Li Xue stood down the shower as the lukewarm water streamed down her fair body. Her eyes remained shut as she remembered all things that happened moments before. Even though there was no one around, her cheeks were not leaving the blush of embarrassment that she was feeling from before.
Everything still felt so surreal. Like it was some wild exotic dream that she has dreamt after reading some extra romantic novel.
'Li Xue, how can you become such a m.o.a.ning mess before? If you have been like this now with just a simple half s.e.x.u.a.l encounter, then what will you become when the day of the big deed will come? Are you planning to run off the hills in fear?'
Li Xue murmured under her breath while her hands smoothly washed off all the soap lather from her body. With the close eyes, the only thing flashing in front of her eyes has been the memories of them being all over each other from some time earlier.
Biting her lower lips lightly, she shook her head, chiding herself internally again, 'Whom are you fooling? It's not Edward, who is the old book, Li Xue, rather it's you who has been using him to cover your inexperience. If he has been the old book then you are an ancient traditional book. Hmph! Earlier in front of the man, can't you pretend a little to be matured and experienced? Now the man has got all ideas about your level of lack of experience from life. Now if he teases you for that, only you are to be blamed.'
Her lips puffed out with some disappointment when suddenly she was snapped with her own familiar voice. Her eyes turned to look at her own guise standing in front of her in white innocent clothes.
"Hey, you better not blame me, girl. I am not to be blamed. I did enough for you. Because of me, the man got interested in you. If not innocence, then the Devil's devilishness would have never piqued looking at you. But in the end, you still chose to tease him using your naughty devilishness? You chose your choices yourself, so got the consequences in return. Better not blame me, the innocent angel inside you."
Li Xue was taken aback by the words of her own internal self. Was she getting betrayed by her own innocent soul?
"You …" She opened her mouth to let her innocent part of the soul know its place when suddenly another guise of her own appearance came to stand in front of her in all black clothes.
"Yeah, girl! You better not blame us. We are not to be blamed. Though I don't fully agree with your angelic guise, yeah, she said it right. You chose your choices and got the consequences accordingly. Now blame yourself, not us". The devilish guise of the woman said out, all haughtily blowing air over her nails, giving an expression of indignation to Li Xue's white angelic guise.
Li Xue could only get speechless at their remarks. What? Were they living her alone, shrugging the responsibilities of the situation? Whoa! Can she even expect anything more from them now? Neither her innocence nor her devilishness was to be blamed then what else trait remained in her that she could blame?
"Huh? See, this happens when you support the devilish ideas inside you, sweetheart. She didn't bother to stand by your side after the things overturned to your loss, rather abandoned you saying that she is not at fault. You better take good lessons this time or the other time too, you will be suffering from the same". Li Xue's form, dressed in all white affronted, shaking her head at the other dark form of the woman.
At those words, Li Xue was about to nod but from the corner of her eyes, she instantly saw her devilish-self grimacing, ready to pounce at the other one with the trident in her hands.
"You … Who are you blaming? Did I blame you? It's because of you that she is suffering that embarrassment now. If you have not forced her soul to be so innocent and chaste from the beginning of her life then, at least she would have done a little better on the hot and s.e.xy Shufen's l.a.p. Do you know what a big opportunity she has missed? That was no one else but the world's best cream of the crop, Feng Shufen. Women could get pregnant just by his sterling grey eyes and your innocent girl still has the status of one kid in her life".
"So, what are you asking her to do? Are you asking her to go and pounce on her husband becoming all desperate?" The angelic one retorted.
"Of course, what else? If she would have worked according to me then I have made sure to make her go pregnant every month?" The black-dressed Li Xue said, shrugging her shoulders off in obviousness making the real woman go all speechless at their words.
What were they thinking of her? What was she? A ball of yarn in between two cats. That look amusingly animated in front of her eyes but it was the truth. Inside her, the same was happening. She was not able to decide whom to blame for embarrassment. Her innocent self or devilishness.
"You two … could you guys even stop that now? I am feeling like you guys are not the benefactors inside me who are ready to help me out in difficult situations, rather the ones who will not think twice before selling me off to the Devil" Li Xue said, not believing how her inner soul has turned into like this.
"Who wants to sell the one who is already sold off?"
"The Devil already has you in his possession. We cannot sell you off now"
The two guises said one after the other and the woman could only open and close her mouth at their words. They are so mean to leave her like that.
Definitely, Mr Beelzebub is the one to be blamed! He has corrupted her from within, to an extent where even her inner-self has betrayed her to get on his side. Hmph!
Then again, could she even blame him? Nope, he has the charms to charm everyone around. None can remain unaffected by him. Her lips curled to give the sheepish smile of the teenage girl when realized her own thoughts. But then she paused. On the mention of the phrase 'charm everyone around', a name flashed in her memory from the morning.
Zhang Xiaotong! Who was she? Definitely not someone simple.