Allen's pov

What should I do now? Should I have left him? Was it better if we had never met?

' how long was I sleeping?' I asked and Rock who looked troubled to answer. ' its almost been 10 months' he said and I was shocked.

' 10 months?' I repeated startled, but it only felt like 5 minutes in my dream.

' what about father and Kavin?' I asked, ' Do they know about my condition?'

' Your father doesn't, Alpha transferred him oversees and has made another person imitate you while you were asleep'….' Oh' I said.

' Kavin knows and he visits you once a month and something good has happened to him' he smiled.

' what?' I asked curiously rubbing away my tears.

' he will let you know once we go back' he said. ' We are going back?' I asked hopefully.

' yes in a week' he replied.

' How is Callen ?' I asked.

' Callen was with his mother because the pack is not a suitable place for him to grow, but they are back now' he replied.

' What about Blake's parents?' I said.

' his parents are looking after the pack now and they are doing fine' he replied

' Thank you Rock for always being there for him' I said, it was my duty as his mate to support him but I have failed many times.

' No Luna, it is only you, you are the only one who can save him now' he said bowing. ' what do you mean' I asked.

' you are the only one who can make him go back to the way he was' he said.

' I don't think so Rock, can't you see my condition' I said pulling the chain which had wrapped itself around my leg.

' he will still listen to you Luna' he said

' I will try my best Rock, thank you for listening to my childish tantrums' I laughed and he smiled.

I hope Blake .....

The maids changed me into my nightgown, the night was too long and I couldn't sleep. The chain which tangled around my leg made me feel restless. I went towards the window, the cold wind making me shiver. There was a lake that disappeared around the edge of the trees.

' Are you trying to run away again?' A stern voice pierced through the silence. I looked back to see Blake. His demeanor calm as the hungry wolf.

' I am not leaving you' I said looking at him with warm eyes.

' what do I have to do for you to trust me' I asked moving towards him. He was wearing a white T-shirt matched with Black pants.

His eyes void of any emotion.

' I love you Blake, even if you chain me like this or threaten me, I will never leave you' I said placing my palm on his cheek.

The cold air suddenly changing its nature. ' Sleep with me' he said. ' If that's what you want sure' I said oblivious to the hidden intent he had inside.

' We can hold hands and sleep too' I said pulling him towards the bed. But his wrist pulled me back as I fell between his ripped shoulders.