But she has no way to blame Cheng ruoer. It's her who created today's situation. It's right that Cheng ruoer is not close to her. After all, to her, she is just a nanny of the Cheng family.
Thinking of Cheng ruoer's refusal to look at himself, Su Yafen's tears are more fierce. Although she finally agreed to come to her home for dinner, she didn't know whether she would come back or not. Can I see her before I die?
She wants to see Cheng ruoer get married, have children and live happily, but it's obviously impossible.
"Mom, where have you been today? I can't find you anywhere. " Su Kexin asked Su Yafen tentatively, and there was no anxious look on her face.
Hearing Su Kexin's voice, Su Yafen quickly turned around and secretly wiped her tears. Then she turned back and said with a smile, "I didn't go anywhere. My mother just felt a little stuffy, so she went out for a turn."
Without exposing Su Yafen's lies, Su Kexin looked into her eyes and asked, "Mom, why did you cry just now?"
"Ah? No, "Su Yafen hurriedly lowered her head and rubbed her eyes," Mom just got sand in her eyes. She didn't cry. Really, what are you crying for? " Suyafen pulled out a smile. But in Su Kexin's eyes, the smile is far fetched.
Forced to bear the sour feeling in his heart, Su Kexin went to hold Su Yafen's hand, "Mom, can you tell me where your own daughter is? You can't delay your illness any longer, or you will be in danger. "
Seeing that Su Ke Xin was still holding on to this problem, Su Yafen could not help but get a little angry. He pulled aside his fingers and raised his voice. "I have said never to ask me this question again. I will not say that, I am not cured of this disease. I has the final say, I will do it without your care."
Looking at Su Yafen in front of her, Su Kexin's heart is full of grievances. She is so concerned about suyafen's body that she treats her as her own mother, but now she is angry with herself.
Today, at the door of Cheng's house, Cheng ruoer is so dismissive of her, but she can still smile gently. Isn't it natural, the difference is so big?
Finally, she couldn't help her jealousy. Su Kexin cried and said to Su Yafen, "Mom, you went to Cheng's today, right? Cheng ruoer is your own daughter?"
"What are you talking about?" Su Yafen is very frightened when she hears Su Kexin's words. She shouts to her, "I didn't go to the Cheng family. How could ruoer be my daughter? Don't guess!"
Seeing Su Yafen yelling at herself, but her eyes still dare not face her. Su Kexin is more sure that Cheng ruoer is Su Yafen's own daughter.
"Mom, don't hide it from me. I saw you and Cheng ruoer at the gate of Cheng's house today."
"Are you following me?" Suyafen finally looked at her, but her eyes were full of anger.
Hearing Su Yafen think of himself, Su Kexin's heart is even more sad, "I didn't, I just can't find you, too anxious, think of your mobile phone has a positioning system, so I found your location. When I got to Cheng's house, I saw you and Cheng ruoer talking. "
Hearing Su Kexin's explanation, Su Yafen's face finally eased a little. "I don't have anything else to do when I go to Cheng's house. I just think that I may not live long, so I want to be with ruo'er..." after a pause, Su Yafen continued, "and Cheng Luo is alone. I didn't tell you just now because I'm afraid you're worried. Don't think about it. "
Seeing that she had already exposed her lies, Su Yafen refused to tell her the truth. Su Kexin broke down and cried, "Mom, I asked Cheng ruoer this afternoon. He told me about Cheng ruoer's kidnapping when he was just born. How did you save Cheng ruoer? Why do you go to the Cheng family to be a nanny for her? "
"Did Cheng Luo tell you all these things?" Su Yafen also asked with tears in her eyes. Can't you hide what happened in those years?
"Well," Su Kexin nodded hard, came forward to hold Su Yafen again, "Mom, don't lie to me, what happened in those years? Cheng ruoer is your own daughter, isn't she
See in front of the tears of Su Kexin, Su Yafen feel his heart hard. Although Cheng ruoer is her own daughter, Su Kexin is also a child raised by herself. Seeing her crying now and asking herself the truth of what happened in those years, how could she be indifferent.
"Kexin, mom, mom doesn't know how to tell you. Mom is sorry for you..."
"Mom, just tell me what happened. Who am I? Are you going to keep it from me for the rest of your life? " See suyafen finally let go, Sukexin quickly asked.
Yes, looking at Su Kexin, Su Yafen is full of guilt. If it wasn't for her, Su Kexin must have been living a life of luxury, how could she have suffered so many years with her?
I'm sorry for the child. Do you really want to keep it from her? This is too unfair for Su Kexin.
"Kexin, it's all mom's fault. Mom has kept it from you for so many years. It's mom who's sorry for you!" After all, with Su Kexin has so many years of feelings, Su Yafen hugged Su Kexin and cried out, "Kexin, you must forgive your mother."
"Mom," Su Kexin hugged Su Yafen, "how can I blame you for raising me for so many years? Will you just tell me what happened in those days? "
"Well, mom won't hide it from you. Mom will tell you everything at the beginning." After wiping her tears, Su Yafen looks at Su Kexin in front of her with guilt in her eyes, and finally tells the truth of the matter.
It turned out that suyafen had just given birth to a baby, and because she had no money, she did the repair in her rented house.
One day when suyafen went out to take out the garbage, it seemed that she heard the cry of a child beside the garbage can. Following the sound, I found a baby not far away.
"Whose child is this? Why is it left outside?" Suyafen hurried to pick up the child.
It was a little cold in the morning. Suyafen saw that the child's hands and feet had been frozen red. Su Yafen, who just became a mother, was very distressed. She secretly scolded who was so immoral and threw her child on the side of the road!
Holding the child downstairs for a long time, suyafen did not wait for someone to look for the child. Asked about the residents around, did not see anyone throwing children. In desperation, suyafen can only take the child back to his home.