Chapter 84 - Closer

Jomel came back to where the troll was, he believed that everything that the wolfman said about avoid those beasts is not accurate. He will attack the troll but he needs to stabilize his mind first.

Earlier he saw Motus is much higher level than him.

He felt this whenever he is alone in the past two years, and he felt like going crazy from time to time. He shouldn't feel any negative emotions like hatred, resentment,t, and many more.

Especially resentment, he feels so lost whenever this guy levels up and he is lonely for being alone.

About negative emotions

Negative emotions can be described as any feeling which causes him to be miserable and sad. These emotions make him dislike himself, others,s and everything about the world and it reduced his confidence and self-esteem, and general life satisfaction.

Emotions that can him become fallen from negative emotions are hate, anger, jealousy,y, and sadness.

Yet, in the right context, he knew that these feelings are completely natural. Negative emotions can dampen his enthusiasm for life, depending on how long he let them affect him and the way he chooses to express them.

Fortunately, he learned a few things to stop or control himself from thinking negative emotions from time to time during his two years of travel:

He shouldn't blow things out of proportion by going over them time and again on his mind.

Trying to be reasonable – accept those bad feelings are occasionally unavoidable and think of ways to make himself feel better.

Relax – he uses pleasant activities like painting, walking,g and enjoy the view of the wild or talking to his Soul-Beasts butin cases for him, the best is singing.

Learn – Jomel noticed how grief, loss,s, and anger make him feel, and which events trigger those feelings so he can prepare in advance.

Exercise – Fighting activity in the wild lowers his level of stress chemicals and allows him to cope better with negative emotions.

Letting go of the past – constantly going over negative events robs him of the present and makes him feel bad.

His sister is happy to be his brother but this is a new life.

He needed to let go. There is no doctor here to call or to talk to, so he needed to rely on himself to survive from the wild and himself. Holding onto negative emotions causes him in a downward spiral of emotion.

Negative emotions stop him from thinking and behaving rationally and seeing situations from his true perspective. For Jomel this is dangerous during combat. When this occurs, he tended to see only what he wants to see and remember only what he wants to remember.

This only prolongs the anger or grief and prevents him from enjoying life.

The longer this goes on, the more set the problem becomes.

Dealing with negative emotions inappropriately can also be harmful – for example, expressing anger with violence.

Sigh.

Jomel sigh.

Thinking that Emotions are really complex reactions. Emotions are complex reactions involving many biological and physiological processes within our bodies. Our brain responds to our thoughts by releasing hormones and chemicals, which send us into a state of arousal.

All emotions come about in this way, whether positive or negative.

That's why he thinks that it's a complex process and often he didn't have the skills to deal with negative feelings. That's why he finds it hard to cope when he experienced them. Lucky enough he is a Tamer and has a companion who is like a dog pet to him.

Volturaptor also acts like a dog and is very energetic.

If this guy perished like what happened to his crocodile, he didn't know what will happen to him. Sometimes it is okay for him if other people died but his pet..? He will absolutely feel negative emotions. He knew that sometimes Volturaptor just wants dinner or metallic objects to hunt.

But he is pretty convinced that that's not the whole picture.

Volturaptor really does feel a bond, a connection toward him that's as real as any other connection that any other individual in his life might feel toward him.

Sometimes his Volturaptor didn't care but...

Whenever Jomel feels negative emotions like crying at night without particular reason his Volturaptor will try to come to him and comfort him. That, to him, is a compelling demonstration that Volturaptor really does care because he can understand.

If Volturaptor can figure out what to do, he will.

Can a Soul-Beast love..?

If it's there, it's got to be in their biology. Their biology has to underwrite their behavior.

It's like whenever his Soul-Beast is away digging some treasures.

Jomel will call his Volturaptor by shouting or making a sound and then voila.

A little rumbling there, a little rumbling here, his Volturaptor will come to him with its Tail wagging and Tongue sticking out from his mouth.

Jomel will just laugh at his Volturaptor's appearance whenever this happens from to time.

He also rides his raptor that his raptor also enjoyed.

Patting and touching his skin like belly was his Volturaptors favorite.

Volturaptor may have been a Metal-Type but his skin is not all Metalespeciallyl his belly. His belly has soft and warm feathers that unique to Wind-Type Soul-Beast that Jomel likes to hug. In hunting Jomelhase no problem with his Volturaptor, Volturaptor makes it easier for him when hunting.

Volturaptor brings him to the prey.

His Soul-Beast Volturaptorhase keen noses that detect the presence of game and track the scent in the wind.

His Volturaptor also has loud voices to alert him when he locates prey.

A howl that travels well helps unite Volturaptor and him if they become separated in the field.

He is very loyal, he will remain at the base of a tree patiently watching the fighting squirrel or fighting raccoon Soul-Beasts until the Jomel catches up.

Like Jomel said Volturaptorbringsg the prey to him.

Volturaptor flushes out and pursues the game to circle the prey around to the hunter.

He will strategically find and maneuver Soul-Beast rabbit, deer, or wild boar, placing them within shooting distance of Jomel.

His volturaptor is very well trained, physically fit, and has good endurance to perform well on a hunt.

His sensitive noise also helpful during the hunt.

Back to the present...

Jomel is on top of the building, on top of the Sleeping troll.

He is feeling bad, his Volturaptor can't be summoned nor he can transform to combat form.

He needed to wait for a month then he can treasure hunt.