Chapter 862

Qin Ning is not Qin Pinglu's child. Han Junyu knew it when he gave her a blood test four years ago.

Originally, he wanted to hide this matter from her for a lifetime, but he didn't expect that Rongteng and rongning would find it and didn't give her a chance to breathe at all. She would be in pain when she learned the news by piercing her heart with a sharp blade.

For this fact, Han Junyu did not want to say more. After sitting down beside her, he gently rubbed his head.

Qin Ning habitually rubbed in the palm of his hand, but his white face was not bloody.

"Han Junyu."

"Well?"

"Han Junyu, I suddenly feel like a failure."

"What do you think now?" Han Junyu joked.

“……”

Qin Ning glanced at him, also want to let him comfort, but he a word is let her sad, biting pink lips, low head pick fingers.

Because she not only felt that she was a failure, but also that she was pathetic.

She did not come to this world in the expectation of her parents. From the moment she was born, she was abandoned by her parents and used as a tool.

In the process of growing up, no one was really good to her except her father.

But to her best father died, she was abandoned again, like a leaf floating in the air, will fall to the ground at any time. Trampled, drenched by wind and rain, frightened by thunder and lightning, and finally turned into a broken loess.

She once thought that the man around her would be the dependence she would never lose, but it was not.

Four years after she disappeared, he forgot her, and another woman approached him and occupied him.

The more I think about it, the more uncomfortable I feel. Her red eyes are flooded with tears, just like her heart has been swallowed by sadness.

Han Junyu didn't know what she was thinking. He pinched his finger red and didn't stop. He quickly grasped her hand and clasped her fingers.

"Stupid girl, what are you thinking about

Little girl's mind, he can not guess, all sometimes very distressed.

"I didn't think about anything, but suddenly realized that I can't rely on anyone in this world."

She had no way to go except that she could not abandon herself.

Han Junyu's first thought is to retort that he will accompany her.

But thinking of her soft nature, he held back and nodded in agreement with her.

"In the world, you can only rely on yourself, your life and death, your examination and study, your love and preferences, these are your own things.

Ning Ning, I can do anything with you, even death.

But after all, I'm not you. "

It's not that I don't love you.

It's because I love you very much, and I hope you can stand on your own, protect and love yourself.

It's a cruel thing to rely on yourself.

Even when some women hear these words, they will feel that men are shirking their responsibilities.

They are both married. Don't they just help each other and take care of each other?

Yes, after marriage, they should take care of each other, but they are still independent.

Everyone has his own independent personality. Han Junyu can help her when she is in trouble, but she has to go on her own.

Just like this time, Qin Ning experienced some unpleasant things. He can comfort her, but he can't take her place to cross the barrier in her own heart.

Qin Ning looked at him in amazement, and didn't come back for a long time.

Han Junyu raised an eyebrow at her and began to smile at her.

"Don't you always emphasize to me that when you grow up, you can face things independently? Stupid girl, that's not just saying. "

Qin Ning pursed her lips and nodded after a long time.

"You're right. I'm sorry for myself."

"Growing up is not to say that it's easy to grow up in some places, but the growth of your way of thinking, which will break your previous understanding.

Destroy the former three outlooks, you can set up a new three outlooks.

It can be painful or even not used to. But this is a fact you have to accept, unless you want to hide in a swamp, don't come out, wait for the mud in the swamp to submerge you all

Qin Ning's heart was very uncomfortable. He taught him such a lesson and reflected on his words. Suddenly, there was no pain in his heart.

As she grew up, it was not so complicated whether Qin Pinglu was her father or not.

As long as she recognizes him, he will always be her father.

Blood relationship is not something she can control, and who will give birth to her, whether they love her or not, is not something she can control.

Then why should she be tortured by those uncontrollable factors?

So she blames him for forgetting her in the past four years, because she can't change the past, not to mention that he will lose his memory and wants to find her.

Fortunately, he's OK. If she's alive, he'll have an accident. Who will she cry for?The more she thought about it, the more stupid she felt.

She heaved her cheek and glanced at him, "Mr. Han, you are really a good teacher."

Listen to her sarcastic tone, Han Junyu plate Jun face, suddenly a turn around, put her against tatami, look down at her.

"After listening to Mr. Han's class, I have to charge tuition."

Qin Ning was startled by his actions and glared at him angrily. "It's not what I asked you to say. Why should I charge you?"

"I don't care, I said, there will be tuition."

Han Junyu lowered his head, close to the corner of her lip, and pecked it gently.

Looking at her bulging cheeks, he gave a low smile and her thin lips fell on her eyebrows.

"Ning Ning, tell you a secret."

"Well?"

What's Han Junyu's secret? Qin Ning blinked his big eyes in confusion, very curious.

"The moon is very bright today."

“……”

Qin Ning looked up at the moonlight half hidden by the dark clouds in the sky, and his mouth drew.

Is that his secret?!

"I'm generous to share half of the moonlight I see with you."

"Han Junyu, you tease me again."

Do you want him to share the moonlight with her?

She can have as many as she wants.

"Who just cried, the tears are blocking the eyes? I'll give you half of my moonlight. You should know how to cherish it. " Han Junyu's tone is half true and half false, with laziness.

Qin Ning wanted to fight back, but looking up at the moonlight climbing out of the dark clouds, the sky turned bright.

She then realized Han Junyu's kindness. He didn't want to mention the things that made her sad, because those things that made her sad would attract her. Naturally, he was not in the mood to observe whether the moonlight was bright today.

Looking at the man's side face, said not moved is false.

This is her man, always know how to poke the weakest place in her heart, and can give her the best way to heal as if nothing happened.

"Han Junyu, I also have a secret." Her arm was on his shoulder.

"What is it?"

Han Junyu looks at her and waits for her.

"It's a secret. How can you tell it at will, huh?" “……”