52 Hold Back

And he believed that this was something one should be doing with the one they love with all their heart and soul. He would never take physical intimacy as a joke. That's why he had asked Raelle repeatedly whether she really wanted him to continue or not. The reason he agreed to it wasn't just because it was his body's deepest desire at the moment but also because they were already married.

Shui Xian took all the relationships in his life very seriously. And even if he felt no love for Raelle at the moment, he knew she was his legal wife and as her husband, he was supposed to provide her with everything she wanted. And wasn't physical intimacy a part of his responsibility? How could he back away from it?

He would never do anything hardheartedly in his life. Whether it was a business deal or a relationship, he'd like to give it his all. How could he not want to give his all to this marriage?

***WARNING!!! No one under 18 allowed from here onwards. I know none of you under 18 are gonna listen but as a responsible author, I'm still giving this warning! Even though I know it's pointless!***

Raelle held his gaze as his lips caught her turgid nipple. She found it strange to have his warm, soft lips on that place of her body. Shui Xian was still looking into her eyes trying to find out what she was thinking about while his other hand gave attention to her other breast. Raelle's back arched up slightly on instinct.

She felt surprised by her own reaction. It was the first time, she felt like her body and her mind weren't in sync at all. Because before she could process what she was feeling, her body was acting on its own. As if her body had a mind of its own.

Seeing how her back arched, his eyes darkened. He gently bit her nipple before encircling it with his tongue. That hot, wet, and squirmy tongue brought about a novel feeling that made her moan in response. The corner of his lips curled up in satisfaction and his actions turned even wilder. He assaulted her breasts with biting and sucking making her body shiver slightly. As for why Raelle felt this shiver in her body, she couldn't tell herself.

Since Shui Xian had already accepted that he wanted her, he didn't think there was any point in holding back anymore. Since his body desired her, there was nothing wrong with acting upon those desires. Hearing her moan had ignited a searing fire within him. It was quite unbelievable to even him how he desired her so much right now.

Shui Xian didn't know what it was but he found her reactions really refreshing. She was truly like a breath of fresh air. She didn't put on a bold front and acted coy later on with such things, she was just as upfront about everything. Perhaps, she didn't even know what coyness really was like. But she didn't realize that she didn't need to act coquettish to seduce someone, it was her intrepidness that could enchant anyone.

His breathing became short and ragged because of how she stared into his eyes. She hadn't lost herself in the desire that her body felt. Her mind was just as clear as before.

Just as he felt her wetness against his palm, he heard her voice, "It's wet, isn't it?" Shui Xian closed his eyes, not knowing what to say to that. Was it okay for her to just ask that?

However, he threw caution out the window. She wasn't like a normal person, why was he treating her like one? She was special, he needed to talk in a way she could understand.

He licked his lips and holding her gaze, replied, "I think you can do better than this."

"Huh?" She looked confused.

Right then, Shui Xian's fingers worked their magic on her most intimate part that made her squirm a little. Her hand went into his hair as her fingers ran through his hair. She wasn't tugging at his hair, she seemed as if she was playing with his thick hair with interest.

She wasn't daunted by any of it. She could tell something was changing in her body but it was hard to say what it was. When his fingers started moving against her intimate part, she was feeling her breath getting harsher.

Shui Xian's hand didn't move from her womanhood, he kept his pace and caught her lips again for a rough kiss. Raelle felt his tongue delving all the way inside her mouth and took control in a domineering way. It was like he wanted to make her feel this kiss all the way to her soul. Raelle didn't stop him, although she had always been in control of her life, it didn't hurt to let him try to control her body for once.

She was open to everything life had to offer. However, emotions weren't something life had to offer that was something made up by humans and that's why she didn't believe in it very much. So, she responded with equal fervor, as best as she could follow him with her inexperienced self. She wanted to surrender her body to him and see what he would make of it. Her body tensed up in his arms and quivered, reaching her limit. Her climax was so strong that she had closed her eyes for a brief period of time.

Shui Xian let go of her lips and stared at her. Her lips were red and swollen from their kiss. When she opened her eyes, Shui Xian felt like he was looking at the most beautiful scene. There was a layer of moistness covering her black jade-like orbs but it made them seem so mesmerizing especially with that twinkle in her eyes that tugged at his heart.

He groaned inwardly knowing he wasn't gonna be able to hold back now. There was no way, he'd be able to do it before her.