"Did I hurt you?"
"No
"I'm sorry, baby." Jiang Ming Ming buried his head in my hair. I heard his heavy breathing. Before, I was so infatuated with it that I wanted to listen to it every night. But now I feel that it's far away from me, or it doesn't belong to me at all.
"You are not going to accompany Party A tonight."
"What?" Jiang Ming Ming raised his head and looked at me in doubt.
"You went to Lu MANXIN's house tonight. I peeked at your messages." I turned around, staring straight at Jiang Ming Ming, Jiang Ming Ming was staring at me and finally lowered his head.
Two people do not speak, Jiang Ming Ming embraces my arm to also loosen to come down.
"Uncle, in fact, you love Lu MANXIN more than me, right?"
Jiang Ming Ming didn't answer, but I couldn't restrain my inner sorrow and vomited it all out.
"Or you give me only 10% of the love, and the rest is all on Lu MANXIN, right?"
"Why do you look at my cell phone and computer? Can't you just stay with me? " Jiang Mingming is a little annoyed. I have quarreled with him more than once for peeking at his mobile phone.
"Because I don't feel safe..." I couldn't help crying out, "I always worried that you would suddenly walk away."
"Then you will feel safe after watching my mobile phone?"
I shook my head and cried even more.
Jiang Ming Ming sighed and put me in his arms. He kisses my forehead, but I feel even worse.
"Uncle, let's break up. I'm really miserable every day. I don't like this kind of days without guessing. It makes me feel insecure. I'm not happy doing anything. I always doubt whether you will be with Lu MANXIN behind my back. Even when I see you meet in the company, I feel sad for a long time."
"Don't cry, your eyes will be swollen tomorrow morning." Jiang Mingming wiped the tears off my face, but I took his hand away.
"Let's break up. I want a boyfriend who is dedicated to me. I want to marry him and have a family of my own instead of this kind of totally blind to the future."
"Give me some time. I'll deal with the relationship between man Xin and me."
I was stunned. I thought Jiang Mingming would promise to break up. Unexpectedly, he promised to deal with the relationship between him and Lu MANXIN.
"Uncle, you You What do you mean
"I mean I've made a mistake. I shouldn't hurt you. Give me some time to deal with my work and my relationship with man Xin, OK?" Jiang Mingming holds my face and talks to me seriously.
I'm a little surprised. In fact, I don't want to break up with Jiang Mingming. I just want to see his reaction to me. If he really agreed to break up just now, I think I'll be miserable tonight.
"Uncle, can I ask you a question?"
"Go ahead."
"Do you have a heart with Lu man I have Is it a bed? "
"No Jiang Mingming answered me quickly.
"Why? You like her so much, and she treats you as a good friend. "
"Because she's my brother's woman." Jiang Ming Ming gave a wry smile. Maybe this is also his heart knot.
"Didn't Shen Yue and Lu MANXIN break up long ago?" In fact, I think Lu MANXIN has always regarded Jiang Mingming as a spare tire, because she thinks that she and Shen Yue still have hope, so she didn't give Jiang Mingming a chance to touch her.
Jiang Mingming sat up, and I poked into the weakest part of his heart, which he probably didn't want to show others.
"The first time I saw Lu MANXIN, I fell in love with her. I still remember the day when I told her it was like father's day. I had planned to say something to her, but I saw her sitting by the lake crying secretly. I asked her what she was crying for? She said that she quarreled with her mother. Her cousin told her that her father was not dead, but her mother insisted that her biological father had died in a car accident a few years ago
"Is Lu MANXIN a single parent child?"
"Yes, like me, she was brought up by her mother alone, so at that time I made up my mind that I must give MANXIN a warm home, and I couldn't make her so sad. But later I found that Shen Yue, who was sleeping in my lower bunk, was also pursuing Lu MANXIN, and Lu MANXIN liked Shen Yue very much, so I could only keep this relationship in my heart for so many years I always have the girl sitting by the lake crying in my heart. When she comes to me, I can't help comforting her. "
Jiang Ming Ming's voice is hoarse. It seems that this is the first time that he tells people about his relationship with Lu MANXIN, and the object of his talk is still me.
"Uncle, you can be with Lu MANXIN now. Why don't you try hard?"
"Because..." Jiang Mingming stopped for a moment and looked at me with a smile, "do you want me to say something nice, or do you feel uncomfortable after hearing it?"
I lowered my head, Jiang Ming Ming's so-called "I listen to uncomfortable words" how uncomfortable it will make me, should I listen to it or not?"Well, first you say something that makes me uncomfortable." I think at least in the end there are "comfortable words" to make me feel better. It's better to listen to the bad ones first.
"Well..." Jiang Mingming hesitated for a moment, "man Xin likes Shen Yue so much and is willing to do anything for him. If I go after her now, she may agree to me for a moment, but she still doesn't let Shen Yue down in her heart."
Jiang Ming Ming hasn't finished his sentence, but I'm furious.
"So you drag me along. As long as I'm with you, Shen Yue won't think too much of me. He and Lu MANXIN have hope to get back together!"
I was very angry. It turned out that Jiang Mingming was with me for such a purpose.
"No, you hear me out." Jiang Mingming didn't expect that I could understand what he said in this way, but I didn't listen to his explanation at all. Instead, I began to cry bitterly.
"There's no need to explain. You've made it very clear that everything you do is for Lu MANXIN. How can you suddenly like me? It's because you find that Shen Yue likes me. In order to help the woman you like, you'd rather sleep in this bed with me against your will, right?" I also sat up, hugged my knee and cried bitterly. Jiang Mingming was helpless because of me. He wanted to hold me, but I avoided his arms.
"Baby, don't be so excited, OK?"
"Don't call me baby, baby is just a tool for you to coax women into bed. The most precious woman in your heart is Lu MANXIN." I continued to roar, "Jiang Ming Ming, you didn't put me in the position of girlfriend from the beginning to the end. Why do you cheat your feelings and go to bed with me? Don't you feel uncomfortable holding a woman you don't like?"
"I don't want to talk to you any more. You are unreasonable. If you insist that I am with you to help Lu man Xin, I have nothing to say." Jiang Mingming saw that I pushed him away, so he put on his clothes and went to the balcony to smoke.