Chapter 590 - Might not be good enough for you.

Feng Shufen's eyes turned icily cold the more he stared at the laptop at the front. If one would have ever heard somewhere that one's gaze could break the things apart then seeing the laptop still working all well, they would have doubted their eyes. Because the way the man was sending his piercing glares towards the laptop was enough to break it into pieces.

Li Xue was also feeling herself getting stiffer and stiffer at every passing second. She was sitting beside the man but was leaning forward, more towards the laptop while Feng Shufen was sitting straight behind her with his arms crossed over his c.h.e.s.t. 

Though she has not seen the expression of the man for quite a good time now, she could still imagine it well in her head, feeling the drop of the temperature of the air around. Swallowing the nervousness again and again down her throat, she was searching for the video one after the other.

But every video she would open would turn out to become another p.o.r.nography of the perverted man. She just could not believe how much heavy taste the bundle of stink could carry. He was into recording his illicit personal time with different women on his laptop. Tsk … tsk, really the man was nothing better but a perverted pile of stinking garbage out from some aged trash bin.

Again, maximizing another video, Li Xue was about to move to the other one when suddenly she heard a cold voice of the man from the side. "That's enough! Dispose it off!"

"Huh?" She asked, turning slightly to the side to look behind at the man.

"I said, it has been enough. Dispose it off in the trash bin now" The man repeated his words in a much more severe tone from before. His eyes, all dark and cold.

Li Xue would have almost run off the hill looking at him like that, but she could not bear to get separated from him anymore. Mustering all the strength and courage in herself, she said, "But there are still some videos left to be checked, Mr Beelzebub."

"They are just some trash, nothing useful. So, dispose of it off" The man commanded again. His voice unwavering while his attitude, cold and dreadful enough to chase all his enemies kilometres away from him.

Li Xue blinked before looking back at the laptop, "I know Mr Beelzebub. But I feel like among these videos there would definitely be the video that we are searching for. It's just that to get that one video, I would have to dive into all the other dirty stuff into his laptop. But what could we expect from him if not this? After all, he is just some antique perverted jerk who is not capable of anything better than this".

"…" Feng Shufen doesn't say anything in response to her words. He just kept staring at the laptop as if he was about to destroy it with just an evident intent in his eyes.

Li Xue didn't probe more words from him. Keeping her courage and strength in her tight hold, she simply said, "Let me check a few more. If not get something substantial, we would dispose it off". Saying that she was about to move her finger to check the other one, but before she could get to reach it, her hands were grabbed, pulling her back with a swift force, making her fall in the man's arms.

The woman's cheeks flushed red when saw the man up from this close. Nothing happened around yet she could not help but feel herself blush looking at the man. Her stomach tingled in response too, but she stayed still. "Shu – Shufen, what are you …"

"I said I don't want you to see all those things", He said, staring deeply at her. He could not understand how he could have so much patience for her but at the same time so much intolerance about the things and happening around her as well. Sometimes he, himself, could not understand the ways in which she could affect him.

Li Xue did not say anything for quite some time. She could see the restlessness in the depths of his gaze but has no idea what to say in response to it. So, ignoring everything for some time, she just stayed with him the way he wanted her to be.

After some time when moments passed by, she said, "But we still have few videos to check. And I want to find the one that is required for me". At her words, she could feel the tightening grip of the man around her but she decided to choose ignorance.

Finally giving in, to her demand the man said, "Okay, I will check the remaining ones then. Stay a little distant and let me check".

Li Xue obediently nodded, before pulling herself away from him and then handing him the laptop.

Feng Shufen's fingers moved smoothly over the keys. His jaws clenched as his eyes disinterestedly scanned the content one after the other. Li Xue just stared at him, doing the stuff his own way and smiled.

One thing she has become sure of today. No matter how much he disagrees with the things, if she would want him to do it, he would never force his disagreement onto her. Her arc of curve curled more when realized how lucky she was to get a man like that.

"Shufen, don't you feel like I am quite bothersome for you to always take care of," She asked suddenly, gazing at the man all tenderly. Feng Shufen's fingers moved for some more time before coming to a pause. Then lifting his gaze up from the laptop, he looked at the woman with some mixed thought.

Getting a little conscious thinking that she has asked something wrong, Li Xue explained quickly, "Like you always have to be so cautious and careful around me, thinking that I might get hurt and again lose hope and …"

"I never think so much about you. I am just being cautious for myself around you, thinking that I might not be that good enough for you. Enough worthy to have you on my side for my whole of eternity. So, all my efforts are dedicated in making myself perfect for you to stay with". The man completed, pausing the woman's explanation halfway.

Making himself perfect to stand by her side? Was she even that capable? Li Xue was speechless. She would never win against his honey lips. Those were just out of the comparison.