I was stunned by Shen Yue's words. Is what he said really from his heart?
Seeing that I didn't speak, Shen Yue continued, "I wanted to pause before I was 40 years old, but I didn't expect that I was three years ahead of time. Although I still have some regrets, since I have come to this stage, I will accept the arrangement from God."
"Shen Yue, are you really willing to give up Tianzheng?"
"It's not giving up. It's giving up for the time being. I'll come back." Shen Yue finally got up from his chair. "My biggest fear now is not to start all over again, but my own demons. There has been too much garbage in the past ten years. I need to clean it up."
"I don't quite understand what you said, but I believe your choice must be made by your careful consideration. We are adults and should be responsible for everything we have done." This is what Jiang Mingming said to me all the time. I didn't expect that I said it to Shen Yue word by word.
Shen Yue nodded in surprise and touched my head with his hand.
"Purple lemon, can I ask you a question?"
"Of course." I remember the last time Shen Yue said this, he asked me if I like Jiang Mingming. This time, he wanted to know the answer.
"Do you hate Lu MANXIN?"
"Yes, there was a time when I wanted her to be killed by a car when she went out and poisoned by food when she ate. In short, I wanted her to disappear into the world immediately." I bowed my head and didn't dare to say any more. I knew that Shen Yue's feelings for Lu MANXIN were not as clean as others said. If Shen Yue didn't have any feelings, he would never help her carry up such a mess.
"Why not? Are you afraid I'll be angry? " Shen Yue laughed for a while, not knowing whether he was laughing at me or himself.
"I don't want to say it. What if I hate her? Is it in exchange for the life of the child before me? Besides, I have to thank her. If she hadn't driven the car towards me that night, Jiang Mingming would never have made my identity public. " I also gave a wry smile. Two months of life really can't arouse my mother's love. Even before I feel that I am a mother, the child disappears into the world. Maybe I should thank Lu MANXIN. It's better for her to kill the child herself than for me to go to the hospital to end the child's life.
I didn't dare to give birth to him or her. I'm an outcast myself. How dare I have another child
Thinking of this, I couldn't help crying. Shen Yue didn't know which sentence made me cry. He squatted down in a hurry and said, "Purple lemon, I'm sorry, I don't know which sentence is heavy."
I tried my best to shake my head and take a breath, so that tears would not fall down again. Shen Yue was very distressed and couldn't help holding my head, but I pushed him away. Shen Yue had to let go of me.
"Well, I'll keep a pure relationship with you." Shen Yue said jokingly and sat down beside me. Suddenly, he pointed to CITIC office, "Purple lemon, do you know? When I first went to university, I dreamed of going to work there every day. At that time, I thought that the people in the office building should be the elites among the elites. "
"Do you still think so? My classmate works in CITIC. He wants to send his resume to Tianzheng every day. It seems to them that I have fallen into the pot of money. " I comforted Shen Yue, but Shen Yue was even more depressed. He took out a box of cigarettes from his pocket. Seeing that I looked at him in amazement, he put the cigarette box in again.
"Sorry, I shouldn't smoke in front of you." Shen Yue stood up again, "I'm really hungry. Who just said that he wanted to invite me to dinner?"
"Well, where would you like to eat?" When Shen Yue said he wanted to eat, I got up.
"I really want to eat the fried crab with ginger and scallion at the back of Chen ancestral temple."
I snapped my fingers and said, "let's go!"
Shen Yue and I went to the parking lot and suddenly saw Jiang Qingming's car still parked there. So I secretly asked Shen Yue if we could call Shangjiang Qingming. Shen Yue nodded and called Jiang Qingming.
"Come or not? Purple lemon said he would invite us to dinner Shen Yue and Jiang Ming Ming are the same. They don't call each other by address. If they are not familiar with the game, how can they have such a way of calling.
Jiang Ming Ming laughed on the other end of the phone and said that he would eat up my salary this month tonight. I immediately pursed my lips. How dare these two uncles wait for me if they don't eat at night?
When Jiang Ming drove, Shen Yue and I sat in the back of the car. At first, I felt very embarrassed. Later, Shen Yue and Jiang Ming chatted vigorously in the car, but they pushed me aside. Finally, they drove to Chen ancestral temple. Jiang Ming asked us to get off first, and he went to find a parking space.
Jiang Mingming's search lasted half an hour. Shen Yue could not help ordering a plate of fried snails with Perilla and eating them. However, I couldn't find the meat in the snails. In addition, I couldn't find the toothpick box, so I had to sit at the table and sulk.
"Purple lemon, what are you doing? Pursed his lips Jiang Mingming sat next to me and saw me staring at Shen Yue's leftover shell in a daze.
"She can't get snail meat, and she won't eat what I get, so she just sits there angry." Shen Yue explained to Jiang Mingming. Jiang Mingming had to pull my face and said, "I don't know how you have this skill. Bai Chang is so big."I quickly put Jiang Mingming's hand away, Shen Yue embarrassed smile, I also feel embarrassed, although I and Jiang Mingming's relationship is well known, but Shen Yue does not seem to break my favor, I also have no better way to let him not to show me good.
Three people actually called three plates of ginger and onion fried crab, Jiang Mingming and Shen Yue played dice, lost tonight out of the driving fee, as a result, Jiang Mingming lost ten plates in a row, I snickered, Jiang Mingming can't help roaring at me, "see your husband lost still smile?"
"Husband?" I Leng for a moment, Jiang Ming Ming just said these two words?
"Do you have a second husband?" Jiang Ming Ming approached me and touched my cheek with his lips. I blushed immediately.
Blushing is not because Jiang Qingming kisses me, but because Shen Yue is opposite. I'm not used to having intimate actions with Jiang Qingming in front of Shen Yue.
Shen Yue drinks with his head down. When he pays the bill, both of them rush to pay the bill. I can't understand the logic of these two people. It's not that I'm going to treat them to dinner, but they're all out of their wallets when they pay the bill.
It's not easy to wait until the driver comes. Shen Yue drinks a little too much. Jiang Ming Ming and I have to help him into the car. I went to the back row first, then dragged Shen Yue in, and Jiang Ming Ming went to the front row. Not long after the driver drove, Shen Yue fell asleep on me
I immediately nervous, Jiang Ming Ming looked at me from the rearview mirror, and turned his head out of the window.