Looking at suyafen with her back to her crying body shaking, Sukexin thinks of her kindness to herself when she was a child.
Because she is a single parent family, Su Kexin remembers that when she was a child, her family was very poor and even couldn't pay her tuition. Mother at the same time to do two or three jobs, desperately to earn money to support themselves.
In her impression, her mother never mistreated herself in material life. There are other children. No matter how hard their mother works, she will buy them for herself. She has never been looked down upon by others.
Thinking of these, although Su Kexin feels very sad that she has kept her secret for so many years, she has no way to blame her. Even if she is not suyafen's daughter, she did her best to give her best.
Even, in this way, she would like to thank Su Yafen even more for taking good care of herself and treating herself as if she were her own. If not, I don't know where I will be now, will I meet Gu Chi, and will I have my life and life now?
"Mom," holding back her sadness, Su Kexin wiped her tears and gently pulled Su Yafen's body, "can you tell me who your own daughter is?" Now the most important thing is to find suyafen's daughter and let her have an operation as soon as possible.
But Su Yafen just cried all the time, "Kexin, sorry, mom... No... mom doesn't..." Su Yafen said incoherently what Su Kexin didn't understand.
Seeing Su Yafen so sad, Su Kexin thought it was her daughter who passed away. Maybe her daughter died when she was just born, so she took herself as her daughter.
"Is your daughter dead?" Su Kexin thinks his guess is reasonable, so he asks tentatively.
Su Yafen cried and shook his head. He kept whispering: "no... no... I didn't..."
Don't understand Su Yafen said "no" in the end is what meaning, Su Kexin anxiously said to her: "Mom, recently the doctor found out that you have leukemia, want to find someone to donate bone marrow to you, can you tell me where your own daughter is?"
Seeing Su Yafen's reaction, Su Kexin thinks that her daughter should not have passed away, but why does Su Yafen refuse to say?
Hearing that he had leukemia, Su Yafen looked at Su Kexin in shock, "how can this be possible? I... how can I have leukemia? "
"Some time ago, the hospital called me and said that if you have leukemia, you should find someone who matches your bone marrow to do surgery for you." Su Kexin took her hand and explained to her, "I just thought I was your daughter. Maybe I could donate bone marrow to you, so I went to have an examination. I didn't expect that..."
At this point, Su Kexin's voice control do not know choked, a bit can not go on feeling.
Forced to hold back his tears, Su Kexin continued: "the reason why I didn't tell you before is that I'm afraid you feel sad and the body can't bear it any more. Now only your own daughter can match your bone marrow. Can you tell me where she is? "
Unexpectedly, after hearing Su Kexin's words, Su Yafen cried even more. She shook her head and said, "Mom can't... can't..."
Sukexin see suyafen or refused to say, in the heart is very anxious, "Mom, now only your child can save your life, you tell me where she is, I will go to her now."
Smell speech Su Ya Fen's head shake of more fierce, a grasp Su Ke Xin, excited of say: "can Xin, you can't go to her!"
"Why?" Hearing Su Yafen's words, Su Kexin is almost sure that her child must still be alive, and Su Yafen knows where she is.
But why didn't suyafen let herself go to her? Is there any secret? Maybe, otherwise, how could suyafen have abandoned her own child and brought her home?
But now Su Kexin does not have the heart to think about so many things, now the most important thing is to find the child.
"Don't ask, Kexin. Please don't ask." Su Yafen pulls Su Kexin to cry to say.
Su Kexin was more puzzled by Su Yafen's attitude. "Why, mom, if I don't go to her, what should I do with your illness? It's life-threatening. "
"Mom's gone. Mom's gone." Su Yafen cried and shook his head, "you don't have to worry about me, mom is like this."
"Ma!" Hear Su Yafen's words, Su Kexin's heart is extremely shocked, "how can you die? If you have something, what can I do? Even if I'm not your own daughter, but you raise me so much, in my heart, you are my mother. "
Hearing Su Kexin say so, Su Yafen hugged her and cried out: "Kexin, mom, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry..."
After patting Su Yafen on the back, Su Kexin choked and said, "it's OK, mom, you raised me so much. I appreciate that it's too late for you. Can you tell me where the child is? I can't live without you. "
Hearing Su Kexin's words, Su Yafen slowly pushed her away, wiped her tears and said: "Kexin, don't ask, I won't say. Mother's body is like this, can live a few days on a few days
"Mom, how can you think that?" Su Kexin was anxious, "what can't be said? I'm begging you, mom. Will you just tell me? "
But Su Yafen refused to let go, "Kexin, mom is tired, so don't ask. You go first. I want to have a rest
"Mom, you..." Su Kexin didn't give up and wanted to ask, but she saw that Su Yafen had turned around and lay down with her back.
Su Kexin walks around the bed to Su Yafen and tries to persuade her, but she sees that even with her eyes closed, Su Yafen's tears are still falling down the corner of her eyes and moistening the pillow corner.
This scene makes Su Kexin feel very painful. Maybe his mother really has some reasons that she can't tell her. She shouldn't ask her mother like this.
Think of here, Su Kexin took the paper towel, squatted down to help Su Yafen wipe tears, "OK, mom, I don't ask, you don't cry. If you have a good rest, I'll go first. "
Did not open their eyes, did not answer Su Kexin's words, Su Yafen so lying silent tears. Su Kexin has to stand up slowly and leave the ward step by step.
Lost on the way home, Su Kexin feels that his heart is full of mixed feelings, sad, lost, more questions and puzzles.