However, it seems useless to think more.
It's true that an Xiaojing cares about Leng Yichen.
Her hand still pressed the dial out button.
At that moment, my heart was beating violently.
Having been married for so many years, her heart beat as nervous as when she quarreled with Leng Yichen at first.
Because the phone hurts.
"Hello
An Xiaojing didn't wait for the other party to speak.
He took the initiative and called out.
"Where are you? What's going on? Why don't you answer my phone? Do you know I'm worried about you? "
She wanted to restrain herself and talk gracefully.
But at that moment there was no reason.
I'm driving myself crazy.
"He's not here!"
The voice on the phone is a woman's.
An Xiaojing's heart suddenly cooled.
Her hand fell straight from her ear.
Tears began to roll in the eyes.
No one ever dares to use Leng Yichen's mobile phone.
Except for her and the kids.
Leng Yichen's mobile phone can't be touched by anyone, including his most trusted Chengfeng.
But now, what's the matter with the woman voice on the phone?
An Xiaojing is almost settled.
It's hard for the whole person to breathe.
Tears are not down.
It's like the tide.
For a long time, she took the phone to her ear again.
But there was no sound in the phone.
The phone has been hung up.
An Xiaojing looked at the mobile phone and threw it out.
Her heart is aching.
And I never thought that one day she would encounter such a marriage crisis.
Right?
"Madame!"
People around her were surprised to see an Xiaojing like this.
He quickly came over to help an Xiaojing up.
But an Xiaojing held herself tightly and sat on the ground.
Face buried in the knee crying.
Her voice is getting louder and louder, and people who listen to her feel more and more sad.
"Madame!"
People around you speak again.
An Xiaojing is still crying on the ground.
"When the young men come back, help them prepare their meals, and Yuqing will help me feed them."
The child became her last reason.
An Xiaojing went upstairs to her room.
My face in the mirror is swollen because of crying.
However, she looked at herself in the mirror and couldn't laugh or cry.
"It's ridiculous, isn't it? Leng Yichen, is this what you want to do to me? Why? Why do you do this to me? You know I can't do without you. Do you know how much I love you? Why do you hurt me like this
An Xiaojing looks at herself in the mirror.
She had never looked so fragmented.
But now, she's like this.
Yeah, the person who makes her laugh the most is that it's so easy to destroy her. It made her desperate.
"Ring, ring!"
Her phone rang.
But an Xiaojing didn't care at all.
She's afraid of that phone call now.
So, one quickly picked up the phone and threw it down from the windowsill.
This is a way to vent.
An Xiaojing took a deep breath.
But still feel in the heart what thing is blocking, let her have no way to support tomorrow.
In the end, she didn't know how she fell asleep.
I didn't wash my face or remove my makeup.
It seems to be in the middle of the night.
She just fell asleep.
On that day, pain invaded the bone marrow and dissolved into the blood.
Make her hurt so much.
It's like millions of blades were scratched in her heart.
It's painful. Every breath is hard.
If you can die, die now.
When an Xiaojing woke up, she was already in bed.
And outside the window sill, the sun shines in.
The autumn sun is light orange.
It was just in her open eyes.
It seems to give a golden color to the eyes after a long night.
Like hope.
An Xiaojing looked at her position.
She didn't understand how she got from the ground to the bed.
But soon there was a sound outside the door."It's time for you to prepare, ma'am."
The servant's voice rang out.
An Xiaojing was sober now.
"OK, I'll be out in a minute."
She didn't want to move.
But I have to get up.
After washing and gargling, an Xiaojing put on her make-up and put on a very elegant light yellow dress, which set off her excellent figure.
When they came out of the room, Xiao Li and Xue Mu had already had breakfast there.
Both children looked very excited.
Of course, it's Leng Yichen's birthday.
Children should be happy.
But what about Leng Yichen now?
An Xiaojing's heart ached.
And then try to cover up their expression.
No matter what happened. She has to hold on to such a big scene today.
"Mommy
The two children saw an Xiaojing.
They called in unison.
An Xiaojing also smiles at the child.
"Mommy is so beautiful today."
Xuemu starts the mode of small fans again.
After all, an Xiaojing doesn't often wear formal dresses.
"Today is your daddy's birthday party. When I go to the hotel later, there will be a lot of people there, so Mommy needs to dress better, and you two need to dress up later!"
An Xiaojing came to the children's side.
"Mommy, where's daddy?"
Xiao Li opens his mouth.
Because he hasn't seen Leng Yichen since yesterday.
This is not normal at all.
"Daddy has gone to the hotel."
An Xiaojing told a lie in front of the child.
But that's the only way to do it, isn't it?
Maybe at the birthday scene, she can really see Leng Yichen.
At that time, even if Leng Yichen doesn't give himself face, he won't have no kindness in front of the two children.
An Xiaojing wants to cry very much.
But he held back.
Because in front of the children, she does not want to expose too much feelings and cowardice.
"Mommy, we have a birthday present for daddy."
Xiao Li opens his mouth.
Then he took out a picture.
The picture above shows the happy life of a family of five.
And my sister Yuqing.
"It's a good painting. It's more and more like your father's painting."
An Xiaojing pinched her son's face.
But now that the painting is in her eyes, it's ironic.
Last night's call has not been solved.
"Mommy, will you take your sister today?"
Snow Mu asked.
Because with Yuqing in the past, he plans to help mummy share some of the work of taking care of her sister.
"She's not going."
An Xiaojing is good at asserting.
In fact, if she can, she doesn't even want to let Xiao Lihe xuemu go.
Because this birthday party is destined to be extraordinary.
She has too many bad hunches in her heart. A lot of things happened at this birthday party.
A lot of bad things for children.
No matter whether Leng Yichen will appear today, or in what form, it will make people sad.
But the two children wanted to see him as if she wanted to see him, too.
So, deep inside, that person will be allowed to appear in various forms of hurting himself.
An Xiaojing pulled an imperceptible sneer from the corner of her mouth.
The whole person is so helpless, just like seeing through all things.
It's like I'm beginning to accept some facts and destiny.
"It's time, madam. Let's leave together."
People came to remind an Xiaojing.
An Xiaojing nodded.
And got on the bus with the kids.
Let's go to the hotel together.
If she could, she hoped that the road would be long and endless.
Because at the end of the road, there may be something she can't accept.