Leng Yuqing said, Su River seems to have not heard, did not move.
After a long time, when Leng Yuqing felt that she could not comfort Su He, Su he curled up into a ball and slowly raised his head.
Leng Yuqing stares at him. In the light of the corridor, she just vaguely sees his dull and expressionless face, and those empty and empty eyes.
When those eyes looked at Leng Yuqing, she felt that she couldn't help pulling her heart up, as if she was strangled by something, a little out of breath.
The ancients said: sorrow is greater than death.
Leng Yuqing suddenly understood the meaning of this sentence. Now Su he seems to have no life at all. In front of her, she is just a shell without any life.
"Su He, don't be so sad. Su mu, he certainly doesn't want to see you so sad." Leng Yuqing hesitated and said softly.
"Yes? Doesn't he want to see me sad? " Su he suddenly very strange smile, said.
Leng Yuqing was a little stunned and didn't know how to answer Su he's question for a moment.
Su He raised his hand, supported the bedside, and slowly stood up.
He turned around and pointed to Su Mu lying on the bed, with a strange smile on his lips. "How do you know he doesn't want to see me sad? How do you know he won't blame my brother for being useless? I've studied medicine for more than ten years, and I thought I could cure him, but in the end, apart from watching him suffer, nothing can be stopped and nothing can be done. Do you think he won't blame me and don't want me to be sad? " Su he said with a smile, the whole person seems to be a little confused, and even stand shaky.
Leng Yuqing stretched out her hand to help him, but he frowned and avoided. "For so many years, I kept him locked up every day, not letting him do this, not letting him do that, locking him firmly beside me, saying that I care about him and take care of him, but actually I'm afraid that he will have an accident, that I'm afraid that I'm useless, that these bullshit medical skills I've learned will have no effect on him at all
, and that I can't cure him at all!"
"Do you think I'm selfish or not! I'm damned, right? Ha ha... "
Su he almost laughed madly, his voice trembled and his face was full of tears.
Leng Yuqing felt that looking at his tears, the whole person seemed to be wrapped up in some kind of extremely sad emotion. She felt extremely uncomfortable, and only felt that she didn't want to see that face full of tears.
She suddenly walked over, holding Su he's face in her hand, forcing his eyes to look at her.
"Suhe, I tell you, you have nothing wrong, you have done well enough, your brother Sumu will not blame you, he loves you, he will not want you because he left sad like this, you can put away your sad despair, let him leave at ease?" Su he's unfocused eyes stare at Leng Yuqing. She only feels that her eyes seem to be shining in the dark. The light seems to light up a fire somewhere in his heart. The fire lights up little by little, making his cold heart seem to be completely frozen and warm little by little.
Leng Yuqing slowly released her hand and wanted to say something more to appease Su He, but her hand was suddenly seized by Su He.
Cold rain fine Zheng Leng looking at Su River, a little stunned.
Su he looked at her for a long time and said in a hoarse voice, "can you hold me?"
Leng Yuqing opened her eyes and nodded blankly after half a second.
Su he opened his hand and held her in his arms.
His strength is a little big, and she is a little out of breath.
His chin was against her neck socket, and her shoulder hurt a little.
It seems that he hasn't had a good meal for a long time. There's no meat all over him. She's aching all over.
Although this hug makes Leng Yuqing feel very uncomfortable, she still raises her hand and hugs Su he very hard.
After a long time, Leng Yuqing remembered that in this dark room, next to Su he's brother's body, Su He gave her a hug that made her feel uncomfortable.
There is something deeply rooted in her bone marrow. At this moment, it is deeply engraved in her blood, and can no longer be erased
When lengxuemu came, Suhe was half asleep and half faint.
He didn't sleep and eat well for a week. His whole body seemed to be a tight bow. When the hand holding the bow was released, the bow string lost its elasticity.
Leng Yuqing and Leng xuemu moved him to the bedroom next door so that he could lie on the bed and have a sleep.
Then, Leng xuemu calls people from the funeral home to deal with Su Mu's affairs.
Su he wakes up when Su Mu's body is about to be taken away. He stands upstairs and looks at Su Mu's face, which seems to be asleep. He just stares at it. He doesn't walk down the stairs or say anything.
Cold snow Mu see his mood is still stable, then motioned the people of the funeral home to carry away Su mu.
Su he's eyes have been moving with Su mu. When Su Mu disappeared at the door, his lips moved and his body moved slightly, as if he wanted to stop those people and chase them directly.But in an instant, all his movements stopped again. He just kept this posture, staring at the direction of the door for a long time. For a long time, he didn't move
Su mu, who laughs and makes people feel that the whole world is warm and beautiful like an angel, just left. With his young body and his brother Su he's infinite guilt and attachment, he left forever
Xu Ruoyu didn't attend Su Mu's funeral because he didn't want to expose that he had returned home. He just went to pay homage to him alone the day after the funeral.
In the next few days, Leng xuemu and Xu Ruoyu had a peaceful life. The day after the plaster on Xu Ruoyu's arm was removed, donaldxiu called to tell Xu Ruoyu that he had arrived in Z country to prepare for the shooting of the film, and informed Xu Ruoyu to join the team as soon as possible. This news is good news for Xu Ruoyu. After all, it's very embarrassing to stay with Leng xuemu so lukewarm. Although it's a little reluctant to give up xiaoziyun, he has met a lot of friends in the morning class these days and is looking forward to going to school every day. He also likes to eat the things that sister-in-law Wu makes, and his relationship with Leng xuemu is getting closer and closer, Xu Ruoyu felt that even if he left for a period of time, it should not matter.
That night, Xu ruoyou coax Xiao Ziyun to sleep and tells Leng xuemu about his work in the group.
While speaking, Leng xuemu was processing some documents. Since he took his work home that day, he has been doing this every day these days, and he never works overtime. Every day he goes to the morning class on time to pick up xiaoziyun from school.