Chapter 28

Chapter 28

T/N : Merry Christmas ????????????

Shi Nan found the medicine box to treat Song Linsheng’s wound, and then briefly and concisely explained what happened last night.

At this point, the focus of the two tonight has been completely off the track.

Shi Nan also added cautiously, “It was a complete coincidence.” He didn’t know where the slight guilty conscience came from.

“Really?” Song Linsheng had no expression on his face. “As far as I know him, he would never be so good to someone for no reason.”

“What did you say?” Shi Nan’s eyes widened, “You say, who is he good to? Me?” Shi Nan pointed to the tip of his nose with an incredible expression on his face.

Song Linsheng glanced at him. He pursed his lips, then said nothing.

Shi Nan: “…” How come this guy is still lost.

There was a swear word in Shi Nan’s mouth but he swallowed it back. The current situation is a bit puzzling.

Obviously he should have attacked Song Linsheng, but now it seems like he is sorry for him.

After re-dressing Song Linsheng’s wound, Shi Nan took a step back and moved away from Song Linsheng.

Song Linsheng sat on the couch, while Shi Nan sat on the solo couch.

Shi Nan finally recovered his state and looked at Song Linsheng coldly, “Now explain.”

“Explain what?”

Explain what?

Shi Nan almost scolded his mother, you asked what to explain?

Why is your face so big?

Shi Nan casually took a pillow and hit Song Linsheng, “Now, let’s go get a divorce.”

Song Linsheng hugged the pillow he had hit on his body, looked down slightly, and it took a while before he opened his mouth as if he had made up his mind. “Yes, actually, don’t you already know it? I have two personalities. I don’t want to lie to you, I just…just…”

Song Linsheng didn’t say why for a long time.

Shi Nan calmed down, “Why didn’t you want get divorced again?”

“Because…” Song Linsheng suddenly lowered his voice and said something in a low voice.

“You speak louder, I can’t hear.” Shi Nan frowned and leaned forward.

Song Linsheng raised his head and raised his tone, “Because I can’t let you go.”

Shi Nan leaned forward, half of his ass off the sofa, and suddenly heard the words equivalent to a confession. He was stunned for a moment, and then he threw himself on the ground.

Song Linsheng hooked Shi Nan with his long arms and hugged him onto his lap.

Shi Nan sat on Song Linsheng’s lap in a straddle position.

Shi Nan looked at the person in front of him, thinking that he was finished.

At the time of the divorce, he made a vow that the two of them had no feelings, and they’ll not see each other again.

But when Song Linsheng said “I can’t let you go”, Shi Nan couldn’t control his heartbeat.

Shi Nan sighed, crossed Song Linsheng and sat next to him. He was a little embarrassed now.

Song Linsheng felt his conflict, slightly lowered his eyes and whispered, “Shi Nan, I know that I am sick. But I finally met you, so I do not want to let you go.”

“At that time when you found out, I thought we would divorce if you wanted to. But when I was going to get a divorce, I was scared. When I thought of not seeing you in my life, I felt terrified.”

“Shi Nan, can you give me one more chance?”

Song Linsheng never looked up when he said these things, his voice was low and hoarse, Shi Nan glanced at him and wondered if he had a third personality. Song Linsheng was always taciturn and looked unlike a person who can talk sweetly. How could he speak such shameless words now.

“The one I saw last night was not you.” Shi Nan squeezed his finger, “Wasn’t it supposed to be you at night? Where did you go?”

“I…” Song Linsheng coughed, “After mentioning the divorce with you, I was a little sad, so…”

“So you became autistic?” Shi Nan suddenly raised his voice and glared at him, “How do you think we can live like this? You are not the same person during the day and at night. Even if you are not the same, you are still able to switch freely. You think I have a good heart, right?”

“It won’t be like this anymore.” Song Linsheng explained hurriedly, “This is just an accident. In the future, as long as you don’t make me sad and don’t leave me, I won’t be able to switch freely.”

Shi Nan was almost choked on his saliva. Does this mean that it was his fault too?

Shi Nan didn’t speak for a long time.

Finally, Shi Nan lifted his foot and kicked him, “Stay away from me, I’ll be angry when I see you.” Song Linsheng sighed, “Shi Nan, I know I have no sincerity in saying anything now…”

“Don’t talk nonsense. Tell me what is going on with you! Why are there two personalities?” Shi Nan interrupted him.

Song Linsheng was silent for a while, and then shook his head, “I don’t know, it happened suddenly one day. It should be more than a year now.”

Shi Nan also wanted to ask him if there is anything he couldn’t face, but it seems that Song Linsheng didn’t want to talk much about it. It must be a painful past that he couldn’t face, and Shi Nan couldn’t bear to force him.

“Does he know?”

“He knows.” Song Linsheng nodded.

“Knows?” Shi Nan frowned, “Didn’t it mean that the master in dual personality should not know that he has two personalities? Why do you both know?” Is it true that there is another personality?

“I might… be special.”

So Song Linsheng of the day also knew that he had a dual personality.

“Then who is the master personality?” Shi Nan asked nervously.

“I don’t know.” Song Linsheng shook his head, “It’s his time from eight in the morning to six in the evening, and my time from six in the evening to eight the next day.”

Shi Nan fell back on the sofa and digested the matter, finally feeling weak, “What will you do then? Live like this for a lifetime?”

“Shi Nan, I promise you that I will give you a normal me.” Song Linsheng turned sideways, resting his hands on Shi Nan’s legs, leaning over to look at him.

“How will you be normal?” Shi Nan’s breathing was stagnant, and then he grabbed Song Linsheng’s hand abruptly, “Will a personality disappear? Like yesterday? What if the one who disappears is you?”

Shi Nan has been avoiding this question, he is afraid that the Song Linsheng he likes will disappear. So he selfishly wants that Song Linsheng during the day to disappear. But the Song Linsheng he saw during the day is also a living person in his opinion. If he disappears, it’ll feels very strange, like murder.

Song Linsheng didn’t speak, but leaned over and hugged Shi Nan.

Shi Nan closed his eyes, then hugged Song Linsheng back.

Shi Nan knew that it was useless to say anything now. From the moment he was moved for Song Linsheng, he was destined to never leave him alone.

The only thing Shi Nan thought about until now was that Song Linsheng could become normal, so that he might have a better life. As for the relationship between the two, just take one step at a time.

Even if Song Linsheng had forgotten him, as long as he was at ease, Shi Nan would be happy.

This evening meal was the most comfortable meal that Shi Nan had eaten since the two quarreled. Song Linsheng knew what he liked and what he didn’t like. The food he cooked was in line with his appetite, and Shi Nan was in a good mood.

When Song Linsheng went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, Shi Nan held a glass of honey grapefruit water and leaned on the door to digest.

At the beginning, Shi Nan was embarrassed that Song Linsheng worked alone. Now it has developed to the point where Shi Nan has begun to direct Song Linsheng to work.

“There is also a bowl here.”

“You clean it up a bit, I have a habit of cleanliness.”

“Be careful , the plate might fall.”

Song Linsheng turned his head to look at him, and Shi Nan saw disgust in his eyes.

Shi Nan guessed that he wanted to drive him out, but because the two had just reconciled, he was not courageous enough.

Sometimes Shi Nan himself wondered if he used Song Linsheng as a free nanny, so he was so reluctant to let him go.

“Tell me about you and him.” Song Linsheng said suddenly.

“Who?” Shi Nan wondered, “Me and whom?”

Song Linsheng didn’t speak, only the washing of the dishes became a little rude, and several dishes collided with each other to make a crisp clash.

After Shi Nan realized it, it turned out to be referring to “him”.

Shi Nan touched the tip of his nose, feeling that this topic was a bit dangerous.

“Yes, his company, do you know he is Tianguang’s boss?”

“Yeah.” Song Linsheng nodded.

“It’s good that you know. He bought our company, then I became his employee, and I saw him suddenly one day.”

“Were you scared at the time?” Song Linsheng turned to look at Shi Nan.

“Yeah.” Shi Nan nodded without concealing, “I was really scared.”

“Could you distinguish?” Song Linsheng asked again.

“Of course.” Shi Nan wrinkled his nose at him, “You two have different eyes for me.”

“Our eyes are different?” Song Linsheng repeated in a low voice, and then seemed to smile, “Then what kind of eyes do I have for you? ”

Shi Nan looked at Song Linsheng’s eyes, and Song Linsheng’s eyes had a hint of joking, more of his familiar gentleness, which made people sink in after a glance.

Shi Nan’s life creed is to live in the present, laugh when he is happy, vent when he is sad, and fight for something when he likes it. So when he thinks Song Linsheng is good, he immediately decides to get married and keep the person in his hands.

If it is force majeure that prevents him from getting something, then he does not force it, but he is not allowed to miss anything because of his hesitation.

What he wanted must be in his hands.

But so far, there are few things he desperately wanted.

Song Linsheng was the first to make him hesitate, and also the first to make him decide not to look back even if he stumbled.

Shi Nan stepped forward and hugged Song Linsheng. Song Linsheng’s hands were full of water, and he only used his arms to encircle him.

Just holding Song Linsheng in this way, Shi Nan felt that his whole heart was quiet. Even if he knew that the road ahead might not be good, but he liked it now.

Song Linsheng lowered his head and rubbed his chin against the top of Shi Nan’s hair. He could have this moment in his life, now he won’t regret even if he died immediately.

After opening up their hearts, the two of them could finally fall asleep smoothly.

Shi Nan thought of the person lying next to him at this time. He felt very stable in his heart, a sense of security rising from the bottom of his heart.

Shi Nan slept very deep this time, sinking to the dream that he hadn’t had for many years.

In the dream, he was lying in the water. There was no sound or light. He was the only one lying there. He seemed very scared. He opened his mouth to shout something, but he couldn’t open his mouth.

Shi Nan curled up and hugged himself tightly.

When he woke up in the morning, Shi Nan was lost for a while. Then immediately jumped out of bed, opened the door and saw Song Linsheng in the dining room. Shi Nan breathed a sigh of relief almost invisibly, and then lifted up his spirits again.

“Hi…” Shi Nan greeted him softly.

After seeing another Song Linsheng in the bar that night, Shi Nan was afraid that he would switch freely. If Song Linsheng in the company wakes up and finds himself at Shi Nan’s house, Shi Nan has no doubt that he will take a knife and chop him.

“Put on shoes.” Song Linsheng glanced back at him, and said displeased,

Okay, it’s his Song Linsheng.

During the meal, Shi Nan still felt that this was not good enough, so he said to Song Linsheng, “Why don’t we have a secret code in the future? I’m always afraid that if you switch like this, I will admit mistakes.”

Song Linsheng was silent for a while, and then said quietly, “No. Don’t we have different kinds of eyes for you? Can you admit your mistakes like this?”

Shi Nan just pretended not to hear what he said, and said to himself, “This way, if there is any special situation in the future, I will call you “dog son”, and then you will say “Wang”. I will know it is you. ”

Song Linsheng glanced at him lightly, but ignored him.

Shi Nan curled his lips. After he got it, he didn’t cherish it anymore. 1 T/N : SN means to say that since they they are together again , i.e. SLS got SN , SLS doesn’t cherish SN anymore.

At seven o’clock, Song Linsheng and Shi Nan left home together. When they went downstairs, Shi Nan suddenly said, “Are you going back to switch?”

Song Linsheng responded in a low voice.

Shi Nan actually wanted to ask how he switched, but he felt that Song Linsheng might not want to talk. So he didn’t ask in the end.

The two of them walked out of the elevator together, and first arrived at the place where Shi Nan had parked. Shi Nan said goodbye to Song Linsheng, and then got in the car, only to see Song Linsheng come back suddenly.

“What’s wrong?” Shi Nan asked him when he lowered the car window.

“Shi Nan.” Song Linsheng put his hands on the door of the car, looked down at Shi Nan and hesitated, “He is relatively simple ,kind-hearted and not very clever, just a child who has not grown up. You treat him better during the day. ”

Shi Nan is very confused, who would be nice to whom?

Who is innocent, kind, and not very clever? Who is a child who has not grown up?

Shi Nan didn’t react until Song Linsheng walked away, and then he spoke out a swear word.

Did he not tell him that “he” kicked him out of the meeting room on the first day of work, and asked the security to take him out of the office in public without leaving him any face. “He” almost unloaded his arm, and ridiculed him?

Well, he didn’t seem to say.

But, how is that guy innocent and kind?

Does Song Linsheng have any misunderstandings about ‘the other him’?

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