Chapter 157

Jiang Guangming coaxed me all night. When I went to bed, he asked me to put my head on his arm. However, I felt that the more he was so kind to me, the more ghosts he had in his heart. Instead, he didn't have the enthusiasm when he was lingering. He always associated with all kinds of details between him and Lu MANXIN.

Maybe it's a sign of two people breaking up. Even if it's not a sign of breaking up, at least the relationship needs to be stopped for a while. Two people should be trusted and equal when they fall in love, so that they can go on smoothly. I obviously have all kinds of doubts, and these doubts show my inferiority, but Jiang Mingming doesn't find these hidden problems He always blames me for my immaturity. The more he hides my relationship with him, the more I feel inferior. This vicious circle will lead to the failure of this relationship sooner or later.

I finally fell asleep, but Jiang Ming Ming didn't feel sleepy. It's rare that he didn't know how tired he was after exercising with me. Maybe this incident hit him too much. He couldn't figure out how Lu man Xin could have done such a thing. Fortunately, he stopped me tonight, otherwise he and I would really be separated But he is still confident that I will come back to him. I love him. He always knows that every time he sees me, he will feel my love for him, which is mixed with worship and dependence.

Yes, I am dependent on him. No matter in work or life, I am more and more dependent on him. Design problems, co-worker relations and even the bad mood that I don't want to get up and go to work every month, I will tell him. There are all kinds of girl hobbies, Jiang Ming Ming will also satisfy me. For a time, I like Charlotte Olympia's lovely cat shoes very much. I bought a pair of high imitation shoes on Taobao. After wearing them for a week, they broke down. I was depressed for a long time. Unexpectedly, Jiang Ming Ming bought a pair of regular price shoes for me when he went to Hong Kong on business. Now I still wear them to work every day.

If we want to know when Jiang Mingming is sure to fall in love with me seriously, we really need to talk about my pregnancy. Later, I miscarried, and he felt more and more guilty. That time, my father came to ask for money. He pulled Jiang Mingming away from the hotel and told him that I was not my father's own daughter. I was the daughter of my father's former boss. There was something wrong with the boss, so the boss had to give me to my father. Because the boss usually treats my father very well, my father really can't bear to ignore me, so he brought me back to my hometown to raise. Later, my father married and had children, so he cheated me with my stepmother, saying that I was the daughter of my father and his ex-wife.

Jiang Mingming loves me even more after he knows all this. He not only helps me buy insurance, but also plans to change the house I live in to my name. Later, I stopped him from changing his name. I thought he did it to make up for my previous miscarriage. Jiang Mingming does have this meaning, but he is more worried that if I really separate from him in the future, at least I don't have to change his name any more Worry about no place to live, and don't worry about the economy.

So Jiang Mingming is also worried about "breaking up", but he hopes that even if I break up with him, I can live in peace and stability. That's why he told me that no matter how my relationship with him turns out, he will always be my most trusted uncle.

Maybe I never know what Jiang Guangming thought tonight. I have fallen asleep completely, and even snored slightly. During this time, I have hardly slept. I have been sad, suspicious, and even sad to cry on the road. I can't control my emotions completely, as if I need a dose of stability to make me sensitive The cells stop working.

Wake up the next day, Jiang Ming Ming has got up, is washing, he also kindly help me to squeeze the toothbrush, but I still did not smile, expressionless face into the bathroom.

"Still unhappy." Jiang Mingming touched my head, but I turned my head aside. I had a lot of dreams last night. Although I got up this morning and couldn't remember the specific contents of these dreams, I was in a very low mood and didn't want to talk to Jiang Mingming at all.

"Purple lemon, let me take you to the company."

"No, you said you didn't want the people in Z company to have a good relationship with us? I can walk by myself. "

Jiang Mingming lowers his head. He thinks I'm angry. In fact, what I'm saying today is the truth in my heart. Since Jiang Mingming doesn't want people to know our relationship, I'll obediently obey him.

"I'll find an opportunity to explain our relationship with Gu Yuze this week. Shall I pick you up after work?"

"Not good." I shook my head, "you don't have to be so nice to me. I'm afraid I'll get used to it. After you change back to your original appearance, it will be more difficult for me to accept it."

"Purple lemon, how do you think of me like this? I will always be good to you." Jiang Mingming tries to squeeze out a smile, but I think he is also very depressed. In fact, he has no spare time and energy to spoil me. If I hadn't thrown out the word "break up" in front of Lu MANXIN that night, how could Jiang Mingming be willing to spend so much time on me?

He cares about me and loves me, but he doesn't want to spare time from his work for me. This is a common fault of my uncle. No matter how good a woman is, they are like toys in their hands. Toys are just used to release pressure and pass the time. How can they play with toys during working hours?

Maybe I've gone too far, but this is the reality. I'm just young and I can't figure out my uncle's psychology. At their age, it's the most important thing for them to stay in the social class. For them, love can be ignored, or it's a luxury that has been shelved. It doesn't mean that they won't get married Love others, of course, will love, but not as indifferent as when young.Jiang Mingming saw that I insisted that I didn't need him to send me to the company, and it was not good to force me. The first thing I did when I went to the company was to count the number of people attending the Saturday party to Gu Yuze. Gu Yuze was very satisfied with my executive ability, but he also found that I was in a bad mood during this period, and people were getting thinner and thinner, so he couldn't go on watching.

"Purple lemon, why are you here? I'm getting thinner and thinner. I don't want to be scolded by your former boss at the party on Saturday. I'm very nervous about you. Last time, I asked me if you always worked overtime, which made me feel embarrassed to reply to him. I didn't ask you to work overtime."

"I have to work overtime myself. Anyway, I have nothing to do when I stay at home alone. I might as well do some work in the company."

"Oh, you don't have to date your boyfriend?" Gu Yuze looked into my eyes, he actually guessed that I should have a boyfriend, but every time I would avoid this problem.

"Well, I don't know if it's my boyfriend. Maybe it's just a close male friend." I sighed, but Gu Yuze laughed, "I found that women seem to care about fame. It seems that if a boyfriend is careless, he doubts whether he has put himself in the position of girlfriend."

"Mr. Gu, listen to what you say, maybe you have the same experience."

"When I was young, I had the energy to toss these things." Gu Yuze handed me the signed document on the desk, and then went to do other things.

Gu Yuze doesn't want to know too much about my personal affairs. He doesn't want to be too close to me, but he can't help asking about my recent state every time. I guess it's because I really look like Lu MANXIN when I was young.

But I hate people saying that to me.