9 Undecided

"Stupid Qiao! Stupid! Stupid!" Mo Lihua mumbled furiously as she continued to hit the bed using a pillow. She is using the bed as a replacement for Yu Qiao's face.

She just finished the call with Yu Qiao which she greatly regretted doing so in the first place.

It just gives her too much emotional pain by just speaking to him earlier. Though it is somehow her fault as she really did taunt him after he asked if she is still a virgin.

Bad move on her part because instead of becoming angry, Yu Qiao gave her advise instead like it is not a big deal!

'You really don't care at all! I want you to get angry! Be angry like you care that I had sex with someone else!' Mo Lihua thoughts silently, her eyes blurred as the tears run down from her eyes. She feels like being suffocated, her heart squeezing painfully whenever she remembers his reaction.

Mo Lihua is tired, so exhausted dealing with Yu Qiao and with everything else. She now lay on the bed, wearing her sleeping clothes and silently allowed the tears from her eyes to fall.

"Would he like me if I remove my disguise?" she whispered, then snorted with the idea.

"Why won't you get angry or jealous, at least once… Please…" Mo Lihua whispered as hugged the pillow tightly, using it to cover her face to suppress her sob. "He really does not care…" she mumbled painfully.

It is stupid to even hope because if Yu Qiao feels any romantic feelings for her, he would at least show hostility with the idea of her having a boyfriend.

For Mo Lihua, him bugging her is just normal since Yu Qiao is a very impatient person. He will not stop until the goal is achieved. Right now, she is sure that his goal is to meet her so-called boyfriend.

"Why so-called? Why not just a true boyfriend?" Mo Lihua suddenly asked herself.

Mo Lihua is feeling rebellious. 'So what if he does not care? There are a lot of guys out there. So much to choose from! I won't bother anymore with Brother Qiao!' She thought to herself.

"If he does not want me, then I will just look for someone who does!" She uttered with conviction.

Choosing to put a stop on her one-sided love, Mo Lihua will look for a replacement! A real boyfriend! Not temporary and someone who will stay regardless of what she looks like!

"Right! I will look for someone who does not measure boobies first." Mo Lihua exclaimed in annoyance, cupping her breasts with both hands through her shirt.

"I am sorry dears because Zang Fei owns larger melons than you guys. Brother Qiao probably does not like apples.Let's just look for someone who does." She whispered as she looked down at her breast's with sadness, though trying hard to cheer-up.

Releasing a deep breath, Mo Lihua sat at the edge of the bed then patted her cheeks with both hands. "You can do this." She encouraged herself.

She then stood to go towards the bathroom, despite not wearing any glasses.

She normally has spare glasses at her drawers in different sizes. She grabbed and wore a smaller pair of glasses before taking out a bunch of makeup from her.

Mo Lihua honestly does not know what to place on her face. She needs to hide her appearance, but she also wants a real boyfriend. So what? Is she going to fool another person?

After a while, Mo Lihua is still undecided. She started feeling frustrated, and it gets worse every minute that passed by.

"Ah!" Then Mo Lihua suddenly threw her makeups on the mirror, with both hands in anger. She wants to stop disguising, stop fooling people! How?! Until when?! Can't she even look for a real boyfriend?!

Mo Lihua covered her mouth to avoid the noise of her crying to come out. In all honesty, she wants to scream until she cannot anymore.

"Young Miss! What happened here?!" Rita is already in the room to give Mo Lihua warm milk. The maid is just waiting for her Young Miss to finish using the bathroom when she heard the scream.