Leng Yuqing looked at the strange expression on his face. She was a little afraid. She hesitated for a moment and asked, "he is ill. Why don't you send him to the hospital? How can you cure him alone at home? "
"To the hospital? In your opinion, which hospital dares to accept him in such a situation? " Su he said with a sarcastic sneer.
"Why not?" Leng Yuqing frowned, just as she was saying this, she suddenly found that the beating range of the instrument which showed the heartbeat and breathing was very small.
This Does it mean that Su Mu's illness is serious and is about to
Leng Yuqing was shocked. Looking at the layout of Su he's whole room and the motionless Su Mu lying on the bed, she couldn't help saying: "some things can't be retrieved by human power. Your brother is suffering, too. You have the heart to see him crushed by these things..."
"Life is not like death, is it?" Su River took cold rain fine words, said.
Leng Yuqing didn't want to stimulate him and didn't say it, but he would listen to himself and then continued to ask, "since you know everything, why do you do it?"
"Why..." Su he mumbles to himself and repeats Leng Yuqing's words, as if asking himself and others. "I don't even know what I'm sticking to I know Xiao Mu is very uncomfortable and painful, but I just don't want him to leave. I just want to try my best to keep him by my side. Up to now, I can't tell whether I insist on it for him or for myself.
Su he said this when the tone is very calm, and said the words but let Leng Yuqing's heart can't help but pull up, a burst of heartache.
Leng Yuqing only thinks that she is overflowing with love. She thinks that Su Mu is so sick and sick in bed when she is young. She just feels sorry for him, but it has nothing to do with Su He.
"You just don't want Su Mu to leave at such a young age. There's no need to blame himself. He knows that you do it for him." Leng Yuqing is distressed and forgets her purpose of coming here to find Su He. She only comforts Su He in a soft voice.
Su He raised his eyes to see her. An unknown emotion flashed in his eyes. Without saying anything, he turned his head and continued to look at Su Mu lying on the bed.
Su he didn't seem to drive her away. Leng Yuqing looked at the dark room, thought for a long time and asked, "why don't you turn on the light?"
Su he pulled a chair and sat down, but still didn't answer her question.
Leng Yuqing looks at Su mu on the bed who can't see her face clearly, but she gradually understands the reason why Su he doesn't turn on the light. Who can watch the vitality of his relatives disappear every day? I'm afraid the pain will drive people crazy. On the one hand, Su he is Su Mu's brother, on the other hand, he is Su Mu's doctor. He has to keep his head clear, so he has to turn off the light instead of seeing Su Mu's thin face.
"What's wrong with Su mu? How long has he been like this? " Although Leng Yuqing knows that it's useless to stay here, and it's not suitable to settle accounts with Suhe today, she thinks it's inhumane to turn around and stay alone in Suhe, so she asks again.
"Su Mu has a congenital SLE disease since he was born. His immune system is much weaker than most people. If he doesn't pay attention, he will get all kinds of diseases, such as cold, fever, cough, pneumonia, asthma It seems that he has suffered from any disease that can be named
"Because my parents couldn't support him, they threw him to the welfare home early. I found him in the welfare home of a small county in other provinces after looking for him for three years. At that time, he almost died..."
"For so many years, I read medical books, went to Medical University, went abroad to study medicine, tried every means to cure him, but found that no matter how hard I tried, his health was getting worse every day." "A week ago, he suddenly fainted. When he was sent to the hospital, he had organ failure all over his body. The hospital had issued a notice of critical illness, but I just didn't believe Su mu. He was going to leave like this, so I took him out of the hospital and took care of him here. You see, he is still alive?"
Su he said, the tone seems to have some smile, lips also slightly up, it seems to really feel very happy to make this decision.
But Leng Yuqing saw that there were tears on his face.
Leng Yuqing felt as if her heart had been touched by something. She felt soft, tender and sour. She couldn't help feeling the heat in her eyes. She subconsciously extended her hand and patted Su He on the shoulder.
"Come on, Su Mu knows you are so sad, he will feel uncomfortable too..."
Leng Yuqing doesn't know why she comforts Su He. It seems that at this time, everything she says and does is conditioned reflex, and she can't control it by herself.
Therefore, when Su He raised his hand and held her hand caressing his shoulder, Leng Yuqing forced his strange feeling in his heart. He just thought that he was overflowing with love and gave him some comfort out of humanitarianism. Su he didn't know why he talked so much with Leng Yuqing. It felt like he had been locked up in a dark place for a long time. He felt very tired physically and mentally. Finally, he saw another person. He couldn't help saying his pain and suffering. It seemed that only by saying so could he see another personIt's the same as staying in this dark place.
Su he holds Leng Yuqing's hand and feels soft, soft and warm. The whole person's tight string seems to relax involuntarily, and then unconsciously sleeps.
Leng Yuqing saw that he hadn't moved for a long time, so she bent down to look at him. Then she heard that he was breathing heavily. She found that he was sitting so straight and asleep.
Leng Yuqing looks at his tired face, and even the eyebrows that he can't stretch when he falls asleep. She feels sad again for no reason. Looking up at Su Mu lying on the bed, she feels that the things he did to her before seem to be forgiven in this moment.
She thought about it, slowly took her hand out of his hand, and then slowly moved his straight back against the back of the chair, then took off her coat to cover him, and then went down the stairs lightly.
Go downstairs, grope for a long time, find the light switch in the room, turn on the light, only to find that the living room is full of all kinds of take away boxes, sofa, the ground, everywhere is garbage, sending out a bad smell. Leng Yuqing had never seen such a messy scene. She almost vomited disgustedly, but she still pinched her nose, rolled up her sleeves and began to clean up the house.