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Imperial capital, Yan family.

After four years, I see you LAN again.

It's hard to say what kind of feeling comes out of my heart

Resentment? Hate? Strange? Responsibility?

Maybe, more or less.

Xia xiaonuan is not a virgin. She can't do good for bad, but she knows very well that she must have had to leave her mother behind when she was right and wrong.

At the thought of being sent to the orphanage, it's hard for her to smile at you LAN.

So indifference is her only way to use it as a weapon.

Even though she had tried to persuade herself not to blame her, she didn't want to laugh at her, let alone talk to her.

Beck the baby to come over, until tightly encircle the baby's shoulders, the feeling of peace of mind finally let her down to earth.

Feeling her mother's tension, Beibei gave her a strange look and asked, "Mom, who is this person?"

"She is..." Xia xiaowendun, looked up at Youlan, the tenderness in the woman's eyes shocked her, "it's your grandmother."

"We're not just..."

Not waiting for his son to finish, Xia xiaonuan shook his head, "baby, Beibei, call grandma."

Two babies come to you LAN. Xia xiaonuan looks at her reaction and has an illusion for a moment, "this woman is so loving."

"Grandma." The tender voice rang out in the room. You Lan squatted down and his eyes couldn't help moistening.

The two children tightly held in his arms, looked up at Xia xiaonuan, lips showed a long lost smile, "good, grandma love you."

"You..." The teacher didn't say two words, but the mother's address was always unable to say. It seems that these two words are too far away from her to find the right tone.

You Lan's face flashed lonely. She stood up and went to Xia xiaonuan, put her arms around her waist, put her head on her head, and whispered a word buried for more than 20 years, "mom loves you."

Xia xiaonuan body a Zheng, a stream of heat unconsciously along the cheek slip, choking, after all did not shout out that mother.

"I'll put the children in your place and be your company. When I'm finished, I'll pick them up." Then he bowed his head and touched the baby's head. "Well behaved, listen to grandma's words, mom will come to pick you up soon."

"Mother, don't worry, I will protect my sister and grandmother." Beibei has a small waist. If she has something to say, she is young and firm. This temperament is really like that man.

"OK, OK, mom loves you, Trojan horse, Trojan horse." Kissing two babies on the forehead, she wants to move to Z City, where there are too many enemies, it's inconvenient to take the baby.

Obediently listening, but Beibei's clear eyes always flicker.

He can see that his mother's mood is not very good, or that his mother's mood is getting worse and worse after seeing her grandmother.

He is a sensitive child. Although his mother didn't mention anything, he still guessed that there must be something wrong between his mother and grandmother.

Beibei hesitated for a long time, and finally raised her small face and asked, "Mom, can I ask you some questions?"

"Well?"

After a moment's hesitation, Xia xiaonuan knows that her baby's mind is delicate, and she doesn't want to hide too much. Sooner or later, her children will know, so she can let them know as soon as possible.

"What do you want to know?"

Hearing this, Beibei was silent for a while, and finally raised her head bravely: "Mom, I want to know everything, everything..."

Xia xiaonuan

All, all, when does that start?

She first met Xi Mucheng 20 years ago? She became Mrs. Xi six years ago? Or was she abandoned four years ago?

There are too many things to say, but it's impossible to say. Xia xiaonuan caresses her son's black hair, and the whole person is lost in meditation

Seeing his mother's hesitation, Beibei took the initiative to say: "if my mother is not ready to tell me, I can wait."

"Don't wait."

Then she raised her hand and touched her son's soft black hair: "anyway, I'll tell you sooner or later."

I'm afraid that I can't accept the old things without telling my children.

But since things have started from Xi Mu City, there is no need to cover up the truth with one lie after another.

Moreover, the son's mind is very mature, and she believes that he can understand all this.

Ready to hold the plate together, it's hard to open your mouth.

Kowtow to explain, faltering to tell, from her and Xi Mucheng license, to talk about their hidden marriage, and Xi Mucheng between all kinds of.

Don't want to let her son see all the darkness in the world, she picked up the key points, did not mention those sad details, but after listening to the son still coldly tilted his mouth.

"So the man that day was really our father?"

"Yes."

This sentence, always feel should not be said by themselves, but when she was surprised, the words had been spoken, yes, he is the father of the child, there is no doubt.After four years, it's really unnecessary to investigate the right and wrong of that year.

To be frank is to let her son know that she won't hide anything from him, but similarly, she wants her son to learn to understand, not to resent!

What's more, after all, the Xi family is connected with the baby. It's a constant relationship. Instead of making the child resent his origin, it's better for him to learn to be considerate.

Although, understanding these two words, she still can't do!

"It's the other aunts he falls in love with that we lose him, isn't it?"

"No, you didn't lose him. That's a problem between mom and him. He must love you."

Patiently explaining to her son, she gave another example: "you are still young, and you don't know how to feel. At the beginning, my mother took the initiative to leave, because my father loves others, and my mother wants him to be happy."

Then she gently touched her son's head: "we can't blame others because of these. We should learn to really love someone, just like a mother loves you. She doesn't ask for anything in return."

"If you really think so, why didn't you recognize him at the beginning?"

Xia xiaonuan

Nothing to say!

Because what her son said was right, and what's more, it seems that she really can't let go.

People are always like this. When persuading others, they are all right. When it's their turn, they can't cross the barrier.

She wants her son not to blame Xi Mucheng, but in fact she has been blaming him all the time. Although she has tried her best to keep herself calm, deep in her heart, the harm she suffered four years ago has always been there.

That's why she has been rejecting Xi Mucheng. That's why she has been asking him to arrange everything.

However, everything in the world has a fixed number, and the plan can never catch up with the change.

She had a headache because she couldn't let it go.