Chapter 234

That arrow was an arrow shot by Yin Zhili when Ji Xuan left with Jiang Li at last. He originally wanted to aim at Jiang Li, because as long as he killed Jiang Li, he could make Ji Hong miserable, but at about the last moment, there was a trace of reluctance, and he still aimed his bow and arrow at Ji Hong.

Twenty three years ago, the scene of Hongshan temple is repeating, the same lonely army in-depth, the same ambush. If there is any difference, Yu Hongye was dead when Ji Minghan went, and Jiang Li was still alive when Ji Heng went. Maybe it is because his beloved is still alive that he can support so long by virtue of a heart that wants to protect her.

Jiang Li couldn't care about anything. She was thin and weak. At the moment, she was burning with anxiety. Unexpectedly, she burst out huge energy and dragged Ji Hu into the cave. She also tied the horse to the stone in the cave and went to look for water and firewood in the dark. She had to make a fire and boil water to bandage Ji Hu's wound. She was not familiar with the jungle, but she still had some experience in the woods in Tongxiang, but it was not easy to find dead branches in the snow. Jiang Li walked a long way to find some. She carried the firewood and kettle, filled it with water, and ran back to the cave.

Fortunately, Ji Heng's horse armor bag also contained firecracker. Jiang Li found some medicinal powder from Ji Heng's body, which situ septemberprepared for him before he left. Jiang Li made a fire with a fire clasp and found a stone bowl to boil water. She took off her robe and spread it on the ground, letting Ji Heng lie on it. Ji Xuan's eyes were closed, unconscious, and Jiang Li's tears flowed in an instant.

She used to think that there was nothing that could defeat Ji Heng, because he was too strong, and naturally made people have an illusion that he would not be injured, bleeding, and even less timely. But in fact, Ji Heng is just an ordinary person. He is about the same age as Yin Zhili. When he is injured, he is also very vulnerable and may leave forever.

Jiang Li shook her hands and tried to calm herself down. She could only wash Ji Heng's sword according to the appearance of the doctors she had seen before, take off his armor, cut open the clothes bonded with flesh and blood with the sword, and saw the scars on his body.

Today, he ran in the arrow rain and blocked the arrow rain with a shield, but there were also some injuries to his body, including knife wounds, sword wounds, and black and blue wounds. His skin was actually very white, and his body was very beautiful, like a leopard full of strength. However, at the moment, these scars and fresh blood were like cracks on a porcelain white vase, which made people look at it and want to cry.

Jiang Li wants to pull out the arrow.

She held the handle of the arrow.

For a moment, I suddenly remembered what I heard from Renyao in the past. He said that he had divined for Ji Heng when he was 14 years old. The divination image said that now ten years later, Ji Heng would eventually be robbed for the female disaster, lying dead in the wilderness and being eaten by eagles and dogs. Now look, she is indeed Ji Heng's disaster. If it weren't for saving her, Ji Heng wouldn't have to go deep into the danger, let alone get covered with scars and endanger her life.

She drew the arrow.

His body suddenly trembled violently, as if he could hear a painful groan from Ji Heng. Jiang Li hurriedly turned to see Ji Heng's expression. He frowned and seemed very uncomfortable. Jiang Li whispered to him, but he didn't move or answer.

Jiang Li held back her tears, took the torn skirt and dipped it in hot water, and cleaned his wound a little bit. Those medicinal powders came in handy at this time. That is, at this time, Jiang Li found that Ji Heng still had many old injuries. It's not an arrow wound. It seems that a lot of thoughts have passed. New wounds and old wounds are scarred and look terrible.

He has walked on the edge of life and death many times. Just looking at those shocking wounds, he can also imagine how dangerous his past is. It is indeed a hard life to live to the present, but behind the hard life, ordinary people can't think of what they have to pay. He is only twenty-four years old now. How many years ago has he been used to this kind of knife edge licking life? Twenty years old? Fourteen? Even earlier?

Jiang Li couldn't think about it. Her heart was like a ball of cotton, and she couldn't breathe. The tears in her eyes fell on the ground bit by bit, and no one saw them. In her mind, she recalled that in the daytime, outside the tent, in the wind and snow, on the plain, she watched the red clothes running towards her. He used to be a person who pays attention to appearance. He likes to do everything in a leisurely manner, elegant and good-looking. But now he just goes to see her alone, which makes him hurry and can't be late for a moment.

What virtue and ability? Jiang Li thought sadly that she didn't pay much for Ji Heng. Her strength was so slim that in these tit for tat, she became a drag on his existence, but Ji Heng paid his most precious thing, his sincerity.

Jiang Li thought that in her life, she was afraid that her eyes would no longer tolerate others, and she would never fall in love with others again. Sometimes, a moment is eternal. No matter what happens in the future, she will never forget everything today.

She carefully wiped the wound for Ji Heng and carefully wrapped up every wound of Ji Heng. At this time, there was still no news of Wenji. Jiang Li was afraid that the firewood would burn out at night. When she met the beast, she went out again, took the fire trap to find some firewood, and made a few traps to see if she could catch one or two solitary rabbits. Ji Heng is seriously injured now. If Wen Ji doesn't come all the time, Ji Heng wakes up to eat. Otherwise, she will only recover more slowly if she is weak.

At this time, she gave full play to all her previous courage and strength, knowing that nothing could be done by sitting beside Ji Heng with tears. We should try our best to retrieve what we can. She and Xue Zhao once made traps in the jungle to trap prey. After many years, it is not difficult to do it again.

She ran back and forth many times in a row, but she didn't dare to go too far. Seeing that the firewood in the cave had been collected enough for a whole night, she even really caught a gray haired hare. She was overjoyed. She cleaned the hare with Ji He's sword, covered it with snow, and waited for Ji He to wake up and bake it for him to eat.

After finishing everything, she wants to do more, as if doing more would make her feel at ease. Until there was really nothing to do, she put all her clothes on Ji Hong, wearing a single coat, holding Ji Hong, and guarding him all the time. The fire was burning quietly beside, and Jiang Li suddenly gave birth to an illusion, as if such a peaceful day had passed for a lifetime. Even if there is nothing, there is no need for rich clothes and food. As long as this person is accompanied by her, there is nothing else to ask for in this life.

She kept holding Ji Heng like this. I don't know how long it took. The fire in the cave gradually became smaller. She got up and added some firewood. It was about this that Ji Heng moved. She hurried forward, ran to Ji Heng, and nervously called his name: "Ji Heng!"

Ji Heng's eyes opened, and he seemed to want to move, but his whole body was injured. With such a move, his eyebrows could not help frowning. Jiang Li said, "don't move. I'll get you some water if you want." She went to get a kettle full of hot water, sat on the ground, put Ji Heng's head on her legs, and fed him a little.

His lips were moistened with water and turned red again. He only asked, "where is this?"

"We came to the jungle. I don't know where it is. You fainted, so I took you to the cave. All the medicine you took was used up, and the wound was bandaged. Are you hungry? I hunted a rabbit and baked it for you." She talked endlessly.

Jiang Li is not a person who talks a lot, but now she keeps talking, as if this can dispel some fears in her heart. Ji Hu smiled, took her hand and said, "well done, little girl."

Jiang Li's tears fell down in an instant.

Her tears were so hot that she almost burned the tip of one's heart. Ji Xuan said, "don't cry. I used to see you and rarely shed tears. I like to laugh best. Now I don't like to laugh and like to cry. When your father saw you, he would blame me for crying you."

When he first met Jiang Li, Jiang Li did always smile, a calm, gentle smile that did not reach the bottom of his eyes. Even if it was a smile, it made people feel that there was something hidden in her heart. At that time, he desperately wanted to see her lose her demeanor, panic or fear, and peel off her mask. Now she had nothing to hide in front of her and showed her most vulnerable side, but he began to feel sorry for her and preferred that she never be sad.

He stretched out his hand, gently brushed away Jiang Li's tears and said, "don't cry, Ali."

"You... You shouldn't do this," Jiang Li choked. "No matter when, your own life is the most important."

"You are the most important." He answered softly.

Jiang Li shook her head: "I heard that childe Ren divined for you. After I knew it, I was always afraid that I would kill you. Ji Heng, if I killed you, I would not be happy in my life, which means nothing to me."

"Silly girl," he touched her head and laughed. Jiang Li had never seen him smile so calmly, as if relieved and unloaded many things. He said, "how could you kill me? You saved me."

Jiang Li frowned.

"Last time I was unhappy, you sang for me. This time you cried, and I sang for you, okay?" He is like a man coaxing his beloved little girl, extremely spoiled, gentle, whatever he wants.

Jiang Li looked at him. Before he could speak, he pillowed Jiang Li's legs and sang slowly.

"In a moment, I have forgotten all my previous feelings, and I have seen through the bitterness and tears in my clothes."

His voice was soft and sounded in the cave. Unlike the actors on the stage, he was not very excited. On the contrary, he spoke softly and eloquently, just like telling a story. It's also like the person who watches the play finally enters the play most deeply. Joys and sorrows are scattered in the night.

Jiang Li wanted to see what Ji Xuan looked like, but he closed his eyes and could no longer see his heart. The corners of his lips were slightly hooked, and his voice was also full of memories. In the mountains and forests, it was like a demon who seduced tourists into the abyss with songs, and the wind and moon were all over the sky.

"I only say that iron wealth is doomed to life, and who knows the number of life is clear in an instant. I think I used to act like a spoiled sex in those days, even if I don't believe in the past."

Jiang Li's eyes are dignified. Why does this play sound so familiar, as if she had heard of it somewhere. In my memory, it seems that there is also a person who once sang, a clear and smiling female voice. On a spring night, beside the wall, in the courtyard, on the swing, the female voice and Ji's voice gradually coincided.

"This is also a lesson from God: he taught me to accept remaining hatred, avoid coquettish anger, and reform, change my temper, stop falling in love with the passing water, turn back in the sea of bitterness, and realize LAN Yin early."

Jiang Li's lips gradually wriggled, and her voice and Ji Hu's voice were together, gentle and sad.

"He taught me to accept remaining hatred, avoid coquettish anger, and reform, change my temper, stop loving the past, turn back in the sea of bitterness, and realize LAN Yin early." The words of "lock Lin bag" are sour and self mocking. Chewing in my mouth, it seems that I can also think of the bitterness of the role. Ji Heng pillowed her leg, her eyes slightly closed, as if she had fallen asleep. And one night in my deep memory, the city was full of flowers and willows, and the night of moonlight and spring breeze was like a dusty painting, which was suddenly stripped of dust and slowly unfolded in front of Jiang Li.

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In spring, the flowers are red and the willows are green, and the night wind blows across people's faces with tenderness, which is romantic and frivolous. The night of the government house was cold, and there was no voice in the yard. In the secret room, the people lying on the couch were pale and their eyes were closed. An originally handsome face was now skinny because of emaciation, and their facial features were sunken, which was very terrible.

Situ Jiujiu stood by the bed and whispered, "sorry, I can't save him. The refined poison... Is useless."

Hearing the words, general Ji on one side staggered and nearly fell down. Situ Jiujiu helped him so that he didn't fall to the ground like this. He pointed to the man on the floor, his eyes were clearly full of grief, but he still managed to squeeze out a smile and said, "this... Well, for Ming Han, he was finally relieved. Ah fan," he patted the young man standing beside him and said, "don't be sad, it's not your fault."

Lying on the floor is general Ji Minghan of Jin Wu. Since Wenji's father risked his life to bring Ji Minghan back more than 20 years ago, general Ji has been looking for a miracle doctor to detoxify. Later, Ji Heng saved Princess Mulan from Mulan. Poison Ji situ September searched all over the world for strange poisons. Situ September attacked poisons with poisons and restrained the spread of poisons, but it was the last moment, either waiting to die or fighting hard.

Ji Heng's choice was to fight, but unfortunately, heaven did not care for Ji's family. The poison that situ made in September could not save Ji Minghan, and Ji Minghan died like this. From Ji Heng's birth to the present, since Ji Heng saw him, he was so dying. Now he was indeed relieved, but he died without opening his eyes to see his son or saying a word to Ji Heng.

I left so heartlessly.

The young man in red stood in front of the collapse. He bowed his head and saw his beautiful profile, but he could not see the light in his eyes. He has been here for many years, from a young boy who is not busy to a handsome boy, and then to today's gorgeous youth. He grows up day by day and grows tall day by day, but Ji Minghan never opened his eyes and looked at him. The young little Ji had felt wronged for this, and thought that her father was unwilling to open his eyes and have a look at herself because of what she had done badly. But when he grew up, he drifted into the darkness and learned the terrible and ugly truth. He no longer expected in vain, but personally plunged into hell and made a deal with the devil in order to get a glimmer of life for the government.

This glimmer of hope was now extinguished by him himself. General Ji was worried that Ji Heng would feel remorse and guilt once again. Even though his own heart was also overwhelmed with grief, he still forced to smile.

Ji Xuan raised his head, and his face even showed a kind of sadness in such a bleak atmosphere. However, he just hooked the corners of his mouth, his expression was flat and light, and his tone was no waves. He used the tone he used when he was watching the theater on weekdays, which was not empathic, and he said, "then sprinkle the ashes in his mother's tomb as he hoped."

Ji Minghan was still conscious when he was taken away by Wen Ji's father. The last word he asked his men was to burn his bones to ashes and bury them with Yu Hongye if he died, so that no one would know. Ji Minghan himself also knew that his opponents were the Empress Dowager and Yin Zhan, and now there were only his young son and old father in the government house. If the Empress Dowager wants to kill people, it is likely that even this pair of grandparents will not be spared. Without perfect preparation, you can't act rashly, you can only pretend to be stupid.

Playing stupid was originally a decision made by general Ji himself. In the case of Yu Hongye, he played stupid, but made his son look like this. Later, he pretended to be stupid, but old general Ji had to do so. At the beginning, he also wanted to hide it from Ji Heng, and wanted to wait for Ji Heng to tell him when he was older, but I don't know when, when he grew up, Ji Heng became wanton and capricious, and even his grandfather sometimes didn't know what he was thinking. It was not until the young Ji Heng brought situ September back from Molan, and in the study, he asked senior general Ji whether he knew who killed Yu Hongye and Ji Minghan. At that moment, general Ji understood that this grandson had already grown up at a rapid speed unconsciously. He had already found out the truth by himself and was ready for revenge.

Old general Ji can't control his decision anymore. He doesn't even know what he wants to do. Ji refuses to have a long talk with him. As long as old general Ji asks, he passes it by with a smile. The gardener in the house can see that he is absent-minded.

But tonight, old general Ji felt that although he was smiling on the surface, his heart was crying. Although he laughed and talked, as if he didn't care about anything, old general Ji Wu thought of the young Ji Heng crying and shaking the collapsed Ji Minghan, and cried wrongly why his father didn't get up and see his appearance.

After many years, the young Ji Hong and the Ji Hong in front of him overlapped again, which made old general Ji feel dazed for a moment.

Ji Heng didn't look at the people on the collapse any more. He turned and walked out. Old general Ji stopped him and asked, "where are you going?"

"Go out for a walk."

Old general Ji still wanted to speak. Situ Jiujiu pulled old general Raji's sleeve, shook his head at him, and whispered, "let him stay alone for a while."

When general Ji looked at the door again, Ji had left.

Today is the spring festival day. In the evening, the temple fair is more and more lively. Lanterns are all floating on the lake in the city. Ladies and wives wear carefully selected clothes and set light boats by the lake. On the street, there were bursts of cheers from the juggler crowd, as well as clay figurines, sugar people, children holding their parents' hands, and there were too many gadgets in their hands to hold. In the restaurant, there were an endless stream of talented people fighting poetry, who showed their skills, and everywhere was a good scene.

Ji Heng walked slowly along the lake. He held a gorgeous gold folding fan, and his red robe reached the ground. His appearance can be called reversing the four words of all living beings. Walking here, everyone couldn't help but look at him, and love and fear, just afraid that the moody Duke Su was angry for a moment and killed. Only the young lady who went out for the first time dared to stare at Ji Heng, but was distracted by the rare beauty in this world, and bowed her head in shame.

The sound of singing and dancing came faintly from the boats in the lake, and there was a stage not far away. Someone was singing on the stage, and the audience was surrounded by people below. Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, It's disdain to have seen it.

Ji Heng's mouth was filled with a smile, and his amber eyes were countless flirtatious, but his heart was frozen in the warm days of spring.

His father died. If he hadn't let situ September try to save Ji Minghan, Ji Minghan could live another year. In this year, there might be other vitality. Because he chose to try, Ji Minghan also had to take such a risk, so Ji Minghan died in the busy night of spring, and he didn't shed a tear.

Perhaps he is really heartless, as the world rumors, so he can be indifferent to his father's death. But Ji Heng felt that his heart had been cut open a huge crack, and the fierce wind poured in from the outside, leaving him empty.

The government was full of flowers and powerful, but from his memory, it was as desolate as a magnificent tomb. When he grew up here, he didn't seem to be particularly naive. His precocity was terrible. Now think about it, it seems that he was preparing for revenge a long time ago.

The object of his revenge is the empress dowager, who is now the Empress Dowager. One is the prince who is far away in the clouds. The soldiers under the other party are strong and fierce, but what does he have? There was only an empty government, and Jin Wujun did not obey his orders.

It is a long process to grow from nothing. In this long process, Ji Heng had no expectation. Revenge is different from other wishes. Some people want to be an official, so they study hard to get the top grade in one fell swoop. Some people want to be rich, so they do business with others. They are hardworking and willing to use their brains. Some people want to marry into a high school, and some people are willing to travel all over the world. Everyone has everyone's wish. After their efforts, they will realize their wish and get what they want naturally.

But what can he get?

He knew from the beginning that this revenge was just a debt of life that he owed many years ago. Even debt can't be dealt with by ordinary means. What axioms and justice are just passing away. Where is that kind of thing in the world? It would be better for him to find a way in the dark. At the end of the road, he won't get anything. Ji Minghan and Yu Hongye won't come back to life, and the carefree time he passed away, which should have been like your children, won't turn back.

The end of the darkness was still darkness, and he never seemed to find what light he should chase. When Ji Minghan was alive, Ji Heng also held a trace of naive hope. Maybe one day Ji Minghan can wake up. He looks at himself and proudly praises that his son has grown so tall and powerful.

But the end is nothing. It seems that God should not have such a naive thought in order to punish him, so even this naive thought was cut off. He was completely in the dark and could not come out again.

That's all. There's nothing wrong with it. Simply living in this world is a journey in the sea of suffering, sooner or later, sooner or later.

He looked up and smiled more and more.

He walked slowly along the excitement and the cheers of the crowd. Gradually, the lights were left behind by him, and the prosperity was also left behind by him. He gradually walked into the street. It was like a place where poor people lived. There was no one walking in the alley at night. He walked slowly, integrated with the night, and walked into the darkness.

A breeze blew in the distance. On the night of spring, the wind was intoxicating. Ji Xuan looked up and looked at the sky. The stars in the sky were bright, like gentle eyes. He leaned against the wall and sat down slowly and slowly.

He is really tired.

Just keep walking, keep walking, I don't know when it will come to an end. In the past years, Ji Heng never had the idea of being unable to hold on. He is young, cunning, insidious, ruthless, doing everything extremely, and there is nothing impossible. He is not afraid to sacrifice and use anyone and anything, as long as he can achieve his own goals.

But this determination suddenly collapsed tonight. Ji Minghan's death made his heart really tired. He was not afraid, but at a loss. He didn't know how long it would be like this, and he didn't know whether what he had done was meaningful. Yu Hongye has been dead for many years, and Ji Minghan has also died. They can't see what he did. His enemy is well dressed and well fed. What can he do?

He was desperate to die.

At this time, a woman's voice sounded across the wall from him, with humanity: "madam, they are all out. Aren't you sad to stay alone in the house?"

Then he heard a clear voice with a smile, "what's sad?"