After breakfast, Cheng Luo rushed to work, and Cheng Kexin also went to the hospital.
Although she hasn't been in China in recent years, she has also asked Shiluo to hire someone to take care of suyafen. It's said that suyafen's body is getting worse year by year, and has not been waiting for a suitable bone marrow donor, so the operation has been delayed until now.
Thinking of this, Cheng Kexin feels guilty. For so many years, she has never come back to visit her mother. It's really unfilial.
But think of Gu Chi and Cheng ruoer, she really dare not come back. She was afraid that as soon as she came back to see them, the wound that was finally healed by time would crack again. She had no way and no courage to bear the pain again.
Before arriving at Su Yafen's ward, Cheng Kexin stood outside the door and didn't push the door in. Suddenly, a feeling of not daring to go in emerged from his heart. Maybe that's the fear of being near home.
The hospital, the ward, the room number, the seats outside the corridor... Everything in front of her is familiar. The pictures of her talking and laughing with Su Yafen seem to have happened yesterday. But in fact, they haven't seen each other for five years. What seems familiar to her is a kind of strangeness.
"Kowtow, kowtow." In the end, he didn't push the door directly as before. Cheng Kexin bent his fingers and tapped on the door of the ward.
"Come in, the door is unlocked."
Hearing the familiar but obviously aged voice, Cheng Kexin's eyes immediately became hot. He felt that his nose, throat and heart were blocked badly.
Although already know suyafen's condition is very serious, but push the door to see her that moment, Cheng Kexin or was surprised. Tears out of control, she just did the psychological construction in a moment on the collapse.
Tears drop on the ground, Cheng Kexin can't believe the force to cover his mouth, afraid that he will cry because of what he saw.
Is this man really his mother? How could she be like this!
Su Yafen was hanging a little bit at the moment. His hand with the needle was blue and blue, leaving almost only a layer of skin hanging on the bone, and it was covered with large and small, dense needle holes.
Looking up, Cheng Kexin couldn't see any meat in his eyes. He even saw the shape of the bone through the dry skin. It was real flesh and bone like firewood.
The whole cheek is sunken, and it's also full of frightening cyan. The cheekbones on both sides are high and protruding. Cheng Kexin finally meets Su Yafen's eyes.
The eyes that used to be clear and warm are now turbid, just like a sweet well has dried up, leaving only a pool of mud at the bottom of the well.
But such a pair of eyes lit up in the moment of seeing her, and she could even see the joy and missing clearly.
"Kexin? Are you back? I'm not dreaming
"Mom, I'm back, sorry... Wuwu..." hearing Su Yafen's extremely hoarse voice, Cheng Kexin finally rushed to the front of her hospital bed and cried.
She should have come to see her mother these years. Suyafen in her impression is still smiling at herself tenderly and lovingly. When did she become so haggard and absent-minded?
"It's really Kexin, it's really you back!" Su Yafen smiles and touches Cheng Kexin's hair, "don't cry, don't cry, look up and let mom have a look. Mom hasn't seen you for a long time."
Sobbing and raising her head, Cheng Kexin wants to smile at Su Yafen as she practiced at the door just now, but she can't do it. She can only let her tears flow all over her face.
"Well, well, don't cry." Su Yafen raises her hand to help Cheng Kexin wipe her tears, but the dry hand stings her skin and her heart, and the tears flow more fiercely.
Lower head lying beside suyafen, crying loudly, Cheng Kexin also don't know where he came from, so many tears, like a burst of flood in general out of control. Suyafen didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only caress her back with her hand
When she finally got tired of crying and her mood calmed down, she looked up at Su Yafen.
"Kexin, how have you been these years?" Suyafen asked softly, guilt in her eyes. But for her, how could Xin return to her life after so many years.
"I'm fine, and you?" Raise your hand to wipe the residual tears, Cheng Kexin asked the same question.
"I'm fine, too. Your brother has been looking for someone to take care of me all these years."
"Oh, I..." Cheng Kexin wants to say something, but he doesn't know what to say.
After the excitement and sadness of the meeting, Cheng Kexin finds that the strangeness and distance between her and Su Yafen is five years. The crying just now is more like a farewell to the past.
"Did Cheng Luo come back together this time?" Finally, suyafen took over and asked.
"Well." Cheng Kexin nodded, "you, how is your body now?"
She wanted to call her mother, but she felt a little embarrassed and distant when she thought that Cheng ruoer was su Yafen's own daughter and loved her more.
I didn't think of that just now. She can shout it out easily. But now she can't open her mouth and finally chooses to use honorific.
Noticed Cheng Kexin to oneself address change, Su Yafen felt very sad, but she also had no way to say anything.
She is not her mother indeed, and she has changed her life secretly. She does not blame herself for being very tolerant. How can she afford her "mother"?
"I'll just drag my body like this. It's a day if I can endure a day." Suyafen look calm said, these years she no longer have any hope.
Smell speech Cheng Kexin some anxious, suyafen face disease attitude how can so negative, so to her body will only be harmful.
"Hasn't Cheng ruoer come to see you these years? Have you done bone marrow matching? You need to operate as soon as possible. "Kwai!"
Hearing Cheng Kexin's words, Su Yafen's eyes obviously flashed loss, did not speak. See this in the heart of Cheng Kexin flashed an idea, won't it?
"Isn't Cheng ruoer willing to donate bone marrow to you?" She asked angrily, thinking that Cheng ruoer would not be so cruel to her own mother.
"No, it's not like that." Su Yafen waved her hand in a hurry, and her face was full of anxiety. "If she is busy and has no time, she doesn't want to. She is too busy. Don't misunderstand her."
Su Yafen so anxious explanation actually confirmed her guess, Cheng Kexin's corner of the mouth raised a sneer. Busy? Busy to have time to go out to sea, but no time to save his mother in danger!
Although has already seen, but Cheng ruoer's ruthlessness or once again refresh her understanding. She had never seen anyone who could be so indifferent to flesh and blood.
Looking at Su Yafen, who seems to be weak in front of her, Cheng Kexin frowns tightly. If the operation of bone marrow transplantation is delayed for such a long time, I'm afraid suyafen will not be able to survive.
But is she going to find Cheng ruoer? Think of that in order to achieve the goal, unscrupulous vicious woman, Cheng Kexin some hesitation.
Heart is extremely tangled, Cheng Kexin heard the mobile phone in the bag ring. Take out the phone to see the caller ID, Cheng Kexin's mouth into a straight line.