"Are you going to lie to me again?"
Ye Sili looked at Qin Cheng with despair in his eyes.
She didn't believe the man would let her go.
But she didn't know what she had done to frighten him during her confused period.
Qin Cheng looked at her, but said seriously,
"I won't lie to you this time. If you want to go, even if you don't want the baby in your stomach, I can help you."
He finally listened to the doctor and didn't want to stick to keeping the child.
But this time
Ye Sili raised his hand and touched his belly.
Her lower abdomen has a slight bulge.
Although the child was said by many people to be stunted, he still stubbornly survived.
During the prenatal examination, she could even hear his fetal heart through the equipment.
His heart is still beating. Do you really want to kill him?
She shook her head and protected her stomach, but looked at Qin Cheng with a ghost like expression,
"What do you want to do? I only have this child. What else do you want?"
There was an undisguised fear on her face. It could be seen that even if she was awake, her mood was not very stable.
Because the most unstable factor in her mood is right in front of her.
Qin Cheng looked at her like a frightened bird and suddenly missed her stubborn look.
Unfortunately, she will never come back.
He could only try to stabilize her and said:
"Sorry, I suddenly found that I was wrong. I shouldn't break up you and Mo Xiyuan. Now I want to help you, help you..."
"Hahaha," she suddenly smiled, "Qin Cheng, what are you talking about? I don't believe a word! Don't try to lie to me!"
He looked at her and had to admit that he had repented many times and made her completely distrust her.
He can only explain helplessly, "I really didn't lie to you. Otherwise, I'll send you away tomorrow."
"Then take me back the day after tomorrow? Qin Cheng, you know what? Your problem is not that you don't want to let me go, but that it's too easy for you to catch me! I'm an ordinary person, and I don't even have parents. What do you want to do to me? I don't even have the qualification to resist. You can do whatever you want anytime, anywhere, how can I trust you? If you really want to help me, Go out first and leave me alone. "
He looked at her gradually calming down. He didn't want to stimulate any more. After considering for a moment, he really left.
Seeing Qin Cheng leave, ye Sili put her head on the bed and listened to his steps. When she was sure that he was really gone, she breathed out a long breath.
Then she gently reached out and touched her lower abdomen, whispering in a whisper,
"Baby, you say, is he crazy or am I crazy?"
Of course, the baby can't answer her any words.
But feeling that he grew up in his belly, ye Sili also felt that his heart was like an empty cup filled with water.
She didn't want to hit the child, not at all.
When Fang He's medicine was delivered to her, she just hesitated for a moment and rushed it into the sewer.
After all that, she had to admit that even if Qin Cheng was sorry for her, she was unwilling to pour all her anger on an innocent child.
She sometimes hates herself for being cruel, but if she was really cruel, she would not have saved next week's Rende couple and Zhou Mengzhuang.
If she had been cruel then, she would have been free.
But people are like this. Sometimes they have to face the weakness of savage growth in the depths of their hearts.
Dong, Dong
There were two rhythmic knocks on the door of the ward.
Ye Sili looked up and saw Mo Xiyuan outside the glass door of the ward.
For a moment she was stunned, he had come in and said to her:
"Sili, I think we need to have a good talk."
"What do you want to talk about?" she asked, lowering her head and making it difficult to face him.
There was nothing wrong with her pregnant child, but she also knew that it would deeply hurt his heart.
And... Their future.
Mo Xiyuan looked at her and suddenly opened his mouth seriously,
"Sili, I want to tell you that I still want to marry you, even if you are pregnant now."
She looked up with unbelievable eyes,
"What?"
"In fact, before I came here, I also thought about asking you to kill the child and go home with me, but later when I saw your appearance, I thought it was too cruel for you."
He spoke seriously, with a third of his guilt in his words.
Ye Sili listened and didn't understand.
However, he continued:
"In any case, this child is a part of you. He even represents a part of your experience. Even if that experience is not pleasant, it also constitutes you now. You can't deny yourself in the past. You haven't done anything wrong. You and your children shouldn't pay for it. Moreover, you never want to hurt innocent people, don't you?"
Hearing Mo Xiyuan's words, tears were brewing in her eyes.
She didn't expect that after so long, he still knew her so well.
She didn't want to kill the child, but now that she was pregnant for a long time, the child always had some feelings when she stayed in her stomach, and hitting her again would do great harm to her body; Second, she has experienced so many things that she has long been out of expectation that her relationship with Mo Xiyuan can achieve positive results. She is unaccompanied. If she still knocks out the child in her belly, wouldn't she be alone; Again and again, she really can't be cruel to the innocent, such as a baby who hasn't come to the world.
Therefore, many factors have led to the growing child, which has become an integral part of her body.
She nodded heavily and said to Mo Xiyuan:
"Tin yuan, I know it's all my fault, but when I think I have to kill a child to be with you, I always feel that the happiness between us is bloody. I can't do that. Let's break up."
"No, let's get married and let me give you a home and a home for the child," he said with a smile.
Her face was full of amazement.
How can he... Do this?
However, Mo Xiyuan continued:
"This child is your relative and will also be my relative. In your most difficult days, he accompanied you, so I think I can accept his existence, but Sili, I have to say, as a man, I still hope that after we get married and you are healthy, we can have our own children. Are you willing to?"
"It's not a question of willingness or not, but... But I don't know how to say that we shouldn't be like this. Why do you accept all this? Why?"
Asked, she had burst into tears.
It never occurred to her that she should be treated so well by him.
Mo Xiyuan only said five words.
"Because I love you."