Leng xuemu can't help but want to remember those memories about himself and Xu Ruoyu. But just think about them a little. It seems that there is a broken string in her brain, and the pain comes suddenly like a flood of water and beasts.
Xu ruoyou, who is eating, suddenly hears the sound of the plate overturning. Subconsciously, he looks up and sees Leng xuemu pressing his head with one hand and supporting himself on the table with the other hand. He looks miserable.
Xu Ruoyu is so scared that she throws her chopsticks on the table. She quickly stands up and walks to him to help him relieve his pain. But she just touches Leng xuemu's hand and is pushed away by him.
Xu ruoyou was surprised and stunned on the spot. He soon remembered that when lengxue Mu had a headache last time, he had pushed her away like this.
She suddenly remembered what Bai Lesheng said. Leng xuemu's illness will become more and more serious because of her. As long as he is with her, his illness will attack more and more frequently. Her existence is the biggest stimulus to his memory.
Xu Ruoyu was extremely worried and extremely afraid for a while. All of a sudden, she began to doubt whether her decision was right. If Leng xuemu's condition became more and more serious and even irreparable because of her persistence and stubbornness, what should she do? If Bai Lesheng didn't have any medication at all, would she really want to fight for what she didn't give up and insist on, or even for what she loved Let him be in this pain and danger all the time?
Xu Ruoyu is very afraid, subconsciously back a few steps, it seems that only in this way can help lengxue mu.
She looked at him and pressed his forehead. His face was as white as paper for a moment. Even his forehead was in a cold sweat because of pain.
She couldn't imagine how much pain he was suffering to show his fragile side.
Xu Ruoyu is afraid and at a loss. She really can't bear to watch Leng xuemu get sick again and again in front of her, but what should she do? She clearly promised Leng xuemu that she would never leave him alone, but now, is she going to break her promise again? Leng xuemu only feels that his headache has lasted for a century. He doesn't want Xu Ruoyu to see himself and worry about her. No matter how he sticks to it, no matter how he tells himself not to think about the lost memories, the pictures seem to be blocked and swarmed out. But even so, no picture can Let him see clearly.
His brain seems to be in a mess at this moment. He can't concentrate on thinking, or even mobilize any nerve line. I don't know how long after that, the pain like a pot of ants finally subsided. Leng xuemu opened his eyes in a cold sweat, but found that Xu Ruoyu didn't know where he was. He looked up and looked around, but found that Xu Ruoyu was standing several steps away from him, looking at him in a panic
and worried.
See cold snow Mu finally wake up, Xu Ruoyu subconsciously want to ask him how, can just take a step, but quickly back.
She was afraid that any of her actions would cause Leng xuemu's illness to attack again. She couldn't bear his pain and suffering in front of her.
Leng xuemu, seeing Xu Ruoyu's action, knows that she was frightened by her appearance just now. With slight pain in her heart, she stands up by the table and walks towards her.
Xu Ruoyu subconsciously retreated, lengxue Mu said: "stand there, don't move!"
Xu Ruoyu had to stand in the same place, but his eyes still showed fear and shrinking.
"You..." Seeing Leng xuemu come to him, Xu Ruoyu can't help but persuade him not to come.
But Leng xuemu quickened half a step and held her in her arms.
"Come on, I don't want to..."
"Don't move. Don't run away. Xu Ruoyu, I won't allow you to run away from me again. Do you understand?" Xu Ruoyu wants to break away from him, but he is hugged more tightly by lengxuemu. He interrupts her and whispers a little hoarse in her ear.
Xu Ruoyu couldn't help reddening his eyes, and the fear and panic in his heart, together with the grievance, seemed to be irresistible, all poured up.
She tried to hold back her tears and said in a trembling voice: "but I'm so afraid that I will hurt you. If every extra minute I stay with you will make your condition worse, I really don't know if I have the courage to stay any longer..." "You must have courage. No matter what happens, I won't allow you to walk away from me again. Xu Ruoyu, you must remember that you promised me that you should trust me, believe that I can handle these things well, and believe that we won't be forced to separate because of any external interference. As long as you trust
me, I promise that I will be fine, and I will accompany you and Ziyun for a long time For a long time, I will never leave you in my life, do you understand? " Leng xuemu's voice is a little urgent, and seems to be imploring.
Xu Ruoyu had never heard him speak in this tone. For a moment, his heart hurt and he blamed himself. Finally, his tears fell down.
She held his waist tightly and buried her face in his chest. Her voice trembled and said, "I believe you. I totally believe you, so you must keep your word and never leave me. Do you understand?"Cold snow Mu nodded heavily and held her more tightly.
Xu ruoyou sniffs lengxuemu's breath and tells herself over and over again that she will never let him have anything to do. No matter what the cost, she will snatch the medicine from Bai Lesheng.
They didn't know how long they hugged each other. It seemed that after their arms were numb, they slowly released each other.
Lengxue Mu drooped her head and wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes for Xu Ruoyu. She gave her a kiss on her forehead and said in a low voice: "well, don't think about it. The food is cold. Eat it quickly."
Xu Ruoyu raised his head and laughed at him. He took his hand and went back to the dining table. He sat down and continued to eat.
But at this meeting, she had no appetite at all. She was just afraid of Leng xuemu, so she mechanically stuffed food into her mouth. After Leng xuemu stopped moving her chopsticks, she stopped the mechanical action under her hand.
Leng xuemu knows that Xu Ruoyu has no appetite, and he has no appetite to eat any more, but he still insists on eating more with her, and then he puts down his chopsticks.
After dinner, Xu Ruoyu is a little worried about whether lengxuemu has completely recovered. He can't help but say, "I'd better take you home to have a rest. It's too late for the company to go tomorrow."
Leng xuemu shook her head and said, "there is a meeting to be held in the afternoon. It doesn't matter. I'm ok. Don't worry about it." Xu Ruoyu said: "I'll take you back to the company. You can't drive the car, or I won't let you go!" She lost her temper like a child, pursed her lips and looked willful, but this picture made Leng xuemu feel very cute.