Chapter 175

In the evening, Mo Xiyuan came back with fatigue.

As soon as he entered the door, he smelled a very fragrant smell.

"It's so delicious. Are you stewing spareribs soup today?"

"Well, I'll stew it for you. You're so busy these days. It's time to mend your body."

Ye Sili stood in the kitchen, talking to a pot of soup.

When he went to the kitchen, he saw her standing quietly in front of a pot of soup. It was very warm, with the smell of family.

He liked it very much. He stepped forward and hugged her waist from behind.

Feeling his temperature, ye Sili had an impulse to cry for a moment, but she held back and stood motionless.

Aware of her rigidity, Mo Xiyuan hurriedly asked,

"What's the matter? Is there an accident over there?"

Sheng Sheng is the nickname of Ye Sili's child.

The child was in poor health when he was born. Ye Sili wanted him to survive, so he named him Shengsheng, which means endless life and vitality.

"No, the doctor said he could be discharged after observation for a period of time. I just went to see him today. He is very good."

Ye Sili said, suddenly choking in his words.

Mo Xiyuan comforted her when she was sad for Sheng's body,

"Don't be sad. Sheng Sheng has made it through now, which is great. I believe he can overcome more difficulties in the future. After all, with us around him, you should have some confidence in him and us."

Listening to his gentle voice, ye Sili was moved.

He is so good, but how can he be willing to drag him down?

Continuing to be with himself is harmful to his future life.

So she sobbed and said:

"Xiyuan, thank you very much. Without you, I don't know if I can survive that difficult time."

At the beginning, when they escaped from Mingcheng, her physical condition was still very bad. Due to drug addiction, she couldn't sleep all night. He was there to accompany her, enlighten her and defeat the demons with her.

However, when he and herself finally had a good time, she found that it was still hurt for him to continue to be together.

So she had to let go.

She lowered her head and couldn't bear to look at his side face again.

But he was very happy and asked,

"Why, you finally see my good and want to propose to me?"

She was silent for a moment before she said:

"Aunt Chang came today."

"My mother? What is she doing here? Don't listen to her. She is the most snobbish person. My father and I can't reach a consensus with her. Don't believe her!" Mo Xiyuan said quickly.

He also knew that with his mother's personality, he must say something ugly.

Ye Sili nodded and said:

"So, aren't I making soup for you?"

"Well, it's good if you didn't believe her. In short, we live our own life. The situation in my family is a little troublesome now, but I think as long as we stick to it enough and survive this period of time, it will always be better."

Mo Xiyuan said softly, and his words were full of expectations for the future.

In his opinion, as long as they have their own children in the future, even if his family does not accept birth, they can accept Ye Sili.

"I know, but Xiyuan, I'm afraid, I'm afraid I'll affect you. Sometimes I wonder if your life will be much better without me?" she finally couldn't help opening her mouth.

"Don't believe my mother's words. Life is in our hands. We can live as we want. People don't live to show others. My mother is a weak person because she has lived in a weak environment since childhood, but we can't face there, so don't eat my mother's set."

He seemed to have guessed what Chang yunfen would say, so he quickly gave her a vaccination.

However, he did not understand that both Chang yunfen and ye Sili had the same purpose and hoped that he could live a better life in the future.

So ye Sili said softly and firmly,

"Tin yuan, let's break up."

"What are you talking about?" Mo Xiyuan was stunned.

He didn't expect that she believed his mother's words.

"I said, we broke up." she repeated, her eyes still staring at the soup in front of her, afraid to look at him again.

He gradually loosened his hand holding her.

Then he asked, "Ye Sili, do you know how sad I will be when you say that? I have experienced everything with you, and I have accepted so many things, but in the end, you will break up with me because of my mother's words?"

"Yes," she said firmly, "I've thought for a long time and thought a lot. Tin yuan, you treat me more with guilt than love. Now that you've made atonement for so long, I should let you go."

"What is letting go? Do you know what you're talking about?" he asked.

"Of course I know, Xiyuan, whether I admit it or not, it already exists objectively. That is, I gave birth to Qin Cheng's child. At that time, I thought I just hated him, but later I found that when I was with him, I loved him, even for a moment, but it was a betrayal of you."

Ye Sili said, tears slowly falling on his cheeks.

When she was with Qin Cheng, did she really have no heart at all?

In retrospect, she actually had no answer.

But at this time, she must say so.

"There's nothing wrong with you, but I really can't afford you. When I'm with you, I always feel very mean. I'm like a villain who takes advantage of your guilt. I forcibly occupy you by taking advantage of your guilt that you didn't report to the police in time because you were concealed by Zhou Mengqing. It makes me feel very painful, you know?"

She cried. I don't know why. She didn't like to cry before, but now she always says to cry.

He froze, "but I never thought about it that way, sily, I'm with you just because I love you..."

"Well, let me ask you, if I just fall in love with you normally, and then I empathize and fall in love with Qin Cheng, what will happen to you? You will be very sad and break up with me, because the feeling is like this, and it can't tolerate betrayal!

The reason why you can tolerate me is not because you feel guilty about me, but I can't be so selfish. With your guilt, I will occupy your life and separate you from your family! I can't be so selfish, tin yuan. This step is enough. You are free! "

"No, no..."

Mo Xiyuan wanted to explain and tell her that she didn't feel much guilt. However, when the words came to her mouth, she became so pale and powerless.

"If we are in free love, I can break up at any time. Sorry, I can't distract myself from taking care of you now. Let's go."

"I..." he hesitated.

She suddenly turned around and pushed him out.

"I told you to go! Go home!" she said, pushing him out of the door.

With a snap, the door closed.

She reluctantly leaned against the door and slid silently.

He patted the door and tried to soften her heart,

"Sili, Sili, open the door."

"Xiyuan, there is no turning back in life. If you are wrong, you are wrong. There is no way to become right. In the future, we'd better not see each other again."

She said, letting tears roll down with despair.