Chapter 14：CHAPTER 14: AFRAID TO LOSE

Jenson was hiding outside of her house watching Henna secretly. After they had sex, he was not his own self after that. After they made love that night seeing the blood spot from her bedsheet, he was confused and absent minded. He kept on busy with his business so that he will not think about Henna and that night they had sex.

He tried not to visits her for weeks. Now he decided to sneak a peek on her. She was smiling and waving to that man carrying with a kid. He seems not the father because they were not even having the similarity of the child.

His heart was troubled and jealous. The way the man looked at Henna was something else. He watched Henna as she stepped towards her house. She has a beautiful face and body no one could not resist her charm.

He wanted to go to her but he control. He was still confusing there are what ifs inside his heart. He does not know what to do. He turned on the engine as went straight to his home.

He called Ocean when he reached home. "Bro, are you busy?"

"No, what's up?" Ocean asked on the other line. He thinks that there is something wrong with Jenson. It was rare for him to call if he was not troubled.

"Can you come to my house now?" he requested. "If it is okay with Rhianna but if not that's alright."

"Oka bro no problem I will be there in no time."

Jenson put down the phone and waited for Ocean. He could not call to Henley because he was so far from the S City and it might cause more problems if he knew about them, his twin sister Henna.

Ocean arrived just not long ago. He saw Jenson in his living room with some beers on the center table. He knew he has the problems the way his aura seen.

"Hey, what's going on with you lately? You are not the Jenson I know years ago. What happen man?" he asked as he grabbed the bottle on the table. He asked permission to Rhianna before he came to Jenson that he might not go home tonight. Rhianna said yes since it was weekend.

Jenson drinks the bottle of beer in his hand before he opened up with Ocean. "Bro, I am so confused. I do not know what to do." He drinks again.

"Is it woman?" Ocean asked.

Jenson nodded. "I was hiding from her for almost two weeks. She is special and I am so afraid what if I hurt her. What if…" He cut his word afraid to say it.

"This is the first time I saw you like this to a woman bro.," he said. "Then what is really your problem with her?"

"I am afraid that… I am not ready to settle down also afraid… to lose her again. I am so confused bro." Jenson drinks again without knowing it was been his fourth bottles.

Ocean patted his shoulder. "Bro, I know that feeling when I lose Rhianna. I told myself that if she will come back to me I will make sure that I will not let her go no matter what." He shared his thoughts to Jenson. "Even now, we are married we still adjusting with our marriage life. We are not perfect bro, we still have fights but we make sure we settled it face to face together. We should respect our thoughts and opinions. However, to you if you think that woman is really the one why not give her more time, think about it but not hide from her just because you are afraid of something."

"Even if we do not have level with each other I mean we do not have relationship to call on." Jenson confessed.

Jenson's eyes widen when Ocean asked. "Why did you say it was Henna?"

Ocean burst out laughing. "Of course, I know that you have feelings with Henna." He said. "I am not blind since we were younger. I know there is something going on with the two of you but I kept it by myself."

"Does Henley know about us?" he asked.

"Well, I think he does not know because if he knew you are since then you are not his friend anymore."

Jenson opened again with another bottle. "What should I do bro? I do not want to lose our friendship too if I pursue Henna."

"Bro, if you are sincere with your feelings to Henna then she is too with you. You should fight for it no matter what obstacles coming in your relationship. If Henley will against it then prove to him, Henna is not like any other women in your life. That you are not hooking up for her then I got your back but if she is one of your past time bro, I will you now cut it off. Henna is like a sister to me and I watched her grow."