At the end of this day, I still didn't say a few words with Jiang Mingming. I watched several movies with my mobile phone. Jiang Mingming has been dealing with work in the living room. During the period, Jiang Mingming talked to me several times, but I didn't say a word, but I didn't contradict him any more. I even listened to him and had lunch and dinner.
At night, Jiang Ming Ming kisses my forehead. Seeing that I don't resist him, he lies down beside me.
In the middle of the night, I feel cold feet, feel the rope of the foot to Jiang Ming Ming, Jiang Ming Ming is very natural with both legs clamp my feet, two people deep sleep, wake up already very bright.
I asked Jiang Ming Ming to go to work, but Jiang Ming Ming refused to go out. He did not dare to leave me any more. I had to promise him that I would not lock myself up or refuse to answer his phone.
"Don't promise. Anyway, I won't go back to the company today. I'll be with you. I'll go wherever you go." Jiang Mingming shakes his head. No matter how I try to persuade him, I have to give up persuading him and dress myself to go downstairs.
Jiang Guangming flustered up, he immediately nervous asked me what to do? I said I wanted to go downstairs to have something to eat. Jiang Mingming immediately relaxed his face when he heard that I wanted to eat. He quickly put on his clothes to accompany me down.
We went downstairs to the vermicelli shop. Jiang Mingming ordered a bowl of congee and a dish of vermicelli for me. It's estimated that I'm too hungry. I'm eating, and suddenly I feel nauseous. Jiang Mingming helps me wipe the porridge clean.
"Uncle, will you always be so kind to me?" I looked up at Jiang Ming Ming, but Jiang Ming Ming was asked by me, "of course, I'm not good to you. Who are you good to?"
"Lu MANXIN, you can be nice to her, too."
"Purple lemon, let's not say this, OK?" Jiang Ming Ming's facial expression twitched. He was extremely tired by me these days. He really didn't want to have any dispute with me.
"I can't talk with you, but it doesn't mean I won't think about it in my heart." I finished the rest of the porridge, holding my chin, looking at the traffic on the street in a daze. Jiang Mingming didn't know what to say, so he continued to eat the food in his bowl with his head down.
So I continued, "uncle, if Lu MANXIN says he likes you, will you be with her?"
"Well, people can't say that they like each other, that they are together."
"I say it's a hypothesis. If she says she likes you, will you break up with me immediately and be with Lu MANXIN?"
"No, that's not true." Jiang Ming Ming's answer was clean and clear, which didn't give me any room to imagine.
"Do you hate her? She killed your child."
"Blame will certainly have, fortunately she did not hurt you, otherwise I will not forgive her." Jiang Ming Ming seems to be sincere. I turn my head and look at him. Jiang Ming Ming reaches out his hand and touches my head.
I sighed, thinking about Shen Yue's words last night, if I broke up with Jiang Mingming because of this, I would be really cheated by Lu MANXIN.
Before last night, I couldn't understand Lu MANXIN. I'm not getting on well with Jiang Mingming. She should be very happy. It's like she tried every means to push me to Jiang Mingming at first, just to block Shen Yue's hope for me? I'm pregnant with Jiang Mingming's child. It's good for Lu MANXIN that Jiang Mingming plans to marry me, but she will stop it. The only possibility is that she has a hunch that Shen Yue and she have no possibility of getting back together.
That's why Lu man Xin is so nervous. Jiang Ming Ming is more reliable than Shen Yue for her. She is worried that Shen Yue will leave Tianzheng at any time. She is more nervous about Tianzheng than Shen Yue. If Shen Yue does leave Tianzheng, the only thing she can rely on is Jiang Mingming. Moreover, Jiang Mingming has always been fond of her. Why can't she include such a man in her future husband's candidate list.
Thinking of this, I can't help but feel pity for Lu MANXIN. In order to make more choices, I should do something like this to me. Her psychology of wanting everything and controlling everything will kill her one day. I don't need to revenge her at all. I just sit here and watch her quietly, and watch her create one fantasy after another It's our opponent.
"What are you thinking, purple lemon?" Jiang Mingming saw me staring at the car beside the street, thinking that I thought of something sad.
"I'm thinking that even if Lu MANXIN doesn't hit me with a car, the child won't stay."
"Why?"
"Because you don't want it at all, am I right?"
Jiang Mingming sighed. He didn't dare to take my words. He was worried that no matter what he said, I would be angry next, but I didn't mean to be angry at all. Instead, I continued to talk.
"The doctor said that there would be drug abortion in three months, and induced labor would be induced in three months, so the child actually lived more than ten days in my stomach. It's good for Lu MANXIN to drive and kill him, at least I don't have to feel too guilty."
"Purple lemon, don't think about these unhappy things all the time."
"I'm releasing myself. I'm an outcast. I don't want to let a little life become me." I touched the bracelet on my wrist, Jiang Ming Ming looked at me, this action suddenly a little sad, even said a "sorry" to me.But I shake my head, who is sorry for who, all the life is their own choice, to blame why I choose to fall in love with Jiang Ming Ming.
Or further, if I was born in a healthy family, I wish I had a father who could protect me and a mother who could communicate with me, then I could ask her all the questions in my heart, and she would patiently tell me the answers to all the questions.
"Uncle, I suddenly miss my mother, but I don't know what she looks like?" When I said that, I burst into tears. Jiang Mingming sat next to me in a hurry. "It's OK. Maybe your mother will appear in front of you in a few years. Besides, you and your father will love you."
"Do you think my dad hurts me?" I wry smile, Jiang Ming Ming how can have such illusion.
"You are your father's own daughter. Of course he loves you."
"Maybe, since I was a child, someone said that I was picked up by my father. Later, my father married my stepmother and gave birth to my brother. I feel more and more like an outsider of this family, so I have been longing for a home of my own." I'm lying on the table. I had such a big accident a few days ago. My father sent me a short message to ask me for money during this period. I really can't reply to him. I hope he won't harass me again during this period of time.