back on the climbing mat.

Raised her eyelids and looked at her mother faintly, she asked: "Mom, how much benefit did you take him? Say good things for him. "

He Laofu's face flashed the embarrassment of being exposed, and he immediately became upright. "You child, I'm doing it for you. I also hope you can have a happy family in your old age. Do you want to die alone?"

"I remember what you said. I'm a little tired. I'll go back to my room and have a rest first."

After entering the room, he su'e brought her back to the door and threw herself on the big bed.

Close your eyes, countless pictures flash in front of you, and finally freeze in a pair of deep and complex black pupil.

Jingzong always looks at her like this.

The eyes grew ferocious and scarlet.

He su'e suddenly opened her eyes.

Last night in the car scene came to mind, after the beginning of pain, gradually have a wonderful feeling.

It's hard to imagine that they are all nearly 60 years old, and they can still enjoy themselves physically.

Jing Zong said she didn't mind that she had slept with Su Muchen, but

He su'e closed her eyes again. She didn't mind.

Since she woke up from a strange bed in the hotel 15 years ago, she has never thought of staying with Jingzong.

She knows what old lady he said.

Jingzong is good to her. The better she gets, the more she feels that she doesn't deserve his kindness.

She once betrayed him, came back pregnant with other people's children, and even wanted to divorce him, take the children to live with others, such a woman, where is it worth a man to treat from one end?

sundowners.

Jing Boyuan drives back to the hospital. When he meets a red light, he stops and waits. He takes out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket and dials Jingzong's number.

When he got through, he went straight to the subject: "she doesn't look very well. Maybe she's not feeling well."

Jingzong immediately understood who jingboyuan said she was.

"And where is she now?"

"I just sent her back to my mother-in-law's house."

"I see. You have a conscience. Thank you."

After he hung up the phone, Jing Boyuan threw his mobile phone into the storage compartment and stared at the changing red numbers on the dot matrix screen for a moment.

He recalled that fifteen years ago.

He su'e's heart is not in this home. Jing Boyuan knew it when he was a child. He thought that the worst result would be like this. His family was strangers.

Until he was 20 years old.

One night, he accidentally bumped into his parents' quarrel. From the content of their quarrel, he learned that his mother, who had always been aloof and aloof, had a private meeting with other men and came back with a child. He was quarreling with his father to divorce him and go to compete with another man.

The young man, who had just turned 20, was young and full of shame. Without a word, he took someone to beat Su Muchen.

When he su'e knew about it, she went crazy to ask him. At that time, Jing Zong was also there. During the argument, he su'e somehow rolled down the stairs and lost her child.

At that time, the situation was chaotic. No one could see how she fell down. Jing Zong took the matter in his head, but he su'e insisted that Jing Boyuan pushed her deliberately.

On the day he su'e's child was exiled, Su Mu Chen committed suicide.

He su'e almost collapsed. She was in a state of madness. She kept saying that jingboyuan had killed her child and Su Muchen. Finally one day, she stabbed jingboyuan with a sharp knife.

"Jingboyuan! Damn you! Why don't you die! Why didn't you die! I shouldn't have given birth to you in the first place! "

"Jingboyuan! One day I'll let you taste what it's like to lose someone you love! "

The cold and heartless roar, like the devil's curse, reverberates over the villa for a long time.

Didi Didi——

Behind the rapid whistle, pull back jingboyuan thoughts.

Jingboyuan started the car and drove smoothly on the clean and tidy roads in the capital.

That day, he dodged the sharp blade of he su'e, her voice attracted other people in the villa, she was controlled back to the room, jingboyuan stood in the same place, looking at the knife that fell on the ground, can not say what mood.

He drove away from the villa, chose a direction at will, and drove all the time.

It was also that night that his car was stopped by Zhou Qiaoqiao, who was holding the seriously ill Ye Qingxin. Zhou Qiaoqiao's craziness in holding the child collided with jingboyuan's cold heart and let him know that not all mothers in the world were as cold and heartless as he su'e.

Back in the ward, it's five o'clock.

The three old men have already left each other. Ye Qingxin is feeding Chaochao Za milk. Ye Qingxin has no milk, and the little guy is working very hard.

Hearing the sound of opening the door and looking up to see jingboyuan come in, ye Qingxin said in a soft voice: "come back, mom, are you ok?"

"Nothing." Jingboyuan backhand with the door, casually back to the road.

"You're back just in time. I'd like to see a small country later."

Jing Boyuan said nothing and sat down by the bed.

He fixed his deep eyes on Ye Qingxin's gentle and white face.

If he had not fallen out with he su'e in those years, he would not have gone to T city and saved Ye Qingxin.

That night, ye Qingxin was in critical condition. The doctor said that if she was a little later, the little girl's life would be in danger.

If he hadn't saved her, now, there might be no such person in the world.

Jing Boyuan reaches out to hold Ye Qingxin's hand. Her strength is a little strong. Ye Qingxin is in pain. She looks up at him. Her heart beats a little faster when she looks at his deep and sticky eyes.

"What are you looking at me for?"

Jing Boyuan wrapped Ye Qingxin's little hands in his palms and sent them to his lips for a kiss. Then he held them like this, saying nothing.

Ye Qingxin can feel that his actions reveal some meaning, but can't figure out what's going on.

This man is silent and reserved in emotion and emotion. Many times, ye Qingxin can detect some changes in his heart, but can't figure out what he is thinking.

Know asked him also won't say what, leaf heart simply don't ask, two people so speechless opposite.

Three servants and three old people go to dinner in turn.

It's almost six o'clock.

Aunt Zhang sent the chef Lu to make a mooncake for ye Qingxin. She made a lot of it, but ye Qingxin couldn't finish it. Jingboyuan took the rest of it as dinner.

"Don't you think it's tasteless?" Ye Qingxin saw that jingboyuan ate slowly, but with relish. He couldn't help asking.

The puerpera who has just given birth to a baby should not eat food with heavy taste. Ye Qingxin eats it without any seasoning, and at most puts a little salt the size of sesame. Ye Qingxin has just given birth to a baby with a light mouth and doesn't feel anything when eating it. Ordinary people should not be able to eat it.

"Very good." Jing Boyuan calmly replied.

After dinner, ye Qingxin went to Ye Qingguo's ward.

Ye Qingguo's whole body was hurt, and he was in pain and crying.

Ye Qingxin distressed, but there is no way, the wound can only wait for it to heal slowly.

When the phone rings, she picks up the mobile phone on the coffee table and looks at the caller ID. she turns her head and looks at Ye Qingxin. She walks out of the ward to answer the call.

Ye Qingxin comforts Ye Qingguo for a while, gets up to leave, goes to the door and opens the door. The voice of xuzuhuan comes from the side not far away.

"I don't agree... I know that the promotion of movies is very important. If it's normal, I don't exclude using small countries to promote movies, but this time I can't. I don't want to use his pain as a bridge to expand the popularity of Sheng Sheng. I hope you can understand... When small countries are better, I can consider holding a fan meeting for him to let more people know that he likes him, But not to use his tragic experience to create topics, win sympathy and attention... In this way, hang up, I still have something to do. "

The protagonist of Sheng Sheng is a mentally retarded person, which is quite controversial and topical. If ye Qingguo is kidnapped and abused again, it will really create a hot spot.

In a short period of time, it can bring more attention to Ye Qingguo and Sheng Sheng, which is directly related to the box office revenue. However, as time goes on, when people's little sympathy is exhausted, there will be endless negative comments to welcome Ye Qingguo.

Everything has two sides.

Ye Qingxin quietly closes the door.

He took jingboyuan's arm and stepped back two steps.

Xu Jinhuan opens the door and comes in. What he sees is the scene of Ye Qingxin walking towards the door with jingboyuan in her arms, ready to leave.