Chapter 468

Sitting on the chair in the hospital corridor, Cheng Kexin only feels exhausted. Yang Zuo's appearance reminds her of those past events again and starts to reconsider her relationship with Gu Chi.

Originally, she had made up her mind. Since Mengbao wanted her father so much, Gu Chi began to pursue herself again. Why should she care so much about the past? Let's give Mengbao a complete home.

But now she found that she still overestimated her tolerance. The past was like a thorn growing into the flesh. She could ignore it when she was normal. However, if there was a little stimulation, the pain of piercing into the flesh would come back and make people unbearable.

If she is really with Gu Chi again, can she completely forget those things and spend the rest of her life with Gu Chi? Cheng Kexin asked himself in his heart.

But the answer is not sure, she can't guarantee. Moreover, if the two of them are separated again, the harm to Mengbao will only be greater.

Take a deep breath, and then spit it out. Cheng Kexin feels that her head is in a mess. Now she really doesn't know what to do.

Forget it. Cheng Kexin shakes his head hard. If he doesn't understand, he doesn't want to think about it. No matter how tangled he is, he won't get any results. After all, it's their business. Let's find an opportunity to talk with Gu Chi and then make a decision.

Stand up toward the direction of the ward, Cheng Kexin want to see if Cheng ruoer wake up. As soon as she arrived at the door of the ward, she heard Cheng ruoer's voice coming out, as if she was talking to someone.

Curiously stops, Cheng Kexin sees Gu Chi standing in front of Cheng ruoer's bed with her back to her through the window, and Cheng ruoer is crying and apologizing to him.

"Gu Chi, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. It was my fault. Would you please forgive me once? I beg you, you must forgive me. I promise I will never do such a thing again. " Cheng ruoer reaches for Gu Chi's sleeve while crying.

He shakes Cheng ruoer away with disgust. Gu Chi says in a cold voice: "Cheng ruoer, I never thought that you contributed to my kidnapping. It's impossible for me to forgive you! If you hadn't been hurt, I would have sent you to prison. "

"No! Gu Chi, you can't do this to me. " Holding the edge of the bed with both hands, Cheng ruoer cried miserably, "I was wrong. I really know I was wrong. I did that on impulse, but I also did it for the Cheng family. I can't watch the Cheng family fall down like this."

"So you can watch me die!" Hearing Cheng ruoer's explanation, Gu Chi is even more angry, and his voice is obviously filled with hatred.

After knowing the truth of the matter, he felt like a fool who had been kept in the dark for so many years. After the accident that year, he always thought that he had killed Cheng ruoer. If he hadn't taken her to the countryside, how could his beloved girl have lost her life so young.

Guilt and despair make him unable to sleep all day. As soon as he closes his eyes, the scene of Cheng ruoer struggling and crying in the fire will come to his mind. He doesn't remember how many nights he held his head in tears and kept saying "I'm sorry". It's because he didn't use it. It's because he didn't protect his beloved. It's because of him that she was involved!

For two years, he had no way to free himself from this guilt. He had insomnia night after night. Sometimes he was too sleepy to fall asleep. But within half an hour, he would wake up, and his dream was full of cry of Cheng ruoer.

When he was so tortured that he could hardly live, he went to see a psychologist. After a year of physical therapy and psychotherapy, he let himself out of this pain, but Cheng ruoer is still a scar in his heart.

Even though he later met Su Kexin and fell in love with this kind and gentle girl, he still left a small corner in his heart for Cheng ruoer. He had no way to forget the girl he loved deeply and lost her life because of him.

When Cheng ruoer appeared in the cemetery, his first reaction was shocked. Later, after hearing her story of being rescued, he was happy and relieved. The stone that pressed on his heart finally broke into powder at that moment. After many years, it was the first time that he breathed so easily.

At that time, he had been deeply in love with Cheng Kexin. Even if Cheng ruoer was still alive, there was no possibility between them. But he never doubted what Cheng ruoer said and did. Although she was no longer the one he put in his heart, she still had a special place in his life.

Later, he and Su Kexin separated, he began to know Cheng ruoer's snake and scorpion means, began to hate her, hate her, but what he hated was only the bad Cheng ruoer, for their young period of love, from beginning to end, he did not regret.

It was a wonderful memory in his life. He had never been tarnished by Cheng ruoer's change of temperament. At least, they were sincere and happy at that time.

Now think about it again. Gu Chi just thinks that it's full of ridicule. What's good about it? What is simplicity? It turned out that he was just conceited. All this is just a trap. The love he cherished for so many years in his heart is just a stepping stone for her interests.

"I didn't mean to hurt you!" Hearing the hatred in Gu Chi's words, Cheng ruoer was even more flustered. "Gu Chi, I really didn't want to hurt you. I finally untied you. I didn't want your life. You believe me, I love you. How can I hurt you?"

"Do you think I'll believe what you said?" Coldly looking at Cheng ruoer, Gu Chi Si is not moved by her words.

"Gu Chi, would you like to think from my point of view? I really had no way back then. I just made such a big mistake on the spur of the moment. Please forgive me once. I will never do that again. " Cheng ruoer can't help crying.

"We grew up together. You can't do this to me. Gu Chi, we used to love each other so much, and we were so happy when we were together. Have you forgotten all this? "

"Stop it!" Hearing Cheng ruoer mention what happened in those years, Gu Chi gets angry in an instant. At that time, she was happy to mention her feelings with him! She just played him for a fool.

"Cheng ruoer, I used to like you. It's the most regretful and stupid thing I've ever done in my life! If I can go back to the past and choose, I will never know you! "

He stares at Cheng ruoer angrily and seriously. Gu Chi says it very clearly. He completely denies his childish feelings.